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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    After *The Phone Call,* ilya's brother, scorned by the punch and being cut off, has him jumped outside his Moscow apartment. Svetlana finds him bloodied, badly beaten, and possibly concussed. She calls Shane from his phone and sends a very injured Ilya back to Montreal on a redeye to recoup.

    They spend almost 2 idyllic weeks together, returning Ilya to the Raiders at the very game where Shane gets checked and sent to the hospital.

    **Hurt/comf and VERY domestic/fluffy, no graphic depictions of violence**

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    18 May 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    18 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander was having what was quite possibly the worst night anybody has ever had in the history of the universe. A nightmare of epic proportions he just wanted to wake up from. He squeezed his eyes shut, and desperately hoped to open them in the nondescript Marriott hotel room he was sharing with Hayden. Please let this whole night be a bad dream.
    Please, please, please he silently begged the universe.
    With a steadying breath, he cautiously squinted his eyes open.
    Fuck.
    Nope, still in a South-end Boston jail cell at 3am, sandwiched between a drug dealer and the worst mistake of a hook-up he could have made.
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    Shane gets himself into some unlikely trouble and needs to be bailed out of a Boston jail in the middle of the night. There's really only one person he can call, and it's the last person he wants to face...
    Set post-tuna melt in a universe where Rose doesn't happen.

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    17 May 2026

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    Ilya sits down carefully and takes Shane’s hand. “I am going to ask you something, and I want you to try not to freak out, okay? Take a breath, think about it.”
    That sounds… serious.
    “The Centaurs are having a barbeque,” Ilya says. “I would like to go, and I would like you to come with me.”

    Shane meets the Centaurs. As Ilya's close personal friend slash charity partner from Canada.

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    13 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    He should do anything but what he does, which is stay here, numb and leaking tears, and let Shane hold him. To take what he’s offering and pretend it’s not too much to ask for.

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    10 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    08 May 2026

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    07 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 90

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    Shane gets an 81 tattooed on his inner wrist. Typically, it is hidden underneath the strap of his Rolex. Nobody knows about the existence of the tattoo (save for the tattooist and a certain hockey player who wears that same number on his jersey). But Hayden Pike catches sight of it.

    A Hayden finds out fic.

    ONE SHOT

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    06 May 2026

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    “I want one day,” Shane interrupted Ilya’s inner meltdown with, really, the only acceptable response. “And then we can…” Shane trailed off. “Then we can, I don’t know. Reset.”

    “Reset,” Ilya repeated, unconvinced.

    “Yeah.”

    It was another few moments of stunned silence before Ilya spoke again.

    “We could go somewhere.”

    *

    or, what if Shane decided to stay, that night… and then decided to miss his flight home the next day.

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    06 May 2026

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    Hayden's curiosity gets the better of him and he ends up learning more about his best friend than he needed to know.

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    04 May 2026

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    After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.

    Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.

    Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    Shane stared up at the ceiling. Everything he’d been keeping inside for the last month was threatening to boil over into a ugly mess, and his eyes stung. “I thought that if I could just ignore it, it would go away. I thought that if I gave it more time, I’d keep myself from doing something drastic.”

    He rubbed at his face and kept his hands there, a shield to protect him from the weight of the decision he couldn’t keep running from. “It’s been weeks, and I don’t know what to do. I feel sick every time I think about going back, but…” He looked at Ilya and saw the blue eyes there creased with concern, sadness, and that simmering anger at everything that had ever hurt Shane. He sniffed. “I don’t think I’m strong enough to leave. Leaving feels like giving up. But so does staying.”

    “No.” Ilya shook his head and shuffled forward so his body was mirroring Shane’s, twin parentheses encompassing their shared years in between worn bodies. “No, my love.”

    Or: After the playoffs end for Montreal and Ottawa, Shane has a decision to make. His relationship with the Metros is on thin ice, and it might take a couple Centaurs to break it for good.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “Yes,” Ilya says carefully. “We’re friends.”

    Which is true. Technically. In the same way the sky is technically blue. Troy nods, like he’s confirming something he already knew. He takes a sip of his beer, then exhales, a quick huff of air that might be courage.

    “Do you think-” he says, and then stops, grins awkwardly. “This is stupid.”

    “Just say it,” Ilya replies, a little too quickly.

    Troy laughs. “Okay. Do you think I could get his number?”

    The words land wrong. Hard. For a second, he worries his heart has stopped. Ilya turns slowly, fixing Troy with a look that’s supposed to be neutral. Captain neutral. Inside, something hot and sharp twists in his chest.

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    Troy asks Ilya for Shane's number. Ilya does not cope well.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “It’s nothing,” Shane said quickly, turning back to his gear. “Just a bruise.”

    Hayden frowned. “Yeah, I can see that. How’d you get it?”

    Shane glanced around the room, something tense flickering across his face. “It’s just from practice,” he said. “Got grabbed weird. Happens all the time.”

    Hayden stared at him. That wasn’t a normal practice bruise. He’d been playing long enough to know the difference between a bruise from a check and something else entirely. This wasn’t scattered impact. It wasn’t accidental. It was deliberate. Five distinct marks. A grip. His stomach twisted.

    His mind started moving too fast, pieces clicking together in ways he didn’t like. “Yeah?” Hayden said slowly. “Who grabbed you like that?”

    ***

    Shane has a finger-shaped bruise on his arm. Hayden jumps to a horrifying conclusion.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Shane’s breath stuttered. “So, I don’t look ridiculous?” he asked quietly.

    Ilya’s expression shifted. Softened. Something almost pained flickered there. “Shane,” he said gently.

    He slid his hand fully to Shane’s jaw, cradling it. “I look at you drenched in sweat after hockey games and still think you are the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen,” he said honestly. “You thought a little makeup was going to scare me?”

    ---

    Fabian does Shane's makeup. Ilya is, least to say, thrilled.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”

    The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.

    Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.

    Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.

    Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.

    That’s… not-

    ***

    Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.

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    25 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 95

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    Totally worth it, Shane thought as he gazed at a gleeful Ilya Rosanov, all toothy grin and gleaming blue eyes as he reeled in his first ever caught fish. Even though the searing sunlight intensified the mild headache he’d woken up with into something monstrous.

    -OR-

    Shane tries to hide a headache in order to take Ilya fishing, and it goes about as well as you'd imagine. Missing scenes for 1.06, The Cottage.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    All Yuna Hollander wanted for her son was someone her loved him the way he deserved (and half-dozen Stanley cups). She think he may have found it. Post 1.06 "The Cottage" since I live there now.

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    25 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    "The heavy breathing continued, but it was truncated by a very unsexy cough, and a brittle sound, not a sob or a groan, but a soft, broken utterance. Ilya’s hand stilled.  Something uncomfortable and cold flared in his belly."

    -or-

    Shane calls Ilya in the aftermath of an anxiety attack.

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    25 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    "Shane’s chest is heaving, and his hands shake lightly.

    'I’m fine,' Shane promises. And as if he’s not covered in blood, adds a wry, 'How was your flight?'

    Ilya nearly slaps him. 'The flight?! You’re bleeding all over the bathroom.'"

    -or-

    Post 1.06 "The Cottage." Shane falls on a run. And Ilya takes care of him. There's almost a plot.

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    25 Apr 2026

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