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    Will Byers has a big heart, his mom always said. He loves and he loves and he loves. He gives it away because it’s too much to be contained inside one small human organ, too full to bursting. It’s always been this way, his whole life, giving away love; to crying girls in sandboxes, to loud boys on swing sets, to uncaring fathers who yell and break things and force him to change, only to leave anyway. By the time he realizes the love isn’t infinite, it’s too late to fight his nature, and his heart bleeds out, year by year, until he’s drained and tired and empty.

    He cries into his hand and wonders what will happen to him when he’s truly empty. Wonders if that day is rapidly approaching. Wonders if it’s already here.

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    a hypothetical s5. they're back in hawkins now and will's friends and family are ignoring him. meanwhile he's having dreams he can't remember and everything feels like it's falling apart

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    27 Oct 2025

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    finding long fan fictions during midterm season isn’t the smartest idea…

    ON A REAL NOTE I LOVED THIS!! the unreliable narration at the beginning was so good, i fr thought my boy was being neglected. AND MARK!! i loved mark, as someone who’s aroace having mark was like a breath of fresh air!! i’ve never seen my sexuality represented so accurately before and i loved it! highly recommend!!

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    "Chance bit the inside of his lip. Truthfully, part of him believed Jason’s Hellfire theory was a desperate story fueled by the grief of losing Chrissy, but the more Chance watched Hawkins fall apart, literally, the more he felt his old logic snap into place. Maybe Jason had been right, the town had a wound and something crawled out of it, something that hid in plain sight. Chance didn’t believe in revenge, the Bible says justice belonged to God or the law. But, if there really was an evil in this town, wouldn’t it be just as evil to do nothing about it? To let it happen?"

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    After losing two of his friends in the Hawkins “earthquake,” Chance joins a church grief group that believes Will Byers is the vessel for Satan. To prove them wrong, Chance agrees to befriend Will, but the closer he gets, the more the lines between faith, fear, obsession and love start to blur.

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    24 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chance after marrying will byers, getting a house together, and kissing him on the daily: what an idiot, he thinks i’ve fallen for his tricks…

    ON A REAL NOTE I LOVE THIS!! i yearn for the next chapter, and for the silly tiktoks the writer makes (they’re so good). HIGHLY RECOMMEND!!

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    "Will," Henry sighs, "I helped destroy the neural lattice of an entire dimension. I’m not solving for X."

    "Wow. So you can annihilate timelines, but Algebra II’s where you draw the line?"

    "Frankly, it’s beneath me."

    "Yeah? You say that, but I bet you don’t even know what a logarithm is."

    Henry’s quiet for a beat. And then—
    "…What is a logarithm?"

    Will laughs under his breath before he can stop it. The kid next to him gives him a weird look. Will pretends to cough and returns to staring at the graph paper like it personally offended him.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    holy moly

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    Panic begins to run through his veins, speeding up his pulse and his breathing. “I can’t– why don’t I remember it? I don’t remember any of it.”

    Mike blanches. “Any of what, Will?”

    Jonathan’s hand is on his knee. Both of them are too close. He can’t breathe.

    “The Upside Down. I… I can’t remember any of the Upside Down.”

    OR: A Will Byers-centric speculation of ST5! Based on trailers, BTS footage, and some scenes from The First Shadow.
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    14 Oct 2025

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    pulled back into the byler clutches…

    HIGHLY RECOMMEND!! this is one of those fics where i couldn’t even tell this was 100k+ simply because i was so engrossed in the story. and if you love some will byers whump you’re in for some fun…

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    Giyuu’s vision is filled with blue.

    It clings to his eyelashes and drips hot, and sticky down his face. The color is everywhere, and Giyuu can’t find it in himself to mind. It rolls in rivulettes from his cheeks to his collarbones, and if he tries really hard, he can make out the silken texture between his fingers.

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    26 Sep 2025

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    LOVED SO MUCH. ao3 went down when i was halfway through this and i could feel nothing but sorrow