12 Bookmarks by eggyham

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    In 2007, 16-year-old Ilya Rozanov travels to Ottawa to win gold. Again.

    Canada hasn’t forgiven him after the Junior Olympics. Shane Hollander least of all.

    When Ilya is assigned to billet with the Hollanders for the World Championships, the rivalry moves from the ice to the dinner table.

    **Basically me turning Heated Rivalry into a wholesome, found family, heartstopper-esque, YA spin-off**

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    20 Oct 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    12 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    Shane Hollander is leading the stressful but unspectacular life of a doctoral student in the small university town of Tübingen, Germany. His immediate plans include finishing his dissertation in Model Theory, teaching an introductory course in logic, and minding his own business.
    Enter: an arrogant Machine Learning researcher, Ilya Rozanov. A disastrous one-night stand, academic rivalry, and so many misunderstandings follow.

    A bold, Ali Hazelwood-esque academic AU set in a world where hockey, unfortunately, does not exist.

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    "You smoke?" a voice asked beside him. Shane turned around, realising he was not alone.
    "No, sorry," Shane answered, feeling slightly foolish.
    The man shrugged, without a smile, and turned away — an unlit cigarette between his fingers.
    "Wait — I have a lighter," Shane corrected himself, now feeling more than foolish, fishing Hayden's lighter from his pocket.
    "So you're a liar?" the stranger asked, amused.
    "No — you made the wrong inference," Shane replied. "It doesn't follow that a person in possession of a lighter smokes."

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Ilya once felt free only in Moscow’s underground queer clubs until he left it all behind for hockey, for an escape and something safer than an increasingly hostile Russia. Years later, the Olympics bring him back and now Shane is there.

    What if "Not Now Hollander" and "We are nothing" was one of the best things that happened to Hollanovs early relationship?
    What if they are both up against something far greater than the impossibility of their relationship?
    What does fear, real, state-sanctioned fear and violence do to love? What happens when repression isn’t abstract, but present in every movement, every glance, every risk taken?
    What if Joe the figureskater, Leah, and Max are going to change lives and an unexpected Russian queer in exile becomes Ilyas fairy godmother?

    Shane arrives in Sochi 2014 focused only on the game. He doesn’t see the danger. He doesn’t listen when Ilya says no, but is then forced to open his eyes through events he has no control over. When Shane stumbles into the reality of violence against queer people, his world shifts.
    And somewhere, far from Russia that is no longer a home, Ilya searches for a way back to trust and back to Shane.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    “Ok, so what. How long do you obey this rule? Some years you win, some years you lose. Does it matter if you win Stanley Cup and make everybody happy when one person who wins for them is lonely?”

    Shane had followed that train of logic so many times it almost took his breath away to hear Ilya say it verbatim.

    “So what do you suggest?”

    Ilya turned his hands up on his knees. “I suggest we fuck.”

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    Or, at age 24, Ilya Rozanov is drafted straight from the KHL in Russia to the Montreal Voyageurs. Their legacied and beloved captain Shane Hollander can’t seem to stop looking at him. Which Ilya knows because...you get it.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    I have asked that man roughly four hundred questions and I have never once received a real answer. I'm not sure he's aware I exist. Honestly, at this point it's a personal project.

    - I. Rozanov, on a podcast, not joking

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    Ilya Rozanov has been flirting with Shane Hollander in press scrums for six years and is completely certain it has never once landed.

    Shane has heard all of it.
    From a man who was supposed to be drafted alongside him but instead took a high stick at seventeen, lost his depth perception, never played a professional game - and turned up five years later with a media credential and two of the best hockey books anyone's written.

    Now his mother has hired that man to write his life story.

    Six months. Full access.
    Shane says yes the second he hears the name.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.

    It shouldn't have been any different.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    It is.

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    11 Sep 2026

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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    11 Sep 2026

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    What if Shane realized he was gay sooner? Like, a lot sooner?

    What if Ilya was worried enough about being sent back to Russia to do something about it?

    A re-telling of Heated Rivalry that spirals out of control.

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    16 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    The tuna melt day ended in complete disaster … and now Ilya is forced to relive it, over and over and over.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    26 Mar 2026

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    After James's death, Francis finds himself on his ship, two years before, the horrors still ahead of them. He is determined to avert the disaster this time, but will he be able to?

    Caught between two timelines, Francis soon realises that even with hindsight, things are far from easy and he must make difficult decisions if they're all to survive, not to mention come to terms with his own feelings...

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    12 Mar 2026

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