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It's the end of all monsters, and the beginning of a new world. While Sam tries to adjust and find a way to live with a woman who doesn't seem to like him very much, Dean has to come to terms with the fact Cas left him - again.
Luckily, a gruesome murder in an isolated school gives them both something else to think about - until it doesn't.Series
- Part 3 of (don't look back)
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On the whole, Dean thinks this may be the worst day of his life. His mom's probably dead, Cas is lost in a fucking Mad Max world and Lucifer's kid is about to - to kill millions of people, or turn puppies inside out and oceans into lava or something, and why the fuck do these things keep happening to him? Jesus.
But as he drives back to the Bunker with Sam, Dean doesn't know he's about to embark on his very last hunt, and he doesn't know Cas is not lost, at all - because Cas has been found, and that will change everything.Series
- Part 2 of (don't look back)
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Neal breaks into Peter and Elizabeth's house (again), and gets more than he bargained for.
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The Many-Coloured God by awed_frog
Fandoms: Supernatural, Classical Greece and Rome History & Literature RPF, Ancient History RPF
14 Jan 2018
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The year is 54 BC. A civil war is looming, and young tribune G. Cassius Longinus will soon need to pick a side. For the moment, though, Rome’s political games are not of his immediate concern: two Celtic brothers with mysterious powers have crashed into his life - and the instant, undeniable, unwilling attraction between Cassius himself and green-eyed, ferocious Dàn will lead them all down a dangerous path.
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Sam and Dean try to come to terms with the harrowing events of the season finale, and discover that not all is, perhaps, lost.
(I'd write a longer summary but I'm crying too much to see the keyboard, so.)
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- Part 1 of (don't look back)
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“Did I wake you up?” she asks, and then, before he can answer, she signs a short I’m sorry and moves to put the cup in the sink.
“No, I couldn’t sleep,” Sam says, once she’s facing him again.
They stand there, a bit awkwardly, and something in her expression reminds Sam of how pleasant her body had been against his; of how long it’s been since he’s made love to a woman, and how very desperately he wants to kiss her.
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“I found it. You. Whatever,” Dean blurts out, and at that, Cas’ frown deepens; he stands up, moves behind Dean to look at the screen, and this was clearly a mistake, okay, something that wasn’t even a plan to begin with and yet it’s gone horrendously wrong all the same and fuck - Cas leans forward slightly, his left hand closing on the back of Dean’s chair, his fingertips brushing the collar of Dean’s shirt.
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I hope you’re not watching that gay ice-skating crap without me, Dean thinks, as loudly as he can, because if the first thing I hear out of your mouth when I get out is a spoiler, I’ll fucking skin you.
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Things are going pretty good, which is why Dean should have seen it coming. Sam and Toni are so in love it’s disgusting, the big monsters are all gone or dead, and Dean and Cas - yeah, okay, so they kissed and now they're kind of together, okay? Shut up.
No, the second Dean had caught himself thinking about food processors and beach holidays, he should have fucking known his happy ending would turn around and kick him in his fucking teeth. And now it has, and they're supposed to get on a damn plane and put on monkey suits and have Christmas dinner at Lord and Lady Bevell's, and Dean just can't - he can't face it, he can't breathe, he can't even see through the injustice of it all, because Cas - Cas -
Tell me why. I deserve that much, at least.
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Things are going pretty good, which is why Dean should have seen it coming. Sam and Toni are so in love it’s disgusting, the big monsters are all gone or dead, and Dean and Cas - yeah, okay, so they kissed and now they’re kind of together, okay? Shut up.
No, the second Dean had caught himself thinking about food processors and beach holidays, he should have fucking known his happy ending would turn around and kick him in his fucking teeth. And now it has, and they’re supposed to get on a damn plane and put on monkey suits and have Christmas dinner at Lord and Lady Bevell’s, and Dean just can’t - he can’t face it, he can’t breathe, he can’t even see through the injustice of it all, because Cas - Cas -
Tell me why. I deserve that much, at least.
An alternate take of season 12 set in the Florentine winter. Canon-compliant (98%), painful as hell, and - hopefully - also a story about the beauty and mystery and resilience of the human soul - and the brutal, undying strength of true love.
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"You didn't pray to me."
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(That infamous discussion we never saw; story set early in season 5)
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"Mother, why do you hate me?"
"I hate you, because when I look into your eyes I see the woman I used to be, before magic, before the coven. When I was nothing but Rowena, the tanner's daughter. A pale, scared little girl, who smelled of filth and death. I hate you, because when you were born, your father said he loved me. Then he went back to his grand wife and his grand house, whilst I lay pathetic and half dead on a straw mat, my thighs slick with blood. I hate you, because if I didn't, I'd love you. But love, love is weakness. And I'll never be weak again."
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So Dean's waited years to find out what Cas' skin tastes like. And when he finally does, everything goes wrong again, because his life is just that much fun, and goddamit.
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That last scene, told from John's perspective.
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They are not lost. They are home.
(This is what love does to you: it brings you home.)
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So, here we are. At the end of all things; at the beginning of all things. I loved this season to bits, and I felt in my bones it truly was a watershed of some sort - that Dean and Sam are both the same and yet fundamentally different from those boys we've met more than ten years ago. And to be honest, I don't know what this is. A tale about mythology and religion, and an attempt to finally understand what Amara is (what God is). A love letter, surely. And also that one question which defines all stories: what happens next?
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“Fuck, why do you keep doing these things? Why do you -”
“I was given to you. My job is to watch over you -”
Cas is not shouting, or anything, but his voice is definitely much colder now, and if this were an actual human being, Dean would steel himself for a punch.
“Your job,” he says instead, interrupting the stupid bastard, and he knows he’s talking too loudly, but he doesn’t know how to stop it, “is to fucking stay alive.”
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And then Dean walks in, and the expression on his face as he sees Lucifer makes everything so much worse.
Because Sam’s known for a while that whatever is going on between Cas and his brother, it runs too deep to ever be broken, but still - he’s never seen Dean like this, and it fucking hurts.
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The first time he gets kissed, his whole world turns upside down.
The first time he has sex, he actually thinks he’s gonna die for a second.
The first time he falls in love, he burns and burns until nothing of him remains.
But the last time he falls in love (the beautiful heartbreak, the pain and the joy and the sheer power of the feeling) - that’s the one he’ll remember for as long as he lives.