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Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.
Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.
Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.
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Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.- Language:
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03 Jul 2026
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Buck wakes up bound to a pillar, suffering from a concussion and a growing sense of dread, with a kidnapper who seems far more interested in Tommy Kinard than in him. To save him, Tommy must face a ruthless choice. The problem is that Tommy has never been very good at choosing the safe path…
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28 Jun 2026
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“I’ll do whatever you want, just, please.” Buck sobs out the last word, eyes burning with unshed tears.
“A vow.” The man leans uncomfortably close to Buck. The knife brushes against his neck, lightly scratching across the top layer of Buck’s skin. The man’s cold blue eyes hold Buck’s full attention. “That’s what I require. Sell me your allegiance.”
Buck stares back at the killer, unable to fully process what is being asked of him. He sees a flash of anger dance in the stranger’s gaze. He's impatient. Unpredictable. Fear pours into Buck's chest as he realizes he might not get a second chance at this. He has to make this count. “I vow to give you complete control over the remainder of my life. My body is yours to destroy—so long as you let my sister live and return safely to her family.”
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Or, After Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck goes to seek comfort from his sister and walks in on her kidnapping. In order to save Maddie's life, Buck offers up his instead. Unintentionally agreeing to something worse than death.
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23 Jun 2026
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Maddie didn’t kill Doug in the woods when he attacked her. Instead, he was arrested and sent to prison for life. The same prison the 118 are called into to deal with the riot fires in s05e06 Brawl in Cell Block 9-1-1.
Buck doesn’t get a good look at the second escapee in the ambulance until it’s far too late.
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18 Jun 2026
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Revenge is a dish best served cold. Or in this case, acidic, according to one of the women who was cat fished by one Evan Buckley.
Will Buck survive the actions of yet another scorned woman?
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16 Jun 2026
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The words hit the back of Buck’s neck and slid down his spine with the drops of the cold sweat collecting in the small of his back. The weight on Buck’s chest was an echo of what it used to be but still as suffocating as before when those words whirled around on repeat every time someone looked too long, looked too closely.
“He’s fine,” Hen had said to Bobby that day he’d come in sporting a bruise on his face and lying through his teeth about some bullshit with a bicycle.
The day Hen had lied for him too.
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16 Jun 2026
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Without Your Kisses I'll Be Needing Stitches by Princessfbi for autumnchills
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 May 2021
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Something wasn’t adding up. It was there in the forefront of his mind as he stared at the broken pieces of the few hours Buck hadn’t been by his side and made the weight in his stomach warp into hot worry.
After a surprising first kiss with Eddie, Buck goes to break up with the guy he's been seeing to give him and Eddie a shot. But breaking up with someone is never easy.
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15 Jun 2026
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When some of Buck's possessions begin to go missing, at first he assumes that Eddie is pulling an elaborate prank on him. After all, the alternative is something he really doesn't want to think about. Items disappearing from his work locker? Fine. Annoying, but fine.
Items disappearing from his apartment? Less fine...
Bingo Square: Stalker AU
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- Part 2 of 911 Bingo 2021
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15 Jun 2026
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“Watch it Buckley!” Buck sighed and tried not to react to the shove when he closed his locker and followed Smith and Anderson out of the room, trying not to let the emptiness grow inside of him. It was hard though, standing alone against the darkness in his chest. It had always been there, ever since childhood. Having uncaring parents will do that to you. But ever since the ladder truck, the tsunami and then, the lawsuit, it had grown so much stronger. Threatening to swallow him whole. The bomb would have been enough but then he had to lose Chris, and even though Eddie tried to tell him that it wasn’t his fault, he still lost him. He lost his family, and he lost his job. And what did he do to make things better? He sued the city and Bobby. He’d been desperate for sure, but in hindsight it would have been better to just lose his job instead of losing everything.
Summary: Post- lawsuit, Buck get's hurt by two new team members.
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14 Jun 2026
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Post lawsuit with no one bothering to reach out to Buck or caring about his return to the station after a few weeks. What happens when Chase comes back for vengeance? Will anyone look for him?
*this does contain graphic violence and torture
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1
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03 Jun 2026
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Buck swipes his tongue over his blood-splattered lips, the metallic taste lingering on his tongue. Something sharp pinches the back of his hand, and he waits for the familiar, almost comforting sensation of pain medication to begin to flood through his veins.
The pain begins to recede to a more welcoming ache, though it continues to ripple across his pelvis in small waves. Buck’s body slumps against the rubble as the last of the adrenaline begins to leave his body. His vision swims in and out of focus, but one constant thought manages to break through the fog.
Eddie.
He needs them to know.
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OR Buck gets hurt when Eddie's in Texas and makes everyone promise not to tell him.
Bad Things Happen Bingo - Long-Term Recovery
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- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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03 Jun 2026
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Then there had been a kid with a bad attitude but hadn’t been bothering anyone. A shop owner with a twitch in his stink eye. Raised voices. Thrown chips.
Fucking chips!
Then a bang.
The kid dropped and then ran.
Buck had dropped and didn’t get up.
BTHB: Innocent Bystander
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- Part 7 of BTHB Fics
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03 Jun 2026
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Hi, journal. Weird start, I don’t know how to start. I guess hi, me. This is the first entry of the journal for Dr. Copeland. I don’t really get how it will help, but she’s good at this, so this is probably good too. I didn’t tell her today, but I made the appointment because I’m lonely. I’m really, really lonely. And I don’t know how to say that out loud yet. Hopefully writing it will help.
He puts the pen down and decides that’s enough effort for the first day. He checks his phone, thinking maybe he didn’t notice it buzzing while he wrote. No new messages.
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Eddie’s in Texas. Maddie is getting ready for baby number 2. Bobby and Athena are building a new house. Everyone is busy with their family, and Buck doesn’t seem to fit anywhere. Dr. Copeland has him start to keep a journal to keep track of how he’s feeling, and all it does is (somehow) make everything worse. When a bad call lands Bobby in a coma and brings Eddie back everything becomes overwhelming fast. Buck starts leaning on his old habits, and it’s not long until he spirals out of control.Series
- Part 1 of drying of your tears
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03 Jun 2026
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Bobby wasn’t comfortable with the LAPD wanting to use Buck as bait. Because that’s exactly what Buck would be: bait.
The LAPD want to borrow Buck for an undercover mission to hunt down a serial killer. No one is thrilled.
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23 May 2026
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A serial arsonist has been terrorizing the tri-county area and the 118 has just landed in his crosshairs.
When a routine call for a gas leak at an abandoned apartment building turns out to be a lethal setup, a massive explosion rips the structure apart. Separated by floors of the collapsing structure, with no working radio’s, the team is cut off from the outside world and each other.
Injured, isolated, and running out of time, the members of the 118 must rely on instinct and their unbreakable bonds to find one another. They have to navigate the hallways of smoke and fire to find each other and a way out before the building collapses completely.Bookmarked by daisygorl99
22 May 2026
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“Just rest now,” Bobby says. His voice retains the authority of a commanding officer — the tone that Eddie has been drilled to obey since he was seventeen. But behind it is something else. Something with more worry, more anguish.
“Wait,” Eddie says. Memories hide behind frosted glass in his mind. Something is missing, something important. His eyes sweep the room, searching every corner for the one person who isn’t there.
The question breaks through the frosted glass. “Bobby, where is he?”
“Eddie…” Bobby says slowly. “We can talk about it later when you’re feeling better.”
“Bobby,” Eddie says, slow and calm despite the panic racing through his veins. “I need to know.”
Or: An AU where Doug kidnaps Buck to get to Maddie
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22 May 2026
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Buck has spent years hiding who he truly is, building a life that was never meant to last. When a man he trusts uncovers the truth, everything unravels in a single night. What begins as comfort turns into control—and by the time Buck realizes he’s trapped, it’s already too late.
Locked away, cut off, and forced into a future he never chose, Buck is left with an impossible choice: submit… or risk losing someone he has spent his life trying to protect.
Now it’s up to his family to defy the law and the society that upholds it to save him.Bookmarked by daisygorl99
19 May 2026
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Buck knows something is off with the new guy but everyone just thinks he is just spiraling. That was until Eddie gives them a piece of his mind. But even so he was too late.
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18 May 2026
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Buck also read about those who are about to die or have had an out of body experience when they did die of seeing people. People they knew and loved, family and friends, strangers they knew they could trust. Maybe that is how Death appears. Not as a great cloaked figure but instead as a kind face to give that person one last touch of love before they die.
If that is the case, he is glad to see Bobby, Eddie, Hen, and Chim running to him. At least he will get to see them one last time. Hopefully this time, if it is his last, they will be as they were before, loving, kind, and gentle. If he is to be led out of life he was glad his guides were faces he trusted implicitly.
Months after the lawsuit Buck had been essentially pushed out of the 118, existing only in the fringes of the firehouse. Sidelined, Buck watches the team go out on a call to be the man behind but that leaves him alone and vulnerable when a stranger comes into the firehouse with a vendetta.
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18 May 2026
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As he lay there in the bathtub, the liquid surrounding him filled with more blood than water at this point, he can't help but feel an overwhelming sense of disappointment.
Disappointment in knowing he will never see his family again—never make amends for the things he has done—but most of all, in himself for letting this happen. Because once again, it was his own selfish actions that led him here, right to death's door.
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or: post-lawsuit, Buck gets attacked by Chase Mackey in his own home and nearly bleeds to death. Eddie reevaluates his behavior towards Buck and falls apart at the thought of losing one of the two people he can't live without (first 2 chapters are the most graphic/violent, then we get softer as the series goes on)
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27 Apr 2026