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  1. Rec 23

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    After receiving a life-altering phone call, Leeroy Mateo finds himself at the lowest point of his life. At his weakest, he vanishes to the one place no one would think to find him. He equips a familiar headset, unknowingly copying his brain into a prison of his own making. Realizing there's no hope for escape, he accepts his fate- albeit, very slowly. But something isn't right...

    He knows he's a fuck up but there's more beneath the surface. Something his circus members are hiding from him.

    When the actions of his circus mates push him to his breaking point, he welcomes death with open arms.
    Will the circus be able to save him in time? Will anyone ever explain to him what's going on?

    Will he ever find happiness in this hell?

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    09 Oct 2026

  2. Rec 16

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    Two brain scans.

    One girl.

    And an automated merger with a corrupted file.

    AKA: Lee Mateo puts on the headset again, and now has to share a digital body with what she considers the worst version of herself.

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    3/?
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    30 Sep 2026

  3. Rec 55

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    It’s so out of the ordinary that Riley’s almost convinced themself it was a butt-dial, or something, when they hear a soft, shaky inhale from the other side of the phone.

    Something’s wrong.

    “What happened?” Riley demands, climbing out of bed and fumbling around in the dark for their clothes, phone pressed between their ear and their shoulder.

    “I’m at the hospital.”

    “Are you okay?” They ask.

    “Lee tried to kill himself.”

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    5 times someone tells Lee that they’re not better off without him (+ 1 time she believes it)

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    25 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    Against their better judgement, Riley messages the number of a regular who's been nothing but disruptive, rude, and allergic to vulnerability.

    After some false starts, Leeroy finally manages to make a confession, or at least the closest to one Lee can manage.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Jax has been stalking Pomni for six months. He's obsessed with her, knows everything about her, prides himself on infiltrating her every bit of privacy. However, there's one "hobby" she's been hiding. When Jax finds out what it is, it's already too late.

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    28 Jul 2026