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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Shane gave him a watery smile, his eyes already welling up at the thought of whatever this could be.

    The sight made Ilya feel murderous. As much as he cared about some of the people in this room, he could absolutely kill them right now for what they were doing to Shane. He had done nothing but give all of himself to his team, his loved ones, to Ilya. He didn't deserve to be tricked into some kind of group confrontation this way.

    "Well? Are you going to fucking tell us what this is or you going to just sit here and make moy lyubimy cry for no reason?" Ilya barely restrained himself from yelling, his voice reverberating around the unnaturally quiet space.

    "That!" Hayden shouted, pointing at him. "That is exactly why we're here, Rozanov! Your temper!" He jabbed his finger at Ilya with each word for added emphasis.

    Ilya scoffed. Did Hayden actually expect him to believe they rounded up the world's weirdest version of the Avengers just to have a chat with them about him being a little moody?

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    Shane has adopted a new absurd performance regimen for the playoff season and Ilya (plus everyone around him) is dealing with the effects of it. An intervention follows.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s father was not a good one in many ways, Cliff begins to realise this and decides to step in as the family Ilya’s always deserved.

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    Cliff Marleau being the brother Ilya deserves, from holding him when he cries, to supporting him when he comes out.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not know Patty Whitman, but a panicky snap decision he makes when he's spotted at the Ottawa airport has just changed both their lives. And he kind of has to just go with it.

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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Six months after Bucky fails to kill Captain America, he finds himself searching for safe harbor. He finds it in the form of Steve Rogers.

    Or: Bucky is wounded and the only safe place he knows is Steve.

    Set between CATWS and Civil War.

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    25 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    Shane had schedules to stick to, regimens to maintain, plays to study, drills to perfect.
    He needed to eat the same thing, every day. Train in the best way to keep his mind and body fit by keeping to strict programs. He needed to stick to his plan so that he could ensure that everything also went, well…to plan.
    He needed all of these things to fall in place otherwise— well he tried not to think too hard about the otherwise. He couldn’t let otherwise happen.

    Basically he’d treated his body like a fucking temple for majority of his life and had no problems with it yet— And then he turned 30.

     

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    Shane starts noticing changes after he turns 30— He doesn't bounce back the same way he used to and it suddenly sends him spiralling.
    Ilya is there to pick him up and kiss him better when he’s brought to an abrupt halt.

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    25 Feb 2026