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“If I’m going to be working on accepting this part of me,” Rumi continues, rolling her shoulders and flexing an arm briefly, “then maybe I should also embrace this other side of me.” She tries to smile. “You know, get it all over at once while we have some free time.”
Or: Post movie, Rumi decides to go off her suppressants and blockers. This is absolutely fine and not going to awaken anything in anyone.
Or: Zoey and Mira tell Rumi, "get loved, idiot" enough that she finally starts incorporating it into her belief system.
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22 Sep 2025
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Mira asks, “So, what, we just pretend ‘polytrix’ isn’t top one on the global trending list right now?”
“It’s—” Rumi physically freezes. It looks like it takes her a moment to compute what Mira had said, then she finishes stiffly, “It’s what?”
Mira’s never been one to lie; and, lo and behold, hashtag polytrix was indeed pressed up as number one on the social media app they’re staring at. Zoey glances down at the related hashtags trending with it: #ITSREAL #POLYTRIXONTOP #RUMIONBOTTOM #HUNTR/XGIRLS #TOTHEGAYWORLD
Or, Mira, Rumi, and Zoey get caught in the middle of their fans' shipping war—but maybe one ship in particular has more substance than the others.
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30 Aug 2025
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She wants them.
She wants Mira and Zoey so badly, in whatever way, shape, or form that comes in.
For once in her life, Rumi wants to be selfish.
Or: HUNTR/X works towards sealing the Honmoon and falls in love along the way. Pre-reveal Rumi, hiding both her patterns and her wants, loves her girls in whatever way she can until she's free (whether that means shielding Mira and Zoey in fights or pretending to be something she's not). She just has to hold out until the Honmoon’s golden. Straightforward enough, right?
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I want to die like a citrus tree (but that's not a milkweed's fate) by ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
17 Oct 2025
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Mira and Zoey don’t know this yet (they will, one day soon, they will), but Rumi died for the first time the Monday after her eleventh birthday.
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Rumi inhaled, the rush of air filling her lungs, inflating that tiny balloon called hope trapped behind her ribs.
“I love you, Celine.”
The words tumbled out of her gracelessly, but so so sweetly. She waited, and all the while, that little balloon grew and grew, the plastic skin of it stretching and thinning with every second before—
“You too,” Celine said back.
‘Pop.’
“Celine,” Rumi tried again, voice shaking as tears she didn’t even know she still had left to shed began to drip down her left cheek. “Celine, I said I love you.”
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If demons (even half-demons) could kill themselves, there probably wouldn't be many left. Rumi doesn't know this, yet. She learns.
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Two's Company (But they want a crowd) by TossLotsofsauce
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
25 Oct 2025
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Finally, Zoey blurted it out, voice soft but sharp:
“Have you ever thought of… something besides monogamy?”
Mira’s thumb stilled on the screen. She looked up, slow. “…What?”
Zoey’s hands twisted in her lap. “Like—not open relationships. Just… not just one person. Have you ever thought about being with more than one person and it still being okay?”
She wasn’t looking at Mira. Her voice was tight, like it hurt to speak. Mira watched her with a furrowed brow, still quiet.
“I feel so guilty all the time. Because I love you, Mira. I love you, and this doesn’t change that, but I see her and I want to make her smile and I want her to hold my hand and I think she’s beautiful and weird and sweet and I—”
She finally looked up, tears shining in her eyes.
“I think I ruined us. And I’m so sorry.”
Mira just stared at her. Wide-eyed. Silent.
Zoey’s heart dropped. “Say something.”
Mira exhaled like she’d been holding her breath for a month.
Then she visibly deflated—shoulders dropping, head tilting back against the wall—and let out a quiet, choked laugh.
“…Oh thank god.”
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Rumi moves in with two strangers and they fall in love boom
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09 Aug 2025
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Zoey opened her eyes to a familiar face. Mira was in front of her, snoring softly, one arm draped loosely around her waist. She smiled, already sinking back into the warmth of sleep. But as she shifted slightly, she became very aware of another body pressed against her back.
She sat up quickly, freaking out. Rumi was there too. Panic prickled at the edge of her thoughts as fragments from the night before slammed into her. The taste of alcohol and bile rose up her throat. She kissed Rumi, Mira also kissed Rumi. And everything’s fine, she reasoned. They’re laying down together in their bed the next morning, and they all kissed, and it’s fine.
Zoey threw up in the bathroom.
They didn’t know they were dating/college AU
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09 Aug 2025
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i resemble emptiness; a perfect picture of denial by grasstalker
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
02 Jan 2025
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“You were right, Cait,” The words taste like ash in her mouth, but she pushes through. “Powder’s gone. But I can make this right. If you get Jayce to fix the gauntlets, I can do this myself. No one else needs to get hurt.” Except for Vi, of course, but if she had the choice to take the pain of others onto herself, she’d make that choice every single time. It’s not even a thought to her, anymore. Just an instinct.
For the Vi fans who were underwhelmed by her season 2 presence. What if she was given the writing she deserved? And what if we were given the Vi-focused season we were promised?
Vi-centric partial retelling of season 2, but a little to the left*.
*Okay maybe a lot to the left. This fic will include some canon divergences, such as:
- Caitlyn and Vi argue over using the Grey
- Ekko and Vi talk Jinx down together
- Zaun is liberated
- Act 3 ends much differently (but perhaps there is a sacrifice all the same)
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30 Dec 2024
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High School AU in which the scary bad raven falls in love with the sunny werewolf. Or, two idiots figure each other and themselves out
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11 Jul 2023
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Wolfing out on a blood moon comes with more ramifications than Wednesday ever knew. As a result, a new obsession brews in everyone's favorite goth. This obsession? Protect Enid Sinclair at all costs. Even from herself.
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06 Apr 2023
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Wednesday has spent the majority of her vacation denying her feelings because denying feelings is something she excels at but one letter and a handful of texts are all it takes to change that for her. So she invites Enid to come live at the Addams mansion for the rest of the summer, until the school year begins. To escape what is an inhospitable environment at home and to be welcomed into a family that can and will love her the way she deserves.
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05 Jan 2023
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Shionne has had only one goal, for as long as she can remember: to die.
So maybe it should be ironic that the only other person who can touch her is so determined to make her live.
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23 Mar 2022
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Written for MargotTenser and the Tricky Raven Silent Auction. Her prompt was: Leah and Paul against the world/ universe/ destiny.
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26 Dec 2021
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After spending the entire summer away, Quinn is eager to get back to normal and make the best of her junior year. Excited to put everything behind her and start fresh, she struggles to establish a new normal. But when she's least expecting it, Quinn finds support in the most unlikely places and is forced to confront the very feelings that landed her where she is in the first place.
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22 Oct 2021
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Quinn convinces Rachel to take a weekend off to relax, but camping is not exactly what Rachel had in mind. On top of her concerns about being in the great outdoors, a memory causes Rachel to re-evaluate their relationship and her decision leaves her even more anxious about their weekend away.
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- Part 10 of The Law Series
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11 Jun 2021
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They were supposed to be moving on, moving up, but Quinn was caught in traction.
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19 Mar 2021
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02 Mar 2021
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She didn’t think Makoto was the kind of girl to be into roses and flower language, sure, because she’s just so proper and ladylike all the time (except for as Queen— ironically enough). But the enthused way she explains is just so fitting. She gets this bright cadence to her voice that reminds Ann of lilies or sunflowers and is so different from her usual stern, commanding alto.
“You’re actually really cute,” Ann says, watching the way Makoto turns the ring over in her hands.
… which is evidently the absolute wrong thing to say, because Makoto looks like she’s just been shot.
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27 Sep 2020
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Between a Rock and a Hard Place by ciaconnaa
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
27 Feb 2020
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Ever since her mother died a few years back, Michelle's relationship with her father became strained in their grief. Things became distant, silent, and at a few times, a bit tense. But never, ever, in the past four years, did Michelle ever think their relationship could sour so severely, it could never be good again.
But one night, after she's forced to show up at Peter's covered in bruises and in need of stitches, she remembers that even the most unsuspecting dormant volcanoes can erupt.
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08 Jul 2020
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Color Me Enthused by orphan_account for discoreos
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017)
11 May 2019
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MJ lives in a world where there are soulmates, a world where love is decided for her. Soulmates are paired at birth, and they are joined together by a bond that cannot be broken: when something is drawn on the skin of one soulmate, it appears on the other. Soulmates can have as much or as little to do with one another as they wish. Many couples choose to ignore the soulmate concept entirely, marrying and doing as they please outside of it-- however, there always will be a lingering question of "What if?"
This question sort of makes MJ want to throw up.
MJ wants nothing to do with soulmates. She wants to decide what to do for herself, and fate can go suck it if it thinks that it will control MJ for the rest of her life. But her soulmate has other ideas, and soon MJ will find herself torn between what she wants and what the universe has decided she needs.
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- English
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- 34,359
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- 10/10
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07 Jul 2020
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Extracurricular Activities by EmptyHead
Fandom: Doctor Strange (2016), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Jun 2019
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Michelle Jones tries to find her place in the world after learning the Mystic Arts.
A series of stories in which Michelle stumbles into becoming a student of Stephen Strange.
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04 Jul 2020