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    Ilya is always desperately searching for something that makes him feel alive, while Shane is constantly trying to fit in. As junior hockey players competing in an international tournament, they met for the first time in Helsinki in 1984. Together, they will make each other feel alive and find a way to fit at least with each other. However, Canada and Russia are not only on different continents but also on opposite sides of an international conflict.
    They will need to be creative to find time together and endure the increasing time apart, which becomes harder every year. Shane is so brave, and Ilya is so clever; they might figure it out.

    Or: another Hockey / Cold War AU. But now, they are the reason behind the 1987 debacle in Czechoslovakia. They are as desperate to see each other as they are buried in responsibilities and expectations. When love finds you in a hard time, you don't try to find a way around to get it. You fight for it.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I pee on a stick every day, take my temperature, app tells me when to fuck,” Ilya summarises succinctly. “App says we fuck today. Possibly tomorrow also.”

    “Tomorrow too?” Shane teases. “Are you just trying to get into my pants?”

    “If I was just trying to get into your pants I wouldn’t be on bottom,” Ilya points out, and he does have a point there. Not that topping is unpleasant, or anything, but it’s not exactly something Shane tends to do without an occasion. “I also wouldn’t have to use app. I would say ‘Hollander, get your dick out,’ and you get your dick out.”

    “Are you calling me easy?”

    “Yes. We are both easy, it is the best thing about our relationship.”

    —————

    Shane and Ilya want kids, preferably soon. The details of making that happen prove to be slightly more complicated than initially anticipated.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane joins Ilya on a quick trip to Moscow, which soon transforms into a nightmare. Ilya is arrested and targeted so harshly that he's not sure Russia will let him go this time.
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    Shane witnesses Ilya's family.
    Alexei and Ilya's relationship is explored.
    Yuna flies to Russia.
    Lots of Svetlana.
    Healing journey fluff afterwards.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    05 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    This is stupid, he thinks to himself.

    And yet, a few taps later, he’s staring at the search bar, typing three words he never would have expected to Google when he woke up that morning.

    Ilya Rozanov thong.

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    Shane buys lingerie and Ilya loses his mind.

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    27 May 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya says, “Did I tell you I meet nice woman?”

    Shane locks eyes with Rozanov. “Oh yeah? Did she run away screaming?”

    Ilya smirks. “Running? No. Screaming? Lots of it.” And then he fucking winks.

    Later, Rozanov slams him into the boards. He stays pressed up against Shane for a moment too long, then speaks in a lowered voice.

    “I didn’t tell you the best bit. Her name is Jane.”

    Ilya starts dating a woman called Jane. This sets off a chaotic chain of events featuring jealousy, sexting, miscommunication and a whole lot of bad ideas.

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    20 May 2026

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    Liliya squirms slightly as he slides her tiny arms into the sleeves, her face scrunching in mild protest. "I know, I know," Shane murmurs, smiling faintly. "Not your favourite thing." He glances briefly at the phone, then back to her. "Maybe one day," he says quietly, "we can show this to your papa."

    There's a subtle shift in the room. Yuna's smile falters just slightly. David, standing nearby, looks down for a moment before composing himself.

    Shane doesn't stop. "This is the day you came home," he tells her. "The first day of the rest of our lives kiddo." His fingers are careful as he buttons the cardigan, adjusting it so it sits just right.

    "I think he'd like to see this,” he adds softly.

    Or, Shane and Ilya sleep together the day they meet in December 2008. Shane ends up pregnant. Ilya has no idea, it’s only when their daughter is diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder that Shane realises he has no choice but the break the silence between them.

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    07 May 2026

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    Ilya tries to get Shane to be friends with Troy. It goes horribly.

    AKA Shane crashes out at Troy

    Chap 2: Shane and Rose talk about fame and rage

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    01 May 2026

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    It's Shane's first season as a Centaur and he can’t help but feel like it’s still Ilya’s team, not his. When he gets sick midway through the season and is instructed to quarantine away from his husband to avoid both of the team's star players being out of commission, he wonders if the Centaurs—and Ilya—would be better off without him.

    Or, a sick and miserable Shane who misses Ilya but doesn’t want to burden his husband or his team

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane tells himself, on the nights when one or both of them is traveling, on the nights when they can’t be together, that he is okay with Ilya doing what he needs to do. To keep his body active, his mind calm. To be able to love Shane without resentment.

    He’s almost able to convince himself he believes it.

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    Shane thinks they have an unspoken agreement for a one-sided open relationship (on Ilya's side). When Ilya suggests that Shane might want to sleep with other men, Shane panics. Sad boy antics ensue.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    21 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 69

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    Shane Hollander sends the "We didn't even kiss." text, it is not a mistake.

    He meant it, he meant what he said and he meant what he said after.

    If Ilya Rozanov is to fucking care free to even kiss him, there is no point of keep doing what they do.

    He needs to end this.

    Ilya can't let that happen, he can't lose Shane.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    In 1934, Ilya escapes Russia with his mother and older brother. Ottawa feels terrifying at first, until he meets a boy named Shane, whose mother runs the boarding house Ilya and his family are staying in.

    What begins as friendship slowly becomes something more over the years, until the start of the war changes everything.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    the prettiest girls really are the best breeding sluts.
    alternate - you get bred by four men

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    14 Aug 2025

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    “What is it that you want?”

    Because that was what this was about wasn’t it? He wanted something. The main family never disdained to speak to the lower members without a need and Gojo Satoru was not about to be the exception.

    “I’m going to recommend you for first-grade sorcerer status.”

    “… and yet again I ask, what is it that you want?”

    Gojo leaned back, tilting his face towards you with an easy grin. You wondered if he saw the world the way you did with your Limitless when his eyes were blinded. Seeing only the impressions of energy and sensation. Could he see your expression? The confusion in the downturn of your mouth or the suspicion in the narrowness of your eyes?

    “Just a fiancée.”

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    11 Aug 2025

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    makes me want to SCREAM

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