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Andrew scores on his own goal.
AKA: author is horny on main
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- Part 1 of Yes and Yes and Yes
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Andrew rolls his eyes, giving nothing away, “Yes, Junkie. You can scent me.”
Neil is on him in the next second. He doesn’t push him into the wall, too aware of Andrew’s boundaries even on the edge of his sanity, but his hands are frantic as he paws at the neck of Andrew’s hoodie. Neil’s sigh of relief as he strokes Andrew’s scent gland gently with his ruined fingers is torturous. Neil is quick to replace his hand with his face, humming softly as he breathes in Andrew’s own woodsy amber scent. He shivers as Neil’s nose traces the veins of his neck, his lips parted but not quite touching where Andrew really wants them.
At some point Andrew can’t take it anymore. His voice is gravelly when he finally speaks, “Yes or No.”
Neil’s pupils are so blown when he pulls back that the blue of his eyes is nearly eclipsed. He nearly can’t get the words out fast enough, “Yes Andrew, of course ye-”
He cuts him off, nearly as frantic even without heat in his veins, “Waist and up,” and then Andrew kisses him.
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- Part 1 of Stop Running For Nothing
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Bookmarked by bluestarcore
05 Aug 2026
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l'orrore delle volpi a sentire la storia di neil SIGH neil che scopre la sua natura SIGH
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trust your heart if the seas catch fire by dreamkinks
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Aug 2025
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Neil can’t tell if anyone else realizes it, but they’re all, at the least, attuned enough to Andrew’s general demeanor not to fight the dismissal. They file out slowly, wishing him well and promising to visit again in the morning. Kevin reaches for the handles of Neil’s wheelchair as if to bring him with them. Neil bats his hand away without even a glance. He can feel the glare Kevin sends his way, but Neil couldn’t care less about him right now.
Look at me.
The feeling burns hot in his chest; a forest-fire filling his lungs, torching his skin, licking away at the last of his composure.
When the door closes behind Kevin, Neil’s self-control is set ablaze.
or: the aftermath of the foxes v. ravens rematch
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curiosity killed the cat. by Idnis for AokazuSei
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Jan 2018
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Fuck, Neil wanted to curse, but all his voice managed was a pretty pathetic sounding, ‘Meow.’
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Bookmarked by bluestarcore
04 Aug 2026
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neil gattino madonna tutti i commenti pienamente meritati
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Andrew gets touched by a fox in the woods. A few weeks later, he bites Kevin during practice and everyone handles it as best as they can
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give me a sign (a sign that you want me) by ver_lia
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Jul 2026
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Neil accidentally discovers that Andrew and Kevin used to kiss. Things spiral from there.
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Neil channels all of his energy into looking incredibly unbothered, like getting caught crashing a wedding by the groom’s twin-slash-best man was all part of his grand plan.
The other man breaks the silence first. “Who are you?”
Stubbornly, Neil keeps his ass planted on the ground while he racks his brain for the bride’s name. Kate? Kathryn? Katie? Oh, right—“I’m Katelyn’s cousin.”
The best man tilts his head, observes Neil, and says, “No, try again.”
Fuck.
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Neil is no stranger to crashing weddings. This one would've been a walk in the park, if not for the groom’s twin getting in his way.
Bookmarked by bluestarcore
29 Jul 2026
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the neil josten effect i know andrew i know
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One encounter in the cafeteria, and Andrew was back in Him again.
Back to monitoring social media, back to talking to Bee, back to suppressing his desires, back to forbidding himself from getting close. But this time, it was much worse. He—Neil Josten—seems to want to know him in return. Andrew is no believer in it.
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Aaron turned to his brother and switched to speaking in German. “The fuck do you want?”
“He wants a tattoo.”
“You’re a tattoo artist last I checked.”
“He was some some fucking quote written on his ribcage like he’s a 19 year old woman. I’m not interested. Overcharge him and send him on his way.”
“Why the fuck did you let him come in here half naked if you weren’t planning on doing it?”
“The fuck?,” a third voice spoke up in German. Andrew and his carbon copy turned to Neil. “I didn’t walk in without my shirt on.” -
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Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?
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Bookmarked by bluestarcore
27 Jul 2026
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even knowing what i was reading my heart sank with andrew's on the last chapter
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Five times Andrew tries to be quiet, and the one time he lets himself be loud.
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Andrew eyes the trail of crimson. “You’re still bleeding.”
“I’m not staying here,” the merman snarls, giving Andrew a glare that would kill lesser, unaccustomed men. Andrew ignores it because he gets that look all the time.
But it gives Andrew a glimpse of just how blue the merman’s eyes are—a color so deep and alluring, he has to rack his brain to remember if merfolk’s eyes having hypnotizing qualities.
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One gloomy day, Andrew saves an injured merman. Having said merman heal in Andrew's bathtub was not part of the original plan.
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- Part 1 of fish out of water
Bookmarked by bluestarcore
16 Jul 2026
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bookmarking the first one only but GOD how i loved them all ( especially courting era)
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I’ll compose myself, I’ll get over it by Ateiluj
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
03 Jul 2023
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Andrew keeps his eyes straight ahead as he shrugs. “Do whatever you want.”
It shouldn’t hurt so much, to bear the brunt of Andrew’s indifference, but it does, and he aches to have those intense eyes on him again, to elicit any kind of reaction out of him, anything real. Look at me, he silently begs. At least look at me.
Or, Andrew is acting cold toward Neil and Neil has feelings about it, most of them not very happy.
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- Part 2 of Thought of you and all you meant
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Oh love, I'm sorry if I smothered you by Ateiluj
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
13 Jun 2023
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Before he can tune them out as background noise, he hears his name.
"...definitely toxic. I mean, Andrew drives him everywhere, drags him out of parties early, doesn't let him talk to anyone else... I overheard Aaron telling Kate that Andrew picks Neil's clothes out for him, that's controlling as shit."
"Yeah, more like emotionally abusive. I don't get why the others don't do anything about it, though, like, if there was even a chance Neil would listen to me I'd be trying to rescue that poor boy."
"He probably doesn't even realize he needs rescuing, though, right? Like, that's how abusive relationships work. Besides, you know what his life's been like, with parents like his he might not know what a healthy relationship even looks like. And the others are probably too scared of Andrew to intervene."
Or, Andrew overhears an unfortunate conversation and spirals.
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- Part 1 of Thought of you and all you meant
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5 times Neil and Andrew don't make it onto the same professional team, and the one time they finally do.
Bookmarked by bluestarcore
15 Jul 2026
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"he expressed relief at no longer having to purchase multiple plane tickets when visiting" kevin day has his priorities STRAIGHT ( only straight thing about him anyway )
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neil gets something a little more permanent to symbolize their relationship
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When Neil chooses work over their day off together, Andrew can’t resist stirring up a little mischief. After all, it’s not his fault Neil entrusted him with the login credentials to N.A.J.’s official Twitter account. What could possibly go wrong when Andrew takes the reins?
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- Part 2 of Branches of Solace
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A Quiet Little Seedling by Lostintheuniverseslies
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Nov 2024
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Neil had a lot of secrets. He didn’t want much in life except to live quietly, run his botanical store, upload TikToks covering plant care, and for not a single person to find out that he’s the best-selling author N.A.J who published one book anonymously five years prior and disappeared. His life takes a turn when his literary agent tracks him down for a follow-up book with the theme of feeling settled and at peace. Two things Neil is not.
Thus begins his journey of planting roots in a town he’s lived in for years, starting with making friends with people who have tried to bring him into their circle. As Neil gets closer to them and his secrets become less guarded, there’s still that one big secret he intends on taking to his grave. But the closer he gets to his friends the closer he unknowingly gets to that secret being revealed.
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- Part 1 of Branches of Solace
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Bookmarked by bluestarcore
14 Jul 2026
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reminder to myself: my favorite andreil so far ( there are even kevjerejean crumbs !! ), the whole reason why my phone notes now have a file with a list of plants to buy for the garden
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After Mary died, Neil went to the FBI and helped them take down not only Nathan and his inner circle but also the Moriyama family. Now free to do as he pleases, he decided that he wants some normal life experiences. What better way to accomplish that than to enroll at Palmetto University.
He doesn't expect to find friendship in his roommates and definitely doesn't expect to fall for the man who sits in the corner of the café with blades under his armbands and hair that shines like a halo in the sun.- Language:
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Bookmarked by bluestarcore
12 Jul 2026
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little neil insicuro della vita mentre andrew lo guarda con gli occhi a cuore
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Neil gets lost in his head after a Nightmare about his father. So Andrew does the only thing that will bring him back. They run.