16 Bookmarks by devid_kh
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So Much Of You Is Left Behind by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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Loud beeps from his phone startled Ilya, and he slowed down, reaching for the device he’d put on the bar between his legs. Jane. He smiled to himself when he saw the notifications, and, checking Marlowe was absorbed in his own fitness, opened it quickly, smiling in anticipation of Shane's words.
The smile was wiped off his face almost instantly.
The blood drained from his face, and Ilya felt like the bottom had just fallen out of his world.
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Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.
That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.
But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.
Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.
That he would be left behind. Alone.
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- 56,411
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- 13/13
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02 Jun 2026
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Darling, You Are the Only Exception by theki11erandthefina1gir1
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 May 2026
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Five times during Shane Hollander's first year as an Ottawa Centaur that he showed the world that he loved his husband, and one time they kept it just for themselves.
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Compliant with "I Laugh Like Me Again," but can be read as a standalone.
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- Part 2 of Sweet Music Playing in the Dark
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30 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya learn what it means to love each other in every version — scared, hurting, healing, and still staying.
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28 May 2026
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not gonna give them the blow-by-blow by noraster
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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"Shane, do you have any comment on allegations that your on-ice performance declined after you started your affair with Rozanov? Have you seen the blogger who has been re-analyzing your stats and making that case?"
Shane wrinkled his brow. "Don't call it an affair," he said, reflexively. "That makes it sound like we were cheating. And no, no comment."
"I will comment," Ilya said. "It is ridiculous."
"I'm sorry," Shane said, his brain just now catching up to the second half of the question. He really hated the word "affair." It had distracted him. Too much, apparently. "Did you say something about my stats?"
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Or: Shane had no intention of giving the press any information about when he and Ilya started hooking up. Ever. It was so thoroughly nobody's business.
But what was he supposed to do, just let people be wrong about his stats?
(Set post-Long Game, with vague Long Game spoilers.)
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27 May 2026
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Breathing Room by Rachel Matteo (Rachel_Matteo)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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Shane Hollander arrives in Vegas with a question he hasn’t spoken out loud.
It isn’t complicated, exactly. It’s just the kind of question that requires honesty he isn’t sure he’s ready for - about what he and Ilya Rozanov have been doing for the past few years, about what six months of silence after Sochi actually meant, and about whether any of it is worth staying close to or whether he finally needs to go.
He gets his answer in a locked bathroom at the NHL Awards.
Ilya spends the summer convinced that Shane is fine. Upset? Yes. Angry? Definitely. But Shane always felt things fiercely despite what everyone said about him when he had his back turned. He’d calm down over the summer and then he’d be there like he always had been. He fills the silence with discipline and routine and the comfortable certainty that later is still available to him.
He’s wrong.
By the time Ilya understands what he actually lost, Shane is already gone; and Ilya is left trying to find a way back to someone who closed the door long before Ilya had ever thought to just walk through it.
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- Part 1 of The Distance Between Us
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- English
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- 11/11
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27 May 2026
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On June 17th, 2017, Ilya Rozanov is declared dead following the crash of Air Canada Flight 11040.
On June 24th, he comes back to life.
Shane spends the intervening week on a silent retreat, more or less.
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- 8/8
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20 May 2026
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Roster Building by Current34
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 May 2026
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Unfortunately for Luca, he didn’t think he was ever going to meet someone in Ottawa. He was the victim of having a very particular type that not many guys could live up to. He was desperately attracted to closeted, cocky, athletic fuckboys. Especially star athletes. He wanted a man that knew what he wanted, could chirp with the best, and could throw him around like a ragdoll. There was probably some pathology there about spending so much time in sports around toxic masculinity during puberty, but he did not want to analyze that any farther.
But as he hated to admit, Chloe was right. He deserved to not feel lonely, and with a little bit of effort, he could probably find someone to sleep with regularly. It might not be in Ottawa, but he was in 31 other cities throughout the season. A ton of guys in the league had regular hookups in various NHL markets. With the wine coursing through his system, Luca decided this was the perfect solution. He wasn’t ready to date seriously, but he could have some fun. It was time to build a roster.
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Luca Haas, fresh off of a breakup, decided it was time to try casual relationships. He wasn't prepared for the friendship and emotional growth he'd find along the way.
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- 10/10
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18 May 2026
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End of Summer by Current34
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Mar 2026
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Caught in the Act? French Soccer Star Leo Mbaye and NHL Champion Shane Hollander Allegedly Spent Night Together in Mykonos in Leaked Hotel Video
September 6, 2016
A hotel security video was anonymously posted onto Twitter this morning allegedly featuring the French National Team and Liverpool Midfielder Leo Mbaye and back-to-back Stanley Cup Champion Shane Hollander getting close before entering a hotel room together.
[Video description - Hotel hallway security camera footage. At 2:08 AM, Leo and Shane are walking down the hallway together. Leo unlocks the door and grabs Shane’s hand, and Shane whispers something in Leo’s ear. Leo pulls Shane in for a quick kiss and then drags him inside the room. At 3:48 AM, Shane leaves the room with wet hair and a disheveled appearance, smiling as he heads to the elevator.]
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The day Shane Hollander is outed, as told through the perspectives of his support system.
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- English
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- 13/13
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15 May 2026
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Dark Blue by mymixtape
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 May 2026
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"I know." Ilya put his hand on the back of Shane's neck, squeezed once, and left it there. "Practice is not until ten. Relax."
"I'm relaxed."
"You are never relaxed. But I love you anyway.""What's that?" Shane pointed to a small rectangle Nik had drawn off the back of the house.
"Papa's pool."
"We don't have a pool."
"I know. That's why I wrote 'not real.'"Shane and Ilya play for the Centaurs and raise twin boys in Ottawa. They built something extraordinary under impossible conditions. Extraordinary is the easy part. Ordinary is where things get missed.
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- Part 1 of The Rozanov-Hollanders
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- English
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- 45,902
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- 15/15
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13 May 2026
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If This Is It... by S_D_Blackthorn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book), The Long Game (Book)
01 May 2026
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When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.
Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.
As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:
Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.
A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.
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- English
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- 30/30
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08 May 2026
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918 Miles by EllieSaxon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Apr 2026
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There are 918 miles between Washington DC and Tampa Florida. Shane Hollander is 918 miles away when he almost loses the love of his life in a plane crash.
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Or if Shane rented that car in DC and went to Ilya
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- 4/4
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07 May 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
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- 17/17
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07 May 2026
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Emergency Love by Dqrqthea
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Ilya woke to screams.
“Fire! I can see fire!”
Disoriented, he looked out the window. Smoke. Thick and rising fast. The plane began to shake violently.
Fuck.
Am I going to die?
Then another thought hit, sharper, worse What about Shane?Everything inside Shane collapsed.
The air left his lungs.
The world blurred.
Hayden was saying something, his hands on Shane’s shoulders, but Shane couldn’t hear him.
Only one thought remained:
Ilya. Please. Please be okay. Please...Or an alternative timeline where Ilyas plain crash was a lot more serious. And Shane just wants his Ilya back.
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07 May 2026
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Countdown by Letter4No1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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“You’ll text when you land, right?” Shane asks as he takes an exit ramp labeled Airport Departures.
“Yes. Promise.”
“And you’ll call tonight?” Shane’s throat works over the words, like he still doesn’t trust this new thing between them. Ilya thinks he understands. He also doesn’t know how to trust this love. How can he when it has been trapped in his own heart so long. Neither of them know what the next year will bring. There is so much time before Ilya can have his agent, or his future agent, he will need a new one with no connections to Russia, reach out to Ottawa and hope that they’ll be interested in a future Hall of Fame center. The one thing Ilya is certain of is that he will do everything in his power to make their plan work. He spent his entire adult life lusting after, and then pining for Shane with his whole heart.
“I will call.” Ilya reaches for the hand Shane has left on the gearshift and threads his fingers through his. He wants to say so much, but he has always been better with touch than words, especially when the only shared language was English. “We will talk every day.”
Or, There is a year before Ilya can sign with Ottawa, Shane counts down the days until their forever.
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- Part 4 of Hollanov Extended Universe
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- English
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- 12/12
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07 May 2026
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The Noise He Makes by 221BBakerStrt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Luca Haas has never wanted anyone. Sebastian Rambeau has wanted Luca since he was seventeen. An All-Star Weekend drinking game cracks Luca open in front of a dozen players, and the loudest mouth in the league follows him onto a dark balcony and turns out to be someone else entirely. Twelve days later, Ottawa plays New York. They collide on the boards and kiss in a hallway and learn that wanting someone you compete against is its own kind of sport.
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- English
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- 92,257
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- 12/12
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- 125
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- 726
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- 156
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07 May 2026
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Nowhere Else To Go by yhut2013
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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Shane never got over what happened in that last season in Montreal. The first year in Ottawa was never supposed to break them like this. Neither of them know it's the last time they will argue like this. After a brutal loss and a worse fight, Shane vanishes-taken by the one person Ilya has spent years trying to ignore and forget. When the case ends in Ottawa River, everyone else accepts the inevitable.
Every except Ilya. Because Shane has never been good at letting go. And Ilya has never been good at giving up on him.Shane disappears into the river-and Ilya is the only one who refuses to let him go.
Everyone else believes Shane is dead; Ilya believes he's still fighting his way home.
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- Language:
- English
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- 68,549
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- 23/23
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- 344
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07 May 2026