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It was hard to ignore the reality that Rin was not human.
That was an egotistical thought, a deeply, deeply selfish proclamation, but it was true nonetheless. He didn’t know many people, granted, but the ones he did were nothing like him.
What was a human? It could be a biological definition, a concrete truth of reality, but the black hole deep and large in his stomach that drained and drained and drained every emotion from his soul before it could be digested by his brain surely couldn’t be part of the typical makeup of a person.
All he knew was that his blood made him human, bleeding even more so. The way his nose pulsated and throbbed as cartilage crackled and popped within his skull, dripping hot – radiantly hot – blood from his dying heart to his lips, that made him alive. That made him so alive he could die.
OR: Rin Itoshi struggles to understand what it means to feel human.
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With adrenaline coursing through his veins and noise blasting his ears, it took Isagi a second to realise Rin wasn’t getting up.
“Rin?”
Rin always got up. Even in the NEL, after breaking his nose from the force of that crash shot, he’d still been fit enough to continue – to taunt Isagi, even. He constantly leapt into the jaws of danger, challenging himself to increasingly dangerous stunts on the pitch just to satisfy the addictive destruction he’d devoted himself to. When he did injure himself, which was often, he’d always appear even more alive, eyes glinting with some perverse sense of ecstasy at the pain. He always got up. He never looked like this.
Something was very wrong.
OR: Rin and Isagi both get injured during a Champions League game.
Bookmarked by cyenna
21 Aug 2026
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rin itoshi whipped asf 😭😭😭😭😭 absolute cinema i love these two freaks bro
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i love everything u do (when u call me fucking dumb for the stupid shit i do) by headrush
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
08 May 2025
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Isagi and his stupid, crazy, insane eyes that see right through him like he’s a glass house. They're the ocean at the drop of a cliff ledge: Dangerous. Beckoning. Fatal. Rin wants to kill him, or something—destroy Isagi before he can destroy Rin. Not that Isagi ever could, of course.
Thoughtfully, Sae says, “You can’t just be normal about things. It’s always indifference or obsession.”
After suffering a grueling defeat on the national stage, Itoshi Rin enters the off-season plagued with bloodlust—the next time he faces his long-standing rival on the pitch, Isagi Yoichi, he promises to devour him whole.
That was the plan, at least, but their reunion arrives much sooner. When he and Isagi Yoichi cross paths again, it’s at the Wellness Studio he does yoga classes at. Without the distance of the game between them, Rin realizes how thin the line between love and hate really is.
or: Rin does yoga. Isagi takes up pottery. Things happen.
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Bookmarked by cyenna
21 Aug 2026
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god. Oh my god.
rinsagi is the air i breathe everyday at this point and this fanfic.. can i even put into words just how adorable it was? i live and breathe all of the tropes shown in this fanfic ( isagi falling first, rin falls harder, rin oblivious to his feelings, RINS SELF HATRED SLIPPING OUT WHEN THEY KISS…) and beyond rinsagi, sae and rins relationship here :( im sick i love the itoshi brothers and how sae is portrayed in here. (and yes even his bug boyfriend)
my favorite chapter was probably when they kissed honestly. firstly, rinsagi laughing together. gods so cute. rin finally deciding to do something and the bliss that came when he kissed isagi?? first kiss and everything, the way he was so goddamn whipped for him had me circling my room as if i was the one experiencing it.
NO WORDS 1000000/10 I LOVE THIS SM RINSAGI SAVE ME -
the summer / rin fell / in love by numenrot
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
25 Aug 2026
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Fresh out of school and on summer break leading up to his last year of high school, Itoshi Rin is set to spend these next three and a half months of his break shutting out the entire world, and doing what he does best: oil painting.
But Sae, one last time, gives a shake of his head. “You’re going to the Isagi household.”
"I'm going to what?"Out go his initial plans to oil paint all summer and with Sae's force, Rin happens to take up a gardening job at the friendly Isagi household. The son, however, is a total mystery. As long as Rin does his job and doesn't get close with him, then it should be fine, right?
He never expected that upon meeting Isagi, feelings begin to swell up like a festering, raw wound. Unfortunately, whether Rin likes it or not, things start to happen between them.
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Bookmarked by cyenna
19 Aug 2026
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Where do i even begin to explain the feelings i felt while reading this god-beautiful-fanfic??
I find it hard to get into long or even unfinished works, but this? since the beginning, the wording, the descriptions for noises, scenery, just everything in general was so beautiful. I adore the way Rin is written. His flaws, his thoughts and how purely off how well written this is, you feel what he feels. The fear of him losing Isagi, the way he feels when Sae starts an argument or even says something that would set Rin off, and god. The self-harm. The self hatred. I don’t think i could put into words just how accurate the feelings that go through one’s head when you’re like this. the relief and yet the hatred that later comes with it.
just overall, definitely one of my top favs oat i love you rinsagi more than the words in my head could ever put into a coherent sentence
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The Fatui had always been cunning to get their way. Every action taken had always been justified for the sake of "the greater good". It wasn't foreign of them to tinker with Inazuma's political climate and use the only group of people openly going against the Shogun if it meant to obtain the Electro gnosis.
Success was the last act to conclude the plan; and with the Electro gnosis attained, the Balladeer had no reason to stay longer in Inazuma. Although as he was making his way to leave, not so far away from the scene of distraction the Fatui had orchestrated to achieve their goal smoothly, the Harbinger had the chance to see everything unfold.
This included a very intriguing mortal recklessly dashing towards the Shogun after seeing the infamous Musou no Hitotachi was about to be cast upon, taking it on without a tinge of hesitation; and foremost, making the Electro Archon - the Almighty Shogun, the Great Narukami of whom could slash the time and space - stumble.
Unable to hide his astonishment, the Balladeer watched the soldiers capture and take away the human after immediately. His lips curling up, he left the scene with a brand new plan in his head, and for that, his departure could wait.
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22 Mar 2026
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In which Kazuha is a competitive hockey player, and Scaramouche is the unfortunate troubled medical student whom he gets caught up with.
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Bookmarked by cyenna
26 Dec 2025
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i genuinely dont think any other kazuscara fic will ever top this, genuinely life changing. i still look back on screenshots i have of this fic and just feel the overwhelming power of kazuscara that has never once left my soul in the last like 4 years.
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Letters are a form of record that contain memories in their purest form: snippets of dialogue brought from the heart most directly.
The Wanderer finds it hard to approach Kazuha, a symbol of the humanity he could never allow himself. But Kazuha isn't afraid of loving him.
a.k.a., Kazuha and the Wanderer exchange a series of letters.
(Written for the Song of the Leaves Zine)
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07 Nov 2025
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In this slow-ish burn, told from Scaramouche's POV, Scaramouche has been given a new name that represents his new life. After a year wandering Teyvat in solitude, he returns and runs into Lumine where she quickly introduces him to Kaedehara Kazuha. They become travel companions, friends, and much more. Scaramouche struggles with accepting his emotions rather than rejecting them, grapples with his growing feelings for his new friend, and deals with his really messed up attachment/abandonment issues. But most of all there's a lot of growth as he navigates his new life and learns the best way to heal is to forgive himself. Kazuha helps guide him on this journey as their friendship blossoms into something bigger than both of them.
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- Part 1 of Dawn
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01 Jul 2025
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# Who Is Kazuha In Love With!? by lynnthefrenchtoast
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
27 Oct 2022
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Hyper-famous idol Kaedehara Kazuha accidentally starts a manhunt after revealing in an interview that he might be in love with someone. What the internet doesn't know is that it's not some big-shot hollywood celebrity, but in fact, a small streamer across the globe-- and Kazuha's highschool ex.
TLDR: kazuhas an idol and scaras a streamer and theyre exes and they reunite and old feelings resurface
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- Part 4 of Genshin Celebrities AU
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18 Nov 2024
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Kazuha tries to mediate his new growing family: an angry teenage boy, an overachiever daughter, and a moody husband.
Luckily, he's always been a family man.
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18 Nov 2024
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People keep coming up to Kaveh to congratulate him. Kaveh doesn’t really know why, and he’s a little too scared to ask at this point, so he heads back home, content if not a little bemused.
He is, unfortunately, reminded of it the very next day, when the door slams open and Al-Haitham stalks in. “Mind telling me why everyone was congratulating me today?” he demands. “About your pregnancy?"
Or: Al-Haitham is, without a doubt, the most annoying person Kaveh knows. Maybe the world’s second-most annoying person can help Kaveh figure him out.
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30 Oct 2024
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An abandoned archon vessel learns what it means to be human.
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- Part 1 of no password, no poison
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Bookmarked by cyenna
06 Jul 2024
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But Kazuha’s hand never goes to his sword. “Would you happen to know any nice places to eat?” he says. “I’m a little hungry.”
Wanderer blinks, certain he’s heard wrong. “What?”
“I said, take me out to lunch,” Kazuha says. He smiles, frighteningly genuine. “You aren’t busy right now, are you?”two inazuman wanderers meet in sumeru.
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23 Mar 2024
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Kazuha wouldn't tell Kunikuzushi that he loved him, but he loved him.
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17 Aug 2023
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tfw your highschool ex (who youre TOTALLY over) becomes the most famous idol of all time and you're the #1 top-charted streamer
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Love is forged in distance and yearning and music.
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- Part 5 of Genshin Celebrities AU
- Part 3 of How To Bag A Series
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- 23,379
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- 5/5
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Bookmarked by cyenna
31 Jul 2023
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Kazuha and wanderer’s “first encounter”. Although wanderer believes to have encountered someone similar to this man before, he can’t help but get this “funny”feeling around him. Little does he know the samurai feels the same way.
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26 Jul 2023
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[MODERN AU]
About Kaedehara Kazuha
You speak of the descendant of the Kaedehara clan? Then isn't he... Wait, he also possesses an Anemo Vision? ...And even managed to take on the Raiden Shogun's Musou no Hitotachi? Hehe... Ahahahaha!Bookmarked by cyenna
14 Jul 2023
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wanderer takes care of a sick kazuha while they're staying in sumeru.
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14 Jul 2023
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What if the traveler wasn't the one who found the three drifting bottles in dragonspine? What if it was a certain harbinger instead?
And what if the letter held more meaning to him?a.k.a. Kazuscara drifting bottles au
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- Part 1 of Maple Leaves and Bottled Messages
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14 Jul 2023
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Kazuha is drunk. That’s it.—
“You are very hot.”
Kuni feels his cheeks redden but tries to keep an unaffected expression. “Where’s your usual way with words, Kazuha?”
“Hot like a… fire.”
“Try again.”
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- Part 13 of Moments in the Lives of Kazuha and Kuni
Bookmarked by cyenna
20 Jun 2023