9 Works by alteradam
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Adam registered, absently, glancing at the watch on the wrist currently extended to hold Declan Lynch facedown on his desk, that he was going to be late for his two o'clock.
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It felt like a trespass. Declan slinking in through some back door. Or maybe it was the other way around. How dare Gansey, of all people, go behind his back and feed Declan parts of Ronan that he had earned, not inherited?
He scrubbed harder at his arms, ribs, neck, wishing he could peel himself down to the bone.
And then a darker thought threaded in, uninvited. What if it wasn’t just about him?
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During dinner, Adam hadn’t been able to stop thinking about how Ronan would look later: stripped and panting and boneless in Adam’s sheets, so thoroughly wrecked that he wouldn’t be able to hold a thought in his brain. Only Adam. The picture had been in his mind for days, until it was less a fantasy and more a certainty. He had thought of it when Ronan smiled over the rim of his wine glass, and again when Adam had paid for the meal, and in the car, with his hand resting on Ronan’s leg, and in the elevator, Ronan pressed to the mirrored wall with Adam’s mouth at his neck
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It’s not about that, about comfort. You don’t drop tithes into a fleece-lined coin purse to keep from hearing them clatter. Every short, sharp resonance is penance—handing off a piece of yourself for what you’ve done, what you will inevitably do.
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you will empty the darkness (you will keep me in motion) by alteradam
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
19 May 2025
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No matter how many times they played out this precise scene, Adam was fairly secure that he would never learn to accept it as commonplace. He was perfectly aware—had been for years now—that he would be met with nothing but the most reverent and attentive care at all times, not just in his most fragile, vulnerable moments, but it was still so much.
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it's all fun and games ('til somebody falls in love) by alteradam
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
11 May 2025
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Fucking fine. Fuck. He was opening the app.
Hello, greywaren! it greeted him cheerily. He rolled his eyes. You have 1 new match(es)!
He steeled himself. Took a breath. Clicked on the notification bell.(The AU where Adam is a high-end escort and it goes exactly as you'd expect)
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desperate for your adoration (holding onto a hurricane) by alteradam
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
30 Mar 2025
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Arms winding around Matthews waist, he settles more deeply back into the couch, a soft sigh parting his lips. “Last night,” he says, quiet, “I mostly watched him with Adam, at first. Do you want to hear about that, or just–?”
“All of it.” Matthew’s voice is already unsteady, like Gansey’s acknowledgment that they’re on the same page is more than he can take. “Everything. Please.”
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Matthew smiles at him, and it’s everything it ever is. Bright and beautiful and happy and just for Ronan, and it makes his chest clench.
It complicates things that Ronan feels it, too. Wants it, too.
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Adam shifted, meeting Ronan’s eyes.
“I told you,” Ronan said softly. “He wants to be here, shithead.”
Gansey’s brow furrowed. “Of course I want to be here. What does he mean he told you?”