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    As Eddie lays on the hot pavement bleeding out, his eyes locked on Buck’s bloody face, his hand reaching out towards him, what washes over him isn’t his hard-earned stillness nor is it shock.

    It’s clarity, edging slowly into focus from off-stage.

    And when he wakes up in the hospital bed and registers a soft, slim hand in his, he thinks, "no, that’s not it".

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    Or, Five Ways Eddie's Body Feels Different After the Shooting

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    25 Oct 2025

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    Buck asks, "Where is your dad?"

    "He's downstairs buying sodas," Christopher replies. He sits down next to Buck and points at the magazine. "Why are you reading Bridal Guide?"

    "Oh." Buck flushes a little. It's not like he can explain: I realized I'm in love with your dad and keep accidentally planning a wedding we're never going to have. "It was this or Golf Digest."

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    13 Oct 2025

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    Buck: are you alone?
    Eddie: Alone in the livingroom, yeah.
    Buck: he’s asleep in his room, right? door closed?
    Eddie: I’m not actually about to jerk off to your mediocre sexting, Buck.
    Buck: this isn’t gonna work if you don’t go with me 🙄

    Or: Buck stumbles across Eddie's grindr profile.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    When Buck and Eddie get roped into a photoshoot for the friend of a friend, neither of them expect what they'll have to do.

    Or what it'll cost for their relationship.

    Or, the photoshoot fic that got a little angsty, then a little sexy.

    (Link to a no-smut version included in beginning notes!)

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    11 Oct 2025

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    “They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”

    “So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”

    “A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”

    “And I am—”

    “The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”

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    Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.

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    07 Oct 2025