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    It had been 2,045 days since Shane had heard from Ilya Rozanov.

    But, who was counting? He wasn't counting. No, he had stopped mentally counting after the first year. When the 365 day mark had passed. Now it was just tracked on his phone. A painful reminder whenever he happened to open his calendar app.

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    A "re:hi" alternate universe where Ilya stopped responding in 2003.

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    22 May 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    21 May 2026

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    “They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”

    Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.

    “This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”

    * * *

    Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.

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    12 May 2026

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    Hotheaded detective Ilya Rozanov and the celebrated psychologist Shane Hollander cross paths when working on a case together, hunting down the city’s most elusive serial killer.

    Sometimes, they’re right under your nose.

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    27/?
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    12 May 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.

    And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.

    Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.

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    Chapters:
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    18 Apr 2026

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    After five months of his ED residency, Dennis has noticed a... peculiarity in the way Robby treats him compared to the other residents. Luckily for him, he might get some answers during one very not-so-great shift. Unfortunately for him, he has to suffer through it first.

    Takes place a little over a year after Season 1.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    08 Mar 2026

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    He’d just started poking at the strip of mild sunburn on his forehead, which he’d got from walking home, when his phone buzzed on the sink, and it almost ended up in the open toilet bowl as Dennis jumped at the sound of it vibrating against the porcelain. He scooped it up, suddenly and strangely self-conscious of his shirtlessness as he pressed the button to answer the call he wasn’t aware he was going to need to have, pressing it to his sweaty temple as he closed his eyes and murmured, “You made me jump.”

    “I did?” Robby sounded relaxed. He probably was splayed on his couch. “Sorry. I forget that people of your age are frightened by phone calls. I can hang up and text you, if you’d prefer.”

    “Don’t be ridiculous,” Dennis said, tucking the phone into his shoulder as he fiddled with the button on the jeans.

    ~*~

    Set between chapters 5 & 6 of "i (wanna) feel guilty". Robby and Dennis' first second time during a heatwave.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Robby is starving.

    Dennis starts to notice.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Whitaker and Robby have some workplace tension, there is no doubt about it, but they have always kept it under wraps until one night Whitaker finds Robby out on the roof and their lives come crashing into each other.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “You’re gonna tell me you’ve felt nothing? Nothing from these last ten months?”

    Robby feels like he could die. If Dennis pulled out a gun and shot him in the street Robby would let it happen and bleed out right here on the pavement. He almost wishes he does.

    “I’m twice your age, kid. Doesn’t matter what I’ve felt.”

    Dennis frowns, “M’ not some stupid kid.”

    “I’m your boss.”

    “No, you aren’t.” His voice has some jagged edge to it, harsh, “Not right now. Not tomorrow, or the next day. Not next month. Do you even plan on coming back, Dr. Robby? Or do you plan on getting killed on that fucking bike.”

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    After a chaotic day at the Pitt on the 4th of July, the crew goes out for Javadi's birthday and to celebrate Robby's sabbatical. Dennis especially needs a drink after how Robby has been touching him after he got whacked in the head by a patient.

    Robby later finds himself driving Whitaker home.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Rose Landry is a bit more perceptive than Shane had probably been hoping for. She happens to be looking up at his face when he spots Ilya Rozanov at the club.

    She sees the heartbreak. She sees the yearning.

    And she makes a decision that changes everything.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    James was supposed to be having a good night out with his best friends. Unfortunately, his significant others have different ideas of what he should be spending his night on and they're not afraid to show him.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    Written from a suggestion from Terese, requesting a lil bit of Dom!Jake and saying something along the lines of "Maybe you can do Dom!Jake on a random weekday because he simply got horny at Amy making cookies."

    So here's this.

    Title from Maroon 5's Sugar.

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    19 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 28

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    “So, I’ve been thinking.”  Jake begins, circling her nipple with his tongue and scraping his teeth across the erect point, glancing up in time to watch Amy shiver under his touch.  “This whole baby making thing.  I think we should definitely do this whole conception planning thing the Amy way …  but in a minute, I’m going to show you the Jake way.”

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    18 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 7

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    Juliet tries to relax on her day off, but can't stop thinking about certain coworkers!

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    28 Sep 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Do you have any idea how hot it is to find out that my boyfriend is so good at sucking cock?"
    He licked his lips and grinned, watching the sweat glisten on her skin. "I'm getting the idea."

    When Juliet gave Shawn her blessing to explore his sexuality with Pierre Despereaux, one of the conditions of the "hall pass" was that Shawn had to tell her everything that happened.
    Everything.

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    26 Sep 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 48

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    Turn of events:
    1. Lucy + Tim → Finally give in to the tension = first kiss that turns very not innocent.
    2. Kitchen counter → Dining table upgrade = things escalate fast.
    3. Tim discovers Lucy’s thong → Immediate growl, sanity gone.
    4. Table gets christened = panties pushed aside, not removed (priorities).
    5.Both of them = Absolutely wrecked, collapse in sweaty satisfaction.
    6. Aftercare King Tim → Scoops Lucy up bridal style to the master bath.
    7. "Bath or shower?" → Lucy = bath, obviously.
    8. Tim strips → Lucy watches like it’s her own private movie premiere.
    9. Lucy tries to undress → Tim asks if she likes the dress. She says no.
    10. Dress gets Hulk-smashed → Lucy gets even wetter.

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    2/2
    Comments:
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    372
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    8,884

    21 Sep 2025

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