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    Not proud of it, but man enough to admit it: Ilya Rozanov loves a bit of locker room gossip.

    That is, until he discovers that his overly disciplined, no-nonsense hockey captain has a crush on him—and can’t seem to think about anything else.

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    03 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    a small recollection of one-shots i write about my dear hollanov (except my mental health is at an atl -all time low, not atlanta- and ilya has to go through it with me!)

    from romance to healing, from tears to gasps. the softness of intimacy and souls intertwining. let's see our boys choose each other in every universe.

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    25 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    5 times Shane is consumed by his own mind + 1 time he finds his balance

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “You guess my major in 2 weeks, I do something you want. You don’t, and you do something I want,” Ilya said. “Deal?”
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    When Shane and Ilya are forced to work together, Shane must first learn to live. And then to love.

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    29 May 2026

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    21 May 2026