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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    "That's fine, too. He ignores it when his hands begin to shake and his fingertips grow cold. He nearly falls from the rigging one day after stretching too far, black dots scattering across his vision, and Izzy catches himself just in time. No one sees. He stares down at the deck below, where everyone is resting in the warm sun, and wonders if it would really have been so bad to let himself fall. To break into a thousand tiny shards across the surface of the deck he swabs multiple times a day.

    The deck would be so easy a death, he decides, staring down at it longingly. So simple, to just let his fingers slip. They would all think it was an accident. He doubts they'd even wait for his body to cool before dumping him over the side.

    His fingers twitch on the ropes. He sighs heavily, tucking his face into them, breathing in the scent of salt air and tar."

    Izzy experiences the piratical version of rejection sensitive dysphoria. It will be ok. Heavy on the angst.  

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    22 Nov 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    Izzy ends up in the gravy basket and has to make a choice that he isn't sure is the right one. Ed and Stede have to figure out their feelings for Izzy and for each other.

    Title from Turn Into Earth by The Yardbirds.

    Thank you to CryptidGlow for inspiration and just being a really awesome human.

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    22 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    He had been conflicted when he went to examine Ed’s body because Stede had begged him to search for signs of life. Roach may not have been an actual doctor, but he put his all into helping people in every way that he could. He took the health of his crew very seriously. But Blackbeard—The Kraken, he’d heard Jim mutter—was not Roach’s crew.

    He had been the captain, far more responsible for the crew’s welfare than Roach. He had ordered Izzy and Ivan to maroon him with half of the others. Roach’s responsibility to care for him ended the moment the Revenge sailed away from that little quay.

    But Stede asked, and he was Roach’s captain once again. So he checked for every sign of life he could. No breath. No pulse. Blackbeard’s forehead was cool to the touch, too cool. Roach checked every pulse point he knew. Nothing. Blackbeard wasn’t coming back from this one.

    Or; What if Ed had really died for real instead of all that gravy basket nonsense.

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    22 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    In Episode 2.8 Ricky shoots at Izzy, but Ed steps in to take the bullet. He dies asking Stede and Izzy to keep an eye on each other, and they are left picking up the pieces now that the centre of both of their universes is suddenly gone. It wasn't meant to be like this. But life doesn't always care about 'meant to be'.
    This is a story about love after love and joy after grief and what you might find after losing your soulmate.

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    22 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    izzy gets to live in this universe.

    and this time, he gets the happy ending he deserves.

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    21 Nov 2024