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your touch is my memory (to return to you) by fishbasketcase
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Jan 2026
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Some people can say Mydeimos, last prince of Castrum Kremnos, has a betting problem.
Mydei, however—in the most politest of terms—is in it to win it.
In not so polite terms, he calls everyone else critical of his betting skills losers. He admits that it’s a bit toxic of him, but that’s to show that he doesn’t take bets lightly at all, and more that he honors each bout with utmost dignity and sheer competitiveness.
So the moment Mydei sees the emblem stamped on the flags of the city-state, he turns to Hyacine and says, "I bet you three balance coins that that's our monster."
Hyacine sputters, even as Little Ica eyeballs the emblem and agrees with a solemn, "Doo doot."
There's a unicorn. And a fertility festival. Mydei's a virgin and that shouldn't matter until it does.
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31 Jan 2026
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“Glad to see you back among the living,” Phainon says through a yawn, clearly having spent the night in the uncomfortable chair in the infirmary by Mydei’s side. Like he often does.
Mydei’s head hurts. Just the regular kind of pain, easily managed by ignoring it until it goes away. But what makes it worse, is the confusion at his predicament. The memories returning to him in death used to vary in time and people who appeared in them. Why is it always Phainon nowadays?
“Fuck you,” Mydei says, hoarsely. He feels like he is losing his mind.
Phainon’s mouth locks mid-yawn and he blinks down at him stupidly, tilting his head with confusion. It’s probably fair, he hasn’t even done anything to earn Mydei’s ire as of late.
or; Human brain lives for a few more minutes after dying, replaying the most cherished memories. Mydei starts seeing Phainon after each of his deaths.
Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
Translation into Chinese (中文-普通话 國語) available: hereSeries
- Part 4 of bound by the stars
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16 Oct 2025
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A man is approaching him with a bundle of hardware, straps, and coiled ropes in his arms. He’s wearing a tailored suit — definitely expensive — but missing a tie, and his shirt is unbuttoned far enough for Zhongli to see a nasty set of scars that run across his chest. He’s very attractive, a little intimidating, and not at all what he’d imagine an accountant would look like-This can’t be the accountant, can it?
Zhongli finds it difficult to ask for what he wants. Maybe this mysterious accountant will be able to help.
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- Part 1 of After Hours
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- English
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- 22,263
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- 4/4
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10 Oct 2025
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to be loved (and to be in love) by taizi
Fandoms: Mumintroll | Moomins Series - Tove Jansson
19 May 2019
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“So it wasn’t true then? What you said before?”
Snufkin blinks slowly at him. Moomin clarifies, “You told them you were spoken for.”
“Oh, yes. That’s true.”
Heartbreak is a physical thing, as it turns out. Moomin didn’t know that until now, looking at his best friend and great love and feeling like his whole chest is going to come apart.
“Oh,” he says. “I’m happy for you, Snufkin.”
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- Part 5 of springdoves
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09 Oct 2025
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Phainon is an actor at Okhema’s tiny community theater. Mydei wants to help him find a bigger stage to shine on.
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08 Oct 2025
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Mydei is about to close the video when Phainon speaks up after being silent for a while:
"I can guarantee that you're all going to enjoy Amphorean Chronicles as much as I do! I can't believe so many of you guys don't know the game, but I'll make sure you get the full grasp of it. Nobody beats me when it comes to it, after all," he says, winking to the camera.
His viewers just leave appreciative comments saying how cute it is for him to be so passionate about the game and encouraging him as a pro, but Mydei's eye has the urge to twitch.
Ah. He can't let this slide now, can he?
Alternatively: Phainon is a popular streamer. Mydei enjoys video games. Castorice accidentally plays wingwoman by introducing them.
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01 Oct 2025
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Aventurine doesn't like being understood, but he does like understanding other people. It is essential for manipulation, for scheming, for control. And he likes controlling you especially—for keeping you close but your heart a comfortable distance away, for opening your legs when he wants the pleasure of your body, for playing your emotions however he needs. And the day will come when that skill will be invaluable—the day when he must die without shattering you.
(Or: You are the only person in the universe who understands Aventurine in his mother tongue. He often regrets teaching it to you.)
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- Part 1 of game theory
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01 Oct 2025
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"I think I'm being haunted."
Castorice stared. Phainon bit his lip. Already he was regretting trying to tell her.
"It’s not like some horror movie thing, but... I would see him randomly. And not like in photos or whatever, but I mean, in my bathroom mirror."
Phainon is trying his hardest to live a regular university life, but is finding it especially difficult when his late upperclassman, Mydeimos, is haunting him.
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10 Sep 2025
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If we have no shippers, that means I'm dead by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
21 Aug 2025
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Phainon wakes to his Phaidei account exploding with notifications, a small war in his comments section, and half the people convinced he’s running the Phaidei account, with the top reply being:
Deliberber @phaifan33550336
replying to @phaidei
Dawg look at my deliverer shipping himself with Mydeimos we’re cookedIt’s enough for him to click on his Weaver account in a frenzied panic, scroll to the settings, and click “delete”—mashing all the buttons, captchas, and “deletes” until he finally sees the “This account no longer exists” on his page.
“Oh my god,” he mutters, heart racing. He chucks his teleslate on his bed and flops back down.
(In which Phainon, an idol, attempts to run a fan account shipping himself with his childhood best friend, Mydeimos—another idol.)
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21 Aug 2025
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20 Aug 2025
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I'm Jealous of the Moon by Intensely_Reading
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
24 Apr 2025
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“So you two never, say, fell into the same cot together?”
He feels a sharp flick to his forehead. Phainon flinches, eyes lifting to meet Mydei’s scowl. Despite the severe expression, there’s a slight flush to his cheeks—his golden eyes shifting from Phainon’s gaze. Something in Phainon sinks like a stone.
“Have you no propriety, Deliverer?” Mydei asks. “Did no one teach you any manners?”
Phainon forces out a sheepish laugh, his smile unsteady.
“My apologies,” he says.
(Phainon doesn’t think there’s anything more pathetic than being jealous of a dead man.)
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17 Aug 2025
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“Well,” is what Aglaea says at last. “This is certainly… a predicament.”
Her voice is as unreadable as ever, so it could mean anything from this is manageable to this is a disaster the likes of which the Flame-Chase Journey will never recover from. As things stand, Mydei is more inclined to believe the latter.
Beside them, Tribbie finally pops up from where she’s been studying their joined hands. “What Snowy said is true!” she proclaims in a voice far too cheerful for their current situation. “He and De are one hundred percent stuck to each other.”
While out on patrol, Mydei and Phainon get hit with a curse that binds their hands together.
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17 Aug 2025
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fall deep into your abyss by casophon
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
06 Sep 2024
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Love is finding
Someone just as weird as you.
So, you can walk amongst the rest of the world, two fucking oddities, who will never again feel alone.- J. Strelou, You are my late night thoughts
Suou hides all the terrible parts of himself and parries any attempt to get to know him with a joke because that's a lot more likeable than his real personality.
Sakura reminds him what a hypocrite he's being, and that sometimes a leap of faith is worth the risk.
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- Part 1 of all the ways we fall
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11 Aug 2025
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What They Choose to Show by atoltia
Fandoms: Wind Breaker (Anime), Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga)
19 Oct 2024
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Anzai blinked, inhaled sharply as he watched Suo's slender fingers tenderly fiddle and scratch over Sakura’s head, his long digits gently twisting those black and white tendrils of hair, massaging his scalp at the clear division between the colors. Sakura was unmoving, both of his arms resting over the table in front of Suo to support his head, yet leaving enough space for Suo to rest his hand and the book.
“Good morning, Anzai-kun.”
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In which class 1-1 finds out that their captain and one of their vice-captains were together over the course of many tender moments.Bookmarked by badmeat
09 Aug 2025
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i'm odds and ends (slowly learning life is okay) by Blue_in_Green
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
12 Jun 2025
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“Excuse me, but are you lost?” Nirei asks.
“What?” Sakura says. “Is this a prank? Obviously, I go here.” He casts suspicious eyes on Suo, the likely mastermind, but finds the boy standing up suddenly and placing himself in front of Nirei. Like he usually does when he’s protecting him from some threat on the streets. And—and that would make Sakura…
“Sounds like you’re the one playing a prank on us,” Kiryu chimes in. “I think we’d remember a classmate that looked like that.”
Snickers break out in the classroom and Sakura freezes, his blood gone cold.
SuoSaku Week 2025, Day 4: Nightmare
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- Part 4 of suosakuweek2025
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09 Aug 2025
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Kintsugi of Blossom Moon by CocoCiao
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
18 Nov 2025
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Sakura, a broken boy trapped at rock bottom, found himself pulled into a world of dangers. But the greatest threat lay in the sappan red of Suo's eye—an allure he couldn’t escape.
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Sakura became Suo’s bodyguard, and in a long run, his lover.
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08 Aug 2025
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tell me what's my flavour by forrestyx
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
11 Aug 2024
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The first time Suo kisses Sakura is after their first date, just in front of the boy’s front door. He keeps the connection chaste and polite, for more than a few reasons. Elated as he is that Sakura allowed him this date and enjoyed it, he wants to ease him into this. He’s still flustered by people expressing any sort of care or admiration, he’s a bit worried Sakura might die if he does too much too soon.
Every ensuing time, he lets himself indulge a little more.
(Or, five times Suo kissed Sakura, and one time Sakura kissed Suo.)
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- Part 2 of blood, roses, and bouquets
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- English
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- 22,306
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- 4/4
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07 Aug 2025
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I bite my tongue, it's a bad habit by anonymx
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
27 Oct 2024
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There’s a part of Suo, animalistic and wild, that wants to cage Sakura into their booth and do anything to hear him say his name like that again. The urge to do so prances around in his ribcage, making his blood feel hot. There’s a thrill of excitement alighting in his stomach, and he feels breathless.
There’s part of his mind that’s screaming, telling him I want, I want, I want. It’s loud and pressing into his chest, cramping down beside his heart, fuses with it, and makes every heartbeat into I want you, I want you, I want you.or: Suo has a hopeless crush on Sakura, and deals with it the only way he knows how—biting his tongue, and riling Sakura up.
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- Part 2 of get out of my head (and into my arms)
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07 Aug 2025
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razor sharp, bleeding heart by forrestyx
Fandoms: Wind Breaker - にいさとる | Nii Satoru (Manga), Wind Breaker (Anime)
25 Jul 2024
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“Sakura?”
“Give me a second.”
“Hey, stop, what are you— oh.”
“I said give me a second!” He snaps over his shoulder, and shit, he shouldn’t have looked, because he can’t figure out Umemiya’s expression. It’s way too neutral. Surprised? He doesn't know. There’s no scorn, no disgust, but there’s no warmth either. None of the reassurance he’d apparently been hoping for, and God, isn’t that a little pathetic?
Sakura looks at his hands again. His skin is a mess. It’s all red and white and he thinks there’s purple crescents blooming from where he almost tore his flesh open with his nails.
“I don’t know what’s happening.”
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Sakura's bleeding flowers. Umemiya says it's because someone must be in love with him. Sakura thinks he's insane.
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- Part 1 of blood, roses, and bouquets
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- 26,924
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- 2/2
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06 Aug 2025
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In which Sakura Haruka falls in love, fails to confess, and gets a boyfriend out of it anyway.
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05 Aug 2025