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Gimme Kiss, Gimme Cuddles, Gimme All of You by rainydaysandwarmtea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?
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Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold
Updates ~2x/week <3
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- 190,075
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- 39/?
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25 Jun 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
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think twice (and come back for a third time) by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.
A stranger, and the love of his life.
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or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.
OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!
Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.
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when you wake by sevenfoxes for LariaGwyn
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Thor (Movies)
28 Oct 2014
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Darcy cringes. “Souvenir from Clint and Natasha’s mission. Apparently it fell out of the sky in Bucharest,” she says, peering through the glass at the creature. “Don’t worry, they’re pretty sure it’s dead.”
Turning back to look at Steve, she yawns a bit, not bothering to hide her gaping mouth behind a hand, which makes him smile a bit for the first time today. “You know, I asked Clint to bring me back something, but I was thinking more like a keychain or booze from the duty free section of the airport.”
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Live. Die. Repeat.
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- Part 1 of when you wake
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- 27,327
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29 Nov 2025
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"I don't want you to go" by gaethceouil
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
25 Jul 2026
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It's 2016 and Steve Rogers just got rudely dragged out of his relationship with Sharon Carter - Agent 13, while Bucky has been released from hospital after getting the code words programming removed. The two men require each other’s help to get back on their feet in their new lives.
A story about recovery, trauma, healing, love, and creating a new life in the 21st century - with or without each other? Who knows ;)
TW for descriptions of panic attacks, body harm (torture / self harm) and physical trauma. Bucky swears a LOT. In a universe where Thanos never happened and Steve never left Bucky's side
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24 Jun 2025
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Twelve Step by boopboop
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Captain America - All Media Types
22 Jun 2025
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In the aftermath of New York, the freshly formed team is still trying to figure out how to live and work together without some kind of property damage.
Naturally, nothing says 'Team Bonding' like the decision to fix their fearless leader's love-life and hunt down an AWOL Steve Rogers.
Or, the Thunderbolts break a few timelines, attempt to un-fuck history, and decide they maybe, possibly, kinda tolerate each other in the process.
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- 26/26
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10 Jun 2025
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Vulnerability by palacesfromparagraphs
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies)
23 Jun 2025
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"A goal you could work on is vulnerability. Opening up enough to someone you trust. A friend, a teammate. Me."
After the events of Thunderbolts, Bucky Barnes reluctantly seeks therapy. He's surprised by his new therapist-someone who actually makes him want to grow and is effective in helping him. But trouble is brewing in Bucky's career and personal life, made more complicated with the tension between him and his therapist.
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10 Jun 2025
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Vacant Mirrors by pilotisms
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
24 Dec 2024
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Dr. Hart shares an office with Dr. Raynor.
You share a waiting room with Bucky Barnes.
( set before TFATWS )
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- Part 1 of Vacant Mirrors
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- 11/11
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29 May 2025
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Kevin joins the New York Leviathans. Luckily for him, Neil and Andrew have a spare room he can stay in.
Or: Kevin has always been a little bit in love with his friends. It's about time he finds out.
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- Part 1 of tell the world i'm coming home
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- 11/11
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09 Sep 2024
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Neil has his eyes clenched tightly shut, his entire face screwed up, every muscle in his body tense and taught with a herculean effort to stop shaking. He was shaking when he woke up, he was shaking when he stumbled his way out of bed into the bathroom, but he swears he almost shook all the way apart when he caught his own reflection in the mirror.
Dead eyes stared back at him.
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Neil has a nightmare and, despite his best efforts to handle it on his own, Andrew is there.
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09 Sep 2024
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Neil is on the run with his mother for three years before his father catches up to them. And after finally being handed off to The Ravens his life is never the same.
After three more years of brutal training and abuse at the hands of Riko and Tetsuji, his life is changed yet again on the day Kevin Day runs away to the foxes, leaving him and Jean Moreau behind to suffer the consequences.
Six more heinous months after that, in the summer before his long promised debut, he's finally allowed to leave the nest...but he's still anything but free.As the list of friends and allies grows, so too does his list of problems. How much of himself is he willing to give away to keep the people who matter to him safe? And how many lies and secrets can he stack on top of one another before his house of cards comes crumbling down?
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09 Sep 2024
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09 Sep 2024
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Andrew is a student-librarian at his college, and enjoys his days of relative silence and peace. Until, that is, transfer student, Neil Josten, appears, seemingly out of nowhere, with a love for reading that rivals Andrew's own. Andrew and Neil grow impossibly closer, forging a connection through books, literature, and their time together in the library.
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09 Sep 2024
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“You two have hooked up, right?”
“Yes and it was awful.” Kevin grimaced at the memory.
“Beyond awful, Kevin is a fucking rabbit.” Neil chewed thoughtfully. “Or like fucking a rabbit, I guess I should say.”
“You’re- you’re- fuck you, Neil, you’re like fucking a pillow.”
“Got a lot of experience pillow fucking?” Neil poked Kevin with his spoon and Kevin swatted the metal object away.
“We were all teenage boys once so yes, don’t act like you don’t.” Responded Kevin haughtily.
“I can honestly say I did not do a lot of pillow fucking.” Neil pointed his spoon at Jeremy to question him next.
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09 Sep 2024
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The Destination Was Always Forever by TheseSmallDelights
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Jun 2026
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This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.
A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.
Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.
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- Part 1 of Destination -
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09 Sep 2024
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If Neil thought that his nightmares would disappear with the bodies of his father and Riko, he is sorely mistaken. His sophomore year brings many changes, starting with the fact he's alive for it. But Aaron's trial is on the horizon, and the Freshman are more trouble than they're worth as far as he's concerned. As Neil prepares to lose the girls, he wonders if he'll lose himself too. Someone is watching him, someone who knows how to make him hurt. Nightmares aren't the only thing that go bump in the night. But Neil has promised to stop running, and he finally has something- someone- to stand his ground for.
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- Part 1 of Dying is easy -- living is harder
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- 22/?
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09 Sep 2024
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She returned victorious, the World-Eater dead. But while the Dovahkiin already knows that some scars are ones you cannot see, she did not expect this one.
In which Sygynn and Farkas try to be intimate and the severe trauma of transcending the mortal plane and slaying one's own dragon-kin and ripping the threads of time and reality prove to cause Sygynn some issues. And Farkas just wants to be helpful and supportive.
Angst, trauma and fluff, nothing too explicit. Healthy and understanding relationships in the midst of wounds.
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09 Jul 2024
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29 Jun 2024
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Robin Cross is regretting ever signing with the Foxes more and more every day. But when a disastrous day at court leads to emotions culminating, she has a much needed talk with her coach. Turns out her recrutation wasn't as random as she thought, but why would Andrew Minyard off all people have an interest in her?
No matter what, it all ends on that cursed roof at midnight.
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- Part 1 of Teaching a caged bird to fly
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29 Jun 2024
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Beware Becoming My Partner in Madness by Justthislazy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Jul 2023
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"Some nights they can’t smile at one another right away when things go wrong but they always manage to forgive the mistakes, missteps, slip-ups, resurrections, and accidents."
This a follow-up on some of the moments that come after I'll Take Care Of You both the good and the bad.
(Very much a sequel to the previous work so please read that first.)
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- 10/10
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15 Jun 2024