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    Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.

    Faith.

    His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.

    "I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.

    I remember you.

    I remember you.

    I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.

    (A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Armand picks up the bag and upends it over the bed; he picks out the antibiotics and deposits the eight boxes in Daniel’s lap.

    “What the fuck…”

    “These are all different — which ones seem best suited to your predicament?”

    “Predica— oh my god, man, you can’t be for real!”

    Armand frowns. “Daniel, please. This is serious.”

    “I mean… it’s really not.”

    “Blood poisoning is, in fact, extremely serious, beloved. Now please, tell me, which of these should you take?”

    “Uh, these are all pretty strong, I don’t need any of these.”

    “Yes, you do.”

    “It’s not healthy to take antibiotics for no reason!”

    Looks like Armand will have to crush the pills into his food.

     

    Or: Armand, the plagues and the wonders of medicine. And Daniel. So much Daniel.

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    28 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    An old and jaded vampire cruelly torments a self-destructive coke whore for his own amusement

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    The humiliating misadventures of young Daniel, both victim and beneficiary of Armand's obsessive love.

    A gothic romance, a psychological thriller, gratuitous torture porn. An honest exploration of drug abuse and addiction, power imbalance, obsession, dehumanization, and how low a man can go.

    "It's tattered, it's broken, but it's mine."

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Of course, as ever, Gideon made the absurd choice, the brave and ridiculous and devastating one. Of course she stood in dappled sunshine, broke her promise with a shadow of her lopsided smile.

    Gideon died beneath a foreign sky, in another planet's warmth. Gideon died and Harrow's heart must have died with her, for she could not feel it beating in her chest. Could feel nothing but a great, yawning emptiness.

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    Home is lost to Harrow, when Gideon dies.

    Written for Femslash February, day 24: Can't go home again/Tears.

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    27 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    to be loved, is to be consumed, some people think. but you don't want to think so. saving her means hurting yourself, you don't even think about it. the place where she was supposed to be is still cold.

    only her sword remained on your bed.

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    27 Feb 2026