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Within the hour, Karkat will return to watch over you. Sheltering you from harm's way, and all you’d be able to do is take it. Without a sword in hand. Stripped and unguarded, in all the ways that mattered, in all the ways you could never trust someone else to do what they will. Trusting him with your whole body, defenseless and vulnerable because fuck if actions spoke for themselves than that alone screamed volumes. Trust him, in the same way you’ve trusted him with everything else, the mosaic of all the pieces that built you up, that you’ve built up.
Fuck. You don’t know if you can handle that.
And once it was over, once he saw every last one of your nooks and crannies, would what you both have still be the same? This isn’t going to be like it was with some stranger. He’s going to be feeding you, bathing you, fuck what else? Getting real up close and fucking personal, that’s what. Once you gave him all you got, turned inside out with every last bit you had to offer unveiled, what then? When the other shoe drops, what then?
(or: Dave breaks his arms. At least Karkat is there to lend a hand or two.)
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- Part 2 of with open arms (and safe hands)
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stuff you have had to learn for yourself without karkat around (unbeta-ed unalpha-ed unnumbered locked and loaded for your viewing pleasure)
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i hope you get everything you've ever wanted (and i hope i never hear a thing about it) by blazingmushroom
Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series)
17 Jul 2024
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Waiting for Stolas after his show wasn't hard. Somehow, Blitzø found himself slipping into position, familiar with the jump in his heart and stutter in his step as he waited in the background, the grooves of being the one behind the curtain set in stone long ago. Hoping against hope Verosika would still have stars in her eyes when she saw him after a performance. Holding his breath for Fizz, time and time again, then with a letter and flower in hand. Quiet as they come, anchored to the floor as he held onto a shot in the dark as if it was all that he had.
This is no different.
Or: Blitzø gives up.
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check yourself (before you wreck yourself) by blazingmushroom for allbrodennis
Fandoms: Homestuck
09 Jun 2024
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That said, you are a person of restraint. There is no need to sit on your hands because your hands aren’t grasping towards anything in the first place, and are perfectly fine staying right where they are. You have self-control, damnit.
But acting out in reality is very different from fiction and Dave Strider is writhing on your couch again, his cast sandwiched between his thighs as he tries to win a war against his bladder.
There’s movement in the corner of your eye and you witness him lurch into the pillow, cramming it deeper with a louder, resounding whine. It's official, there is no god. Not on your side at least. This is torture and you hate yourself.
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- Part 1 of with open arms (and safe hands)
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out of your control (what's done is done) by blazingmushroom
Fandoms: Helluva Boss (Web Series)
31 May 2024
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“I don't understand, why are you giving me this? Am I not like fucking you good enough because I-I can always, I can always do better.” His stuttering, nervous and on edge, shouldn’t endear Stolas as much as it does. He banishes the thought as soon as it comes, physically seeing the apprehension as his dearest worries himself to pieces, looking up at him in crazed desperation. The implication of not being enough, the promise to meet a sufficient standard under the threat of a Goetia. He can see it all clearly now, without the rose-colored glasses, just who had the upper hand, who it had always been. Just another reason why Stolas wasn’t deserving of his love and trust.
Stolas reaches out to stop him, gently grabbing his hand, “Blitz. I’m giving you this because…” He places the crystal on the other’s gauntlet until it fits with its user. In a sense, the precipice he stands on is adrift, as he stares into the eyes of the one he’s been trying to reach. This is it, this is the leap.
“I care very deeply for you. And I have for some time.” Already, it feels like losing a friend.
(Post Episode S2 E8: The Full Moon)
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Dave breaks his arms. At least Karkat is there to lend a hand or two.
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how to get over a prince in five easy steps by blazingmushroom
Fandom Helluva Boss (Web Series)
17 Jul 2024
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恪守人际交往界线的伊得婉拒了艾德蒙特的告白，然而很快他就后悔了。
只是想写吃醋、情敌和修罗场，有原创角色少量出场。 -
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He cupped his hands around his mouth, shouting, “C’mon, Zan Zan! Don’t be so hostile towards me, we’re buddies now!”
“‘Buddies’ my ass. You fuckin’ stabbed me! Twice in a row!”
“Awww, if that don’t make us buddies, then I got no idea what we are. Scratch that, just thought of something.”
“And what would that be?” Zanka placed a hand on his hip.
“Lovers! So, what d’ya think? Really defines us perfectly, amirite?”Zanka wished to never see Jabber again, but alas, there was no avoiding the inevitable. He also wished he knew how to dance with someone, because now that he was actually doing it, Zanka realized he had a horrible sense of rhythm.
or janka dancing sesh yay
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Zanka didn't want to be at the mall that day, everyone else did and he had to drive them. He didn't want to be walking aimlessly by himself. He didn't want Jabber to also be there or have to think about how their last meeting went. Didn't want to fixate on the scar he'd left on Jabber's lower lip or how his mouth could still remember the metallic taste on his tongue.
And yet he still ended up making out with Jabber in his car.
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Zanka has felt Jabber's poison twice now. Recovered twice, too. He has been there, in the belly of the trash beast, and he survived.
It happened. And it kept happening when it was over.
It was poison and Zanka suffered like all Hell broke loose on him. So why, why does his body keep screaming for more of it?
Or: tending to the wounded with the wounderer's whip.
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It's been three times, they're currently at the fourth, only the first run-in was accidental. The sex is a lot like their fights, in that Jabber still seems convinced that Zanka is always holding back and going easy on him. The difference is that Zanka has a chance to let him believe it, at least for now. And that he's not getting beat up as well.
Zanka spends the night at Jabber's place for the first time. It goes much better than he expected, except for a few uncomfortable thoughts.
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- Part 1 of janka's s/m rendezvous