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    the dominoes cascaded in a line by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Sep 2026

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    Ilya's been taking care of himself for so long, and not always doing a very good job of it. It would be understandable, Ilya thinks, if Shane didn’t really know how to do it yet. Not when they’re only a month into being married and three months into being honest and less than a year since that hotel room in Tampa, where Shane had climbed into his lap and let Ilya cry into his shoulder and held him like no one had held Ilya since he was very small.

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    coming home to you (with my own blood in my mouth) by

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    07 Oct 2026

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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    The Short Game by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    14 Oct 2026

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    Hayden took a bite, chewed pensively, then asked, “So, where are you going?”

    Shane felt his lips twitch into a small smile. “New York.”
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    OR: Instead of Ilya moving to Ottawa, Shane moves to New York. Now that he's playing with Scott Hunter, Shane finds himself more involved in the queer scene and on the fast-track to another MLH Cup final. Since he stays in Boston, Ilya's still at the top of his game, setting records as he leads his team straight through the playoffs. What happens when being closer together, means their rivalry is stronger than ever?

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    unknowingly knowing by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Oct 2026

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    - Marlow Has Added Jane to the Conversation -

    Marlow: Please don't tell Roz

    Jane: O.O

     

    - Hayden Has Added Lily to the Conversation -

    Lily: What the fuck is this?

    Hayden: Oh-

     

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    Wrap Everything In Rainbows by

    Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Oct 2026

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    Ilya rubs the sleepiness from his eyes before focusing on the screen. He reads Harris and Shane’s conversation, then casually sets the phone down. “Is probably nothing.”

    “Nothing? Management never makes players come in on their off days for ‘nothing’ meetings,” Shane’s panic is prominent.

    “Moya tykva (my pumpkin), is not worth worrying about right now. They probably just want to give us award for being most amazing and handsome hockey husbands.”

    “Ilya, we are the first ever hockey husbands.”

    “I know! Is why we deserve this award!”

    OR- When the league sabotages Shane and Ilya’s first Pride Night, they start a rainbow rebellion. The boys fight an uphill battle against toxic hockey culture through acts of defiance and protest, attempting to force the league to be more inclusive and accepting. While still actively fighting his own inner demons, Shane is forced to confront blatantly homophobic policies as the lines between activism and obsession blur.

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