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    “What in the absolute fuck are you doing here?”

    “I—” Mike tries, but the words die in his throat. Will’s the first to pull away, but Mike wants to stay tucked into his warm, dry arms and neck and scent forever. “I missed you.”

    “You — you missed me?”

    Mike flushes crimson and tears his gaze away from Will — suddenly he’s feeling a little too seen, a little too looked through. “I — yeah.”

    or, the four days in which mike runs away from hawkins and shows up on the doorstep of will's east village apartment without telling a soul he was coming - including will himself

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    “Can you please stay?”

    Mike’s hand lingers on the doorframe, voice catching a little. A shiver of something — maybe something like awareness — passes between them.

    “What?”

    Don’t move. Don’t go to New York. Don’t leave me behind. Please, don’t leave me behind.

    “Stay the night?”

    “You want me to stay the night?”

    “I—” Mike chokes. I don’t know how to say goodbye anymore. “Yeah.”

    or, epilogue mike and will are too late

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    And Will’s not the writer here, Mike is, but he has no idea what goes on inside Mike’s head anymore, because Mike doesn’t let anybody in. He’s become all but a total recluse — reticent, he just buries his head in books and hunches over his typewriter for hours on end, writing stories nobody’s been allowed to read for months and getting lost in made-up paracosms to fulfill the gaping hole that El has left in his life — in their lives.

    But it’s not fair, because act as he might, Mike wasn’t the only one who lost El.

    They all did.

    or, will and jonathan's 2am phone conversation a month pre-epilogue about growing up, first loves, and how to finally learn how to put yourself first

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    Will Byers might only be sixteen years old, but he knows at least a few things for certain — he knows malted milkshakes are dimensions better than regular, and that Holy Grail is maybe the funniest movie ever written, and that popcorn at the movies just isn’t as good without Milk Duds and extra butter, nor is Coke as good without Pop Rocks fizzling at the bottom, and that he always gets third place in party bike races, and that trading comics with the party is so much more fun than reading them alone, and that Lucky Charms are only good ‘cause of the marshmallows, and that he doesn’t like girls. And that he’s never, ever, ever going to like girls.

    And he knows that he’s so fucking tired of being this afraid of himself.

    or, if will really HAD to out himself...

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    After a moment of silence — a rarity for Robin — and with as much energy as he can muster up, he finally smiles a toothy grin across Robin’s lap, wincing. “But it was pretty cool.”

    “Yeah? But, like, how? I mean, I imagined you being like some badass kin—”

    “...Robin!”

    “Sorry, little Byers. I just get so—”

    “As I’ve come to know, yeah.”

    or, cutesy little will & robin’s relationship woes, headaches, and other perils post 5x04 :)

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    “Ma, my tummy hurts.”

    She’s never cared about his belly aches before, not even before he was born. He was born into the defensive. Why the hell would she start to care now? Why the hell does Johnny delude himself into thinkin’ she might start to care one of these days? She never will. He needs to get it through his stupid head. She ain’t never gonna care about him. Never, never, never.

    “Ma, please.”

    “Christ, then find some food, Johnny.”

    or, a slightly too-elaborate character study on johnny cade and hunger

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    There’s some huff of air and Darry grumbles loudly ‘cause he was trying to keep his voice down — the house ain’t that big, and Ponyboy doesn’t need to hear all this. He slams the phone back down onto the receiver with a loud clatter of plastic and metal as he mutters something about, “bullshit doctors, God, bet he ain’t even got no real degree, just a bunch’a nothin’,” before slumping against the counter again, chest heaving in eventual silence.

    or, it's two weeks post canon and ponyboy's struggling to eat

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    “Well, where do you reckon we go?”

    “Anywhere. Everywhere. Anywhere but here.”

    “And you wanna go with me?”

    “Heck yes, I wanna go with you.”

    or, the much gayer outsiders canon rewrite where the socs don't get to them, so together johnny and ponyboy run away from home for good

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    “Darry, are you nervous for tomorrow?”

    Yes. Yes, yes, yes. “Nervous? Why would I be nervous? Who do you think I look like?”

    “You look like a li'l kid pickin’ at his fingernails and gnawin’ at his lips ‘cause he’s scared for his first day of school.”

    or, it's finally ponyboy's turn to give darry his "first day of school" talk at 23 and 29

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    “I ain’t gonna be upset.”

    “You will.”

    “I won’t, whatever it is. Are you in trouble?”

    “I—” Karen hiccups again. She tries opening her mouth, but it’s like her mouth is stuffed full of cotton or somethin’, something dry and bitter and revolting. “Please don’t hate me.”

    “Karen, you’re worryin’ me real bad, c’mon, I ain’t—”

    “You got me pregnant.”

    or, possibly my nichest fic yet, in which karen and darrel find out they're pregnant for the first time

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    “Why do you always defend that bastard?” Dallas cries out.

    “I don’t. I just don’t think Dad’ll be real happy learnin’ you left again. Or why.”

    “Well, I’ll be too far gone for him to find me again and do shit about it, won’t I?”

    The fine hair on the back of Steve’s neck prickles. “Sure, and then I’mma be left to pick up your pieces.”

    or, the vague beginning of a possibly very elaborate musical steve dally twins au

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    Life lesson number one: when your kid brother, not even two months removed from both your parents dying in a freak car accident, tells you from the passenger seat of the cab of your late dad’s beat-up old work truck that he doesn’t feel good and sort of feels like he’s about to upchuck all of his lunch, consider, instead of saying, you’re fine, Ponyboy, we’re almost home and brushing him off without even looking at his ghastly, pale face... you actually believe him.

    or, it's pony's first time getting sick after their parents die, and the gang has to rally together to nurse him back to health

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    "What's your biggest secret?”

    “Are you fuckin’ twelve? Who asks that?”

    “M’serious,” Paul slurs. His eyes are dilated and a little hazy, and he’s got this sweet smile on his face that Darry could just—

    or, darry & paul finally have their first kiss :D

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    Darrel Curtis could recognize that dang smile anywhere. He can tell from all the way across this nearly-empty diner the moment he steps through the bright doorway as a bell chimes overhead.

    Even with all the wrinkles and smile lines, that’s still his smile.

    The same one Darrel would lay in bed grinning up at his bedroom ceiling thinking about into wee hours of the night about half a goddamn century ago.

    or, darry and paul finally fall in love all over again half a century later

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    He hasn’t called home in forever, actually, not since sometime last month in November.

    It was a month ago, the night of his second calc midterm, right in the dead middle of November. All he sort of vaguely remembers is that he was a mess of babbling tears over the line with Darry who was trying to ease him down from all his panicking that he was going to fail his test the next morning. Darry had reassured him over and over he was a smart boy, that he was sure Ponyboy studied real well, that the answers would come to him in the moment like they always used to. Pony really did let himself believe Darry’s affirmations ‘cause they let him pass out at his rickety kitchen table from exhaustion.

    Turns out he got a 53.

    So he didn’t call back home after that.

    or, ponyboy's failed out of his first semester at uni and he gets suspended from what was meant to be a fresh start at northeastern — maybe fresh starts just aren't meant for him

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    Of course his nemesis draws. Of course his nemesis draws so much better than he can.

    Stupid Soc boy Paul Holden.

    His nemesis has a couple of loose attempts at what’s clearly his big brother’s face and stature — something even Ponyboy himself can’t pull off yet, but they look just like Darry. The sort of sunken-in set of his eyes, and the little half-smile he does when he’s real happy, the way his jaw has squared out the last year or so, a bit of darker shading on his chin to represent what he shaves off every morning next to Dad in the bathroom. There’s so much care put into how these sketches look, clearly, ‘cause they’re the softest drawings on the spread, gosh, they look like love, and it makes Pony subconsciously smile a little before he realizes what he’s doing.

    or, pony learns paul draws and they bond over being geeky little artists together <3

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    Yes, Darry. Let’s go.”

    Sticking his key into the ignition, Darry turns the key, it starts up, and…

    Nothing.

    He doesn’t let his heart pick up speed, and he tries again.

    Nothing.

    or, the coda to the tulsa 67 line "the car's no longer running, it's sitting idle in the yard" feat some classic curtis bros banter, angst, n comfort <3

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    “I need to talk to you.”

    Darry’s eyebrows shoot up high on his face, but he cracks a bit of a frisky smirk anyway. “I kind of figured.”

    Paul’s chewing on his bottom lip and he can’t quite seem to meet Darry’s eyes. Darry takes a step forward, bringing a hesitant hand up to Paul’s waist underneath the black gown that’s hanging off Paul’s shoulders. His fingertips just manage to find their way right beneath Paul’s ribs, and he begins to press them down into the cloth, sheepish and ghostly. It feels like home.

    Except Paul takes a step back.

    or, paul darry breakup fic :)

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    This dreaded paper is shaking like a leaf in his hands.

    He doesn’t know why he’s even bothering to ask; he knows what the answer’s going to be. Still, he doesn’t think he’ll ever forgive himself if he doesn’t at least try.

    or, darry curtis vs. a forty dollar senior football letterman jacket

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    3,355
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    Something about his drawings of Johnny have always felt more private than his drawings of the rest of the gang, or that dog he sees outside his yard every day, or the way he imagines all his favourite book characters looking. He’s never really been sure why.

    or, a little drabble of pony drawing johnny <3

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