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In which Amara doesn't bring back Mary, she brings back John Winchester.
Dean is uncertain what Amara's meaning is when she brings John back, and struggles with coming to terms with the new family dynamic. Sam tries harder to keep the peace than he used to, and Cas does not get along with John at all- though he tries. Testosterone is at an all-time high as these four men struggle to coexist in the hunting world with very different ideologies.
We explore just how much the brothers have changed in the ten years without their father's guidance, the trauma they still haven't resolved, and the feelings that Dean and Cas hold for one another despite the very real and new barrier that is John.
This story begins 12x01 and ends around 13x06
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19 Aug 2025
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dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Apr 2021
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Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.
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Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."
"What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."
"Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."
"Easier said than done."
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25 Jul 2025
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The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.
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Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.
Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either.
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16 Jul 2025
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The first time she meets him, he's nothing more than an almost-missed appointment.
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Dean is silent for a long, tense moment, then he gruffly says, "It's not for banishing the angels. It's to summon them. So, it doesn't—it's not to get rid of 'em, but to draw 'em in."
Mitzi can't help but glance up at him at that. His voice is so heavy with so much unexplained pain, and she doesn't understand why, or what angels have to do with it. She knows religion can impact people. She's very aware that it can get complicated, and that it can be a huge source of pain for someone, but Dean sounds grievously wronged, somehow, as if it's a truly personal thing.
She pushes through, focusing back on her job, clearing her throat before murmuring, "Well, I guess we all want angels to visit us sometimes."
"Just the one," Dean mumbles.
"Your guardian angel?" Mitzi asks.
Dean breathes out, "Something like that. As close to one as an angel will ever get."
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- Part 1 of Decorations and Dedication
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16 Jul 2025
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And like the cycle of the year, we begin again by katherynefromphilly
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
27 Nov 2016
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Set after the Merlin Series 5 Finale "Diamond of the Day".
Canon Compliant. In Character. Arthur Pendragon Returns.
Cover art by Lao-Pendragon------
For many long years Merlin waited.
For the other part of his soul, for the other half of his life. He was born to serve Arthur. So that meant he was also born to wait. Even if it took a thousand years. Even if the wait seemed never to end.
Until one day, suddenly, it did.
When Arthur stumbles from the Lake of Avalon 1,500 years after his death, he finds a world unlike the one he knew. Faced with the loss of everyone he loved, and the threat of impending prophecy, Arthur must learn what it means to be not just a king, but the Once and Future King. Merlin does all he can to guide him, even as he struggles to hide his love for his king, and his fear of losing him again.
Story includes sass, banter, horseplay, & True Love.
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- Part 1 of We Begin Again
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29 Jun 2025
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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27 May 2025
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They were trapped.
Fire hadn’t broken through yet, but it was coming. Buck could feel the heat pushing in, wrapping around them like a warning. The smoke thickened, clawing at their throats, painting the walls with a haze of panic.
“So…” Eddie’s voice cut through the haze, rough around the edges but maddeningly calm. “You wanna talk about it now?”
Buck turned slowly, disbelief etched across every exhausted line of his face, and he hoped his deadpan glare said it all. He didn’t need to ask what Eddie was referring to.
No, he didn’t want to talk about how he accidentally told his best friend he loved him just hours earlier.
He’d rather let the fire take him.
A season 9 two-part opening emergency, in which a group of hijackers takeover Station 118.
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24 May 2025
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Eddie listens to the voicemail later. Buck sounds like he’s at a grocery store, absentmindedly talking into the phone. “Oh, I guess you’re with your sisters. Sorry to miss you. I just wanted to tell you about this call we had last night, but I gotta hear your reactions, so, later. Okay, uh, I guess I’ll just call back. Or text.”
It ends abruptly, without a goodbye. Eddie replays it a second time, closes his eyes as he sits in the truck. For a moment, he can pretend Buck is sitting in the passenger seat next to him. For a moment, Eddie is back in Los Angeles and his best friend is dragging him through the grocery store.
The voicemail ends, Eddie opens his eyes, and the fantasy breaks. Eddie is still in El Paso, parked in front of the house he’s renting, and there’s no one in the passenger seat with him.
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck moves into his house. There's a love story somewhere in here.
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15 May 2025
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At first, Eddie thinks nothing of it. He lives in LA: there are plenty of ads specifically for queer people all over the place, so it’s not like he’s never seen a billboard with a rainbow on it.
Then Buck starts talking about data privacy and the ads just keep coming, so Eddie starts to wonder if the advertising companies know something about him that he doesn’t.
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11 May 2025
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Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.
She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.
“Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.
It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.
“Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”
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Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.
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07 May 2025
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Eddie Diaz moves to El Paso to get his life back on track and reconnect with his son, Christopher. But things aren't so simple. Conversations with his parents and his own self-doubt send Eddie spiralling back into old habits. Eddie struggles with his identity, and where his feelings lay about his best friend, Buck.
"Eddie knew he’d have to tell Buck eventually, but he wasn’t ready. He wanted to figure things out for himself first. If he was going to either ruin their friendship or take the leap into something more, he needed to understand where he stood, to feel more at peace with who he was. A confession would have to wait until he was ready. Until he knew, without a doubt, that he could handle whatever came next."
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04 May 2025
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When Instagram artist, @keithksart, accidentally draws an original character that looks almost identical to Youtuber Lance McClain, their followers almost LOSE it. What's not expected are the new friendships that are about to made from that one mistake.
This story follows 3 Youtubers and 1 Instagram artist through their posts/lives/and streams, all of them being connected, allowing the followers to build a general idea of their lives from bits and pieces given through their content.
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24 Feb 2025
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The Voltron Vigilantes are on their biggest job yet - stopping the Galra gang from releasing LoveBug; a dangerous drug that will surely kill thousands. With the release day - Valentine's day - just around the corner, do they have enough time to pull it off?
Meanwhile, Lance has grown ever fonder of Keith in the year since Voltron formed. One night after a particularly difficult heist, and too much to drink, they decide to get married in secret. For legal reasons and definitely not because of feelings.- Language:
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21 Feb 2025
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As Keith leaves the room, he slowly starts to jog before turning it into a sprint to his room. Like maybe he can leave his realizations behind and remain in the world of pleasant cluelessness.
Because now?
Now Keith realizes that he loves Lance.
And that he's susceptible to Hypothemos.
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Or, Keith has a disease similar to Hanahaki, but thankfully isn't a death sentence.
It can still kill him, though, and thus navigating with this disease is a big challenge.
Will he survive, or will the cold consume him?
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21 Feb 2025
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Three years after the fall of the Galra Empire, Lance McClain—up-and-coming solo artist and former Paladin of Voltron—accidentally posts a breakup song on Valentine's day. Instead of removing it, Lance starts posting more covers of love songs, all ostensibly for "You", the mysterious character who had broken Lance's heart.
What the galaxy doesn't know is that "You" is just as in love with Lance as Lance is with him.
Or, Lance sings breakup songs and posts them online to cope with the heartbreak of Keith leaving him again for the Blade. Keith is guilty, and also very much in love.
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31 Jan 2025
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The X-Men had a plan to rewrite the timeline, using Logan as their key player. He became the last chance they had at setting things right. In that Chinese monastery, Logan was phased into the past, carrying with him the hopes and dreams of every mutant, alive or dead.
Too bad the mission failed almost as soon as it started, seeing as he landed in the wrong damn year.
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- Part 1 of Try, Try Again
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21 Jan 2025
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You, Again by sg_fic
Fandoms: WandaVision (TV), X-Men (Movieverse), Agatha All Along (TV)
13 Jan 2025
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For Cyclops and Wolverine, going undercover as a married couple would have been challenging under any circumstances. But on a rescue mission to Westview, they must pull it off under Wanda's ever-watchful gaze, where even their thoughts could give them away. Chaos ensues.
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20 Jan 2025
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A Little to the Left by mackingroni
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Comicverse)
25 Dec 2025
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In a hunt for a dangerous mutant who can jump between universes, Scott Summers has to take over his own alternate self's body to catch them. Things don't go as smoothly as he hopes when he finds he's stuck without his powers... and stuck with Logan.
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20 Jan 2025
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Please Please Please (don't prove I'm right) by obsessedmax
Fandoms: Deadpool (Movieverse)
07 Aug 2024
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5 times Wade praises Logan +1 time it’s not platonic. (who are we kidding- it was never platonic)
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16 Jan 2025
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i don’t believe in god (but i believe that you’re my savior) by squishy_hedgehogs
Fandoms: Deadpool - All Media Types, X-Men - All Media Types
24 Sep 2024
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Logan has been alone for a while. Then, he meets Wade, and his solitude isn’t so much destroyed as it is popped like a nightmarish blood balloon and then atomised.
Or, 5 times Wade touches Logan, and 1 time Logan touches Wade.
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14 Jan 2025
