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• Feelings by bleeding_arrows

  Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022) RPF, เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023) RPF, เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV) RPF, Midnight Series: Moonlight Chicken พระจันทร์มันไก่ | Moonlight Chicken (TV) RPF, Khaofirst - Fandom  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  29 May 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • First Kanaphan Puitrakul/Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
  • First Kanaphan Puitrakul
  • Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
  • Matthew (Original Character)
  • Matthew Thanapon Ratanakitpaisan
  • Original Character(s)
  • Major Original Character(s)
  • Hate Sex
  • Hate to Love
  • Love/Hate
  • Unrequited Love
  • Not Actually Unrequited Love
  • References to Depression
  • grumpy x sunshine
  • First is a Ray of Sunshine
  • Cold Khaotung
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Healing
  • I Made Myself Cry
  • will make you cry too
  • Car Accidents (except it's not really an accident)
  • Weird Plot Shit
  • Accidental Plot
  • top!Khaotung
  • bottom!First
  • Spit as Lube
  • Top Khaotung
  • Bottom First
  • Depression
  • Loneliness
  • Suicide Notes
  • Confessions
  • Near Death
  • Character Death
  • Past Character Death
  • Original Character Death(s)
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort

  Summary

  Knowing his best friend, Matthew, and Matthew's older brother, Khaotung, for over 5 years, First had never let anyone know how much he truly felt for Khaotung.

  The older's nonchalance, but the hint of care was like drugs to First. And in no while, he realised he was getting addicted. From going to Matthew's room and laughing for hours with his best friend to going to 'meet' his best friend just to look for any trace of the older everywhere.

  No one was supposed to know about it, at least not until he couldn't keep it inside anymore. And when that day came, he had made one of the worst mistakes of his life by sleeping with Khaotung.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  36,925

  Chapters:

  15/15

  Comments:

  31

  Kudos:

  142

  Bookmarks:

  15

  Hits:

  2,817

• Beautiful by bleeding_arrows

  Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  05 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Akk/Ayan (The Eclipse)
  • First Kanaphan Puitrakul/Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
  • Akk (The Eclipse)
  • Ayan (The Eclipse)
  • First Time
  • First Love
  • Gay
  • Coming Out
  • Love
  • Boys in Love
  • Falling In Love
  • I Love You
  • Love Bites
  • Fluff
  • Smut
  • Fluff and Smut
  • Romantic Tension
  • Ayan is a Good Significant Other (The Eclipse)
  • Ayan Loves Akk (The Eclipse)
  • Akk Loves Ayan (The Eclipse)
  • Ayan is So Whipped (The Eclipse)
  • Akk/Ayan in Love (The Eclipse)
  • Flirty Ayan (The Eclipse)
  • Shy Akk (The Eclipse)
  • Gay Akk (The Eclipse)
  • Cute
  • Cute Ending
  • Making Love
  • Top Ayan (The Eclipse)
  • Bottom Akk (The Eclipse)
  • Sex
  • Anal Sex
  • Gentleness
  • Gentle Kissing
  • Gentle Sex
  • Loss of Virginity
  • Oral Sex
  • Sexual Inexperience
  • Canon Compliant

  Summary

  My take on what AkkAye's first time must have been like ❤️

  Series

  • Part 4 of One Shots

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,223

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  60

  Bookmarks:

  7

  Hits:

  938

• Why so Icy, Campus Darling? by bleeding_arrows

  Fandoms: ใจซ่อนรัก | The Secret of Us (TV 2024) RPF, เพียงเธอ | Only You (Thailand TV 2025), เพื่อนายแค่หนึ่งเดียว | Never Let Me Go (TV 2022) RPF, ปลาบนฟ้า | Fish Upon The Sky (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF  

  • General Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F, M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  02 Apr 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Lingling Sirilak Kwong/Orm Kornnaphat Sethratanapong
  • Pond Naravit Lertratkosum/Phuwin Tangsakyuen
  • Lingling Sirilak Kwong
  • Orm Kornnaphat Sethratanapong
  • Pond Naravit Lertratkosum
  • Phuwin Tangsakyuen
  • Original Characters
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Original Male Character(s)
  • Fluff
  • Fluff and Humor
  • Romantic Fluff
  • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
  • Idiots in Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Strangers to Lovers
  • Best Friends to Lovers
  • Multiple Pairings
  • Side Story
  • Grumpy/Sunshine Relationships
  • Meet-Cute
  • Cutesy
  • No Smut
  • Open Novella Contest
  • Short Chapters
  • Chaotic Good
  • Chaos
  • Romantic Comedy
  • Attempt at Humor

  Summary

  "Everyone loves Lingling, especially Orm. Why? Cause Lingling hates her."

  -------

  The campus heartthrob of the college, Lingling had always been polite and charming to everyone. Her smile and gaze always had everyone around sway, even though she didn't really care much about it. Even while she was popular, she was a lovely person.

  Or at least that's what Orm had always known before. Until she met her herself. Their encounter left a bitter aftertaste in her heart, because why did the campus darling turn icy at her presence? And now, she's determined to find out the reason. Come on in the journey with Orm to sneak a peak at the Icy Campus Darling ❤️

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,111

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Kudos:

  8

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  294

• Dear Chef by bleeding_arrows

  Fandoms: แค่อยากบอกรัก | Show Me Love (Thailand TV 2023) RPF, Petrichor (TV 2024) RPF, Thai Actor RPF  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/F
  • Work in Progress

  15 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Charlotte Austin/Mook Engfa Waraha
  • Yoko Apasra Lertprasert/Faye Peraya Malisorn
  • Charlotte Austin
  • Mook Engfa Waraha
  • Yoko Apasra Lertprasert
  • Faye Peraya Malisorn
  • Mek (Original Character)
  • Fon (Original Character)
  • Klao (Original Character)
  • Major Original Character(s)
  • Original Character(s)
  • Hate to Love
  • Morally Grey Charlotte
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Food as a Metaphor for Love
  • Influencer Charlotte
  • Selfish Charlotte
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Trauma
  • Family Issues
  • Broken Families
  • Character Development
  • Love/Hate
  • Tags Are Hard

  Summary

  Charlotte Austin, a really popular food vlogger from Bangkok comes across a very famous restaurant in the mentioned area. Not satisfied by the customer's behavior, the chef, Engfa Waraha, calls the influencer out which results in Charlotte giving a very bad review to the restaurant's food. The food and behavior review almost destroys the chef's career until Charlotte feels bad for her behavior and asks for forgiveness.

  Will Engfa forgive her after what she did? Will it be difficult for Charlotte to win her over? Will their relationship get better with time?

  (p.s. This has nothing to do with EngLot's series. I just imagined them as the characters when I wrote the story of this.)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  8,556

  Chapters:

  6/?

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  15

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  710

• Just Talk by bleeding_arrows

  Fandoms: เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Only Friends (Thailand TV 2023)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  26 Jul 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Ray/Sand (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Boeing & Ray & Sand (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Ray (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Sand (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Boeing (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Lack of Communication
  • Post-Canon
  • Canon Universe
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • Communication
  • Bottom Sand (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Top Ray (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • True Love
  • Unhealthy Relationships
  • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
  • Arguments
  • Character Development
  • Insecurity
  • Trauma
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • Jealous Ray (Only Friends Thailand TV)
  • Angst and Fluff and Smut
  • Ray and Sand have communication issues
  • But they love each other too much to let go
  • they're both imperfect
  • Tags Are Hard
  • How Do I Tag
  • I'm Bad at Tagging
  • Song: Strawberries & Cigarettes (Troye Sivan)
  • Song: I Love You I'm Sorry (Gracie Abrams)
  • English Is Not the Author's First Language
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • I Tried
  • I Made Myself Cry
  • Semi-Public Sex
  • Anal Sex
  • Rough Sex
  • sex instead of communication

  Summary

  Ray and Sand had always been kind of a toxic couple. They loved each other a lot but they couldn't communicate that well. It was always complicated, considering how things started.

  Or

  SandRay and their unhealthy obsession with miscommunication.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,292

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  68

  Bookmarks:

  6

  Hits:

  997