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    “As for your current predicament… there may be something I can do to help.” Cas looks hesitant even as he says it, casting his eyes sidelong at Dean.

    Dean turns to him. “What d’you mean?”

    Castiel’s lips press into a thin line, all of the jovial glint gone from his eyes. “PTSD and trauma can alter pathways and connections in your brain, in a very physical way. Because these changes are physical… it may be possible to… heal them, in a sense.”

    “Heal my brain?” Dean shoots back incredulously.

    or the one where they finally talk about what cas said before the empty took him

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    17 Apr 2023

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    This is canon btw

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    "Most times when somebody sees their husband in a fucking thong shop they assume he’s cheating on them.”

    Castiel blinks. “But… You’re not cheating on me…”

    “I know I’m not cheating on you.”

    “Which is why I assumed you were buying clothes for Eileen.”

    Dean swears under his breath and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Look- Let’s just- Let’s forget this even happened, okay?” Even though it’s phrased as a question, Castiel understands it as closer to the command that it actually is.

    But Castiel doesn’t want to forget this happened. Something is awkward and lingering in the air between them, in the way that Dean shifts from foot to foot and won’t meet Castiel’s eyes. And if Dean wasn’t shopping for Eileen, and he wasn’t shopping for another woman… The options for who was being shopped for are dwindling by the second.

    Dean’s face is still pink. Castiel’s heart squeezes tight and forces itself up into his sternum.

    “You were… shopping for yourself,” he says lowly.

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    28 Mar 2023

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    GOOD LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORD

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    Dean had said, “I’m right there with you, I don’t like loud noises either. I mean, being afraid of loud noises is a good thing, though. It’s just your body telling you something big is happening and that you might need to get somewhere safe. Is that what happened on Tuesday when all the lockers went crazy?”

    A pause.

    “Did you see anything that seemed weird, or did you make yourself safe in one of the rooms?”

    And it struck Castiel then how Dean phrased that. How he didn’t say Did you hide? as in Did you run away? as in Were you not brave enough of a little soldier to stay and figure out just what was trying to hurt you?

    He had said- Did you make yourself safe?

    or the one where dean and cas are investigating a haunting in an elementary school, things are still new between them, and cas has more love than he knows what to do with

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    27 Mar 2023

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    GOD FUCKING DAMN

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    “So- so you’d basically be using some sort of sigil to mask our human souls from the Empty?” Sam’s voice interrupts Dean’s desperate train of thought and startles him back to the present.

    “Yes.” Jack is nodding, smiling, all gap-toothed and kindergarten positivity.

    “And the only parts of us the Empty would see are whatever dead leaves the angels and demons left in our gutters?” Dean raises his eyebrows.

    “Exactly.”

    He lets out a low whistle. There’s a living warmth finally coming back into his complexion. Not done yet, Winchester, still one more rescue mission. “It’s gotta be me. I’m going.”

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    21 Mar 2023

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    GRRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHGGG.

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    A year ago, the world didn't end. Now it's summer and the cicadas are buzzing, and something is changing. Something is going to give.

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    14 Mar 2023

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    Yeup.

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    “We did good, Dean,” Sam says. “We got him back.”

    Dean huffs a hollow laugh, because yeah, that’s always what it’s about, isn’t it? Cas or Sam or Dean getting themselves lost or dead, and then taking turns dragging each other back from the brink. He shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets.

    “We got him back, yeah,” he says. Sam nods, watching him. “So now what?”

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    10 Mar 2023

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    I want to scream.

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    Cas asks Dean to marry him, and Dean can't think of a reason to say no.

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    "Dean," Cas says calmly, gingerly sitting his fork down, and oh, this is gonna be a thing, Dean can tell. Sure enough, it is because Cas goes on to say, "What would you think if I suggested we get married?"

    Dean blinks and swallows the food in his mouth, staring at Cas curiously. "I would think...you were either on drugs or going insane, why?"

    "I'm not inebriated, nor mentally unstable."

    "I—I…" Dean takes in a deep breath, then blows it out heavily. "Cas, you're not fucking with me, are you?"

    "I'm not," Cas tells him.

    "Okay," he says, "fuck it, let's get hitched."

    "Thank you," Cas murmurs sincerely, then picks his fork back up and goes right back to eating.

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    27 Feb 2023

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    :'(

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    Dean starts falling in love with him on a slow Sunday morning under slanted sunlight that slips through the gaps in the trees. 

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    "When did it stick for you? When did your six hundred Sundays start?" Dean asks.

    "It never started," Castiel admits. "It simply never stopped. My love for you is eternal—existing forever, without a beginning or an end." 

    Visually, Castiel's love is a circle. Aurally, it's an echo. Kinesthetically, it's breathing. Overall, it is not fate, and it is not chance; it is choice. He would not choose differently if he could go back and do it again, and that's why he didn't choose differently from the start.

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    23 Feb 2023

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    God

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    "I thought, I dunno, that you might be,” Dean paused.

    “A lesbian?” Sam suggested at the same time Mary said, “a sodomite?”

    “Actually,” Jack piped up into the complete silence that followed Mary’s words, “sodomy refers to both oral and anal sex. Even though it’s used as an outdated term for homosexuality, it doesn’t actually mean homosexual. I learned that from Google,” he told them all proudly.

    “Very good, son,” Cas said in a dazed voice.

    Or, Dean comes out to Mary. But not without a few major misunderstandings along the way.

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    17 Feb 2023

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    THIS IS CRAZY

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    “Look,” Dean grits, pinching at the bridge of his nose, “You’ve got a body. Your body.” (Castiel, not long ago: “Jimmy…his soul was not returned to me.”) “You’re gonna damn well learn how to use it.” The hunter reaches under the seat to jerk at the lever, sliding back the whole of the front bench and badly startling Castiel with the unexpected jolt of movement. “And, hate to break it to you, but this town’s really not that big. You just got yourself kicked out of the only joint that’s got the professionals at work.”

    Dean twists to lean against the car door, pulling up a leg to lay across the seat. The moment stretches, silent and tense.

    “I ain’t gonna fuck you,” he says, voice gruff, “but I’ll talk you through it.”

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    13 Feb 2023

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    GAH DAMN!!!!!

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    Sam arranges a trip to a couple's resort, so Dean can enjoy the beach.

    This fic is plot averse.

    Special thanks to bookclub and to Speary for her tireless enthusiasm and willingness to correct 1000 typos.

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    11 Feb 2023

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    :(

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    Sherlock and John got fake-married for a case, more than a year ago. Part 1 of this story left them putting off the annulment. Now, they need to decide what to do with their sham marriage.

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    24 Jan 2023

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    :((

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    "I was breathless with nerves and divided in my own mind. At one moment I was sure we could not continue as we had been. I must speak, or lose Holmes' trust by my silence. The next moment I felt I could never speak unless Holmes himself invited me to. Surely he must have recognized my affection; if he had not mentioned it, he would not wish me to."

    The idea for this story partially inspired by Random_Nexus' beautiful The Bee Grove. Highly recommended: http://archiveofourown.org/works/8027908/chapters/18381751

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    25 Jul 2022

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    WJDKWDKQKEJ1JQKO2KWP1WUEJLWAL2KR 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

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    "It was simply my conjecture of what a future world might look like and how you and I might fit inside it. From a drop of water a logician should be able to infer the possibility of an Atlantic or a Niagara."

    Sherlock is certain that James Moriarty is dead and he already has a theory for the person behind his apparent return. Considering Sherlock was overdosing at the time, it's only to be expected that he overlooked a few details in coming to his conclusions.

    John meanwhile has moved back in with Mary after reconciling with her at Christmas, but finds himself agonising over why Sherlock would have thrown away everything he cares about to keep her safe. Could Sherlock be in love?

    A reimagining of Series 4 picking up from the end of The Abominable Bride.

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    15 Nov 2021

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    John becomes guardian of an old friend's autistic son, and learns something about Sherlock's diagnosis along the way.

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    27 Sep 2021

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    "[The Captain] fiddled with his tie as he walked down the corridor, but was stopped in his tracks by a sudden wailing cry. He smirked briefly, unable to suppress his amusement at the thought of Julian and his houseguests, before carrying on down the main staircase, and out into the gardens.

    He’d made the right decision in switching rooms last night, clearly. He had no doubt that Michael’s parents would have provided enough of a disturbance to have made sleep a moot point. And, if nothing else, at least he didn’t have to worry about Thomas phasing through him in the middle of the night.

    At that thought, the Captain abruptly came to a halt. He placed his swagger-stick under his arm and drew in a tremulous breath.

    Nothing about Thomas had been incorporeal last night. Nothing whatsoever. The memory of his solidity, of the weight of his body, of the sheer warmth of that contact—".

    Displaced from his bedroom over the Christmas period, the Captain is forced to make new sleeping arrangements.

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    22 Sep 2021

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    Why was this so good actually

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    John nearly takes a bullet. Then he takes a walk.

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    11 Sep 2021

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    WTF

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    His immune system is decimating his nervous system - a civil war raging inside of him. Is there a reaction he's supposed to be having to this news, now? Something normal: cry, scream, pound the wall? Shake his fist at the uncaring universe?

    John can't stop this. An uncomfortable bed at some hospital ward isn't going to stop this.

    They keep telling him that this will most likely pass, but no one is answering the most important question: how will he be able to endure the uncertainty and the long wait?

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    11 Sep 2021

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    It isn't always easy assisting a deaf detective. Luckily for John, they make a pretty good team.

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    05 Aug 2021

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    Chronological order of the stories:
    A Lighter Kind of Loneliness
    2007
    The Breaking Wheel
    Management Issues
    Swept Under The Rug
    On the Rack & Back In The Saddle (takes place during the early chapters of On the Rack)
    Pressure Point
    Inherently Given
    The Ascent
    2017
    Her Last Wish
    Sharing Evidence
    Survival

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    13 Jul 2021

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