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    14 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    It starts with a kiss scene on set sweet, rehearsed, safe.

    But when the cameras stop rolling, Joong doesn’t.

    Behind the scenes of Hidden Agenda, Dunk finds himself collared, leashed, and fully owned by the man who plays his boyfriend on-screen. Joong makes him crawl, beg, obey. He makes him wear a plug during interviews.

    On camera, they smile and hold hands.
    Off camera, Joong ties him to the headboard and says,
    “You’re mine. Don’t come until I say.”

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    13 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Joong Archen has had six failed relationships in two years, a deeply concerning record by most standards. To everyone else, it’s painfully obvious: Joong is a lovable disaster.

    Yet, Dunk Natachai, his grumpy but quiet best friend, is already head over heels in love with him.

    So naturally, a betting pool begins: When will Joong finally realize it’s always been Dunk?

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    05 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Dunk and Joong have built a seemingly perfect relationship—both on and off screen.
    But when Dunk’s desire to connect with Joong on a deeper level, to give in a way he’s never asked for before, surfaces, it triggers a fracture neither of them expected. Joong’s uneasy reaction drives a quiet wedge between them, turning loving moments into guarded silence and forcing them to confront the unspoken boundaries in their intimacy.

    This story explores the complexities of trust, communication, and vulnerability in a relationship—challenging the invisible rules we sometimes place on love and desire, and asking what happens when those rules are broken.

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    05 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    When Akutagawa joined the agency, Atsushi told Akutagawa if he ever needed any help with anything, he'd be happy to. It was just meant to be polite, so he hadn't expected Akutagawa at his door with a strange request in the middle of the night.

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    Akutagawa looked up at him, “Have you ever kissed anyone?”. It sounded as innocent as earlier but Atushi had been fooled once already, so he kept his guard up and focused on not becoming a blushing mess in front of silver eyes.

    “Uh, Yeah.” Was all he could manage, gulping at the furrow that appeared in Akutagawa’s eyebrow.

    “Who?” He said, frowning. God. Atushi was going to puke his guts out and then die. How could Akutagawa be saying all of this so casually while he was practically wrapped in Atsushi’s arms? Atsushi considered asking if this was some sort of elaborate prank against him as he had thought earlier.

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    04 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    It started with small things.

    A few new shirts here and there. The occasional addition of some eyeliner when Fadel was feeling extra brave.

    A new cross necklace that Style dreamed of dangling above him often.

    Black nail polish that Style would help paint on his boyfriend's non dominant hand. That addition had Styles' heart skipping a beat when he saw their hands intertwined, the black color against his own pale skin and Fadel’s honeyed tan. But also made him want to see the color around his neck, wanted to pull those well manicured nails to press against his tongue-

    Okay he was getting off topic now.

    Or:

    Fadel feels safe and content for the first time in his life and begins explore alternative fashion, Style is enthusiastic and horny about it.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    02 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dunk froze mid-sip. Blinked. His ears flushed pink. “Come again?”

    Joong grinned, the kind of grin that meant trouble. “You heard me. You talk like you’ve got gold medal dick, but I guarantee I could fuck you into next week.”

    “That’s the alcohol talking.”

    “I’m honest.”

    Dunk raised an eyebrow. “You think you’re better in bed than me?” 

    “Obviously.” 

    Or, Joong and Dunk are competitive roommates armed with a ridiculous scoreboard.

    What starts as petty challenges spirals into the kind of heartbreak they can’t joke their way out of.

    Turns out, you can't win at love — but you can lose your mind trying.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    02 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    Dunk and Joong have been working together for years.

    When Joong suddenly pulls away without a word, Dunk is left alone with his doubts, his wounds, and a hollow emptiness nothing seems to fill.

    Weeks go by — filled with waiting, sleepless nights, and a growing fear: What if, to Joong, none of it ever really mattered?

    But can a bond so strong truly vanish without a reason?
    Or is there still a chance… for them?

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    02 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    Stolas struggles with himself after the Sinsmas incident. Everything is dark and hopeless but Blitzø is there to show him that he's not alone.

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    01 Jul 2025

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    29 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 94

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    Till had never seen Ivan take an interest in anyone before; it was hard to believe he could ever feel for or love someone so strongly that the illness had the chance to bloom and fester in him.

    He wondered how long Ivan had been carrying that garden of his. If he ever thought of telling him about it, confiding in him about it.

    alternatively: ivan has hanahaki and till doesn’t quite know what to do about it

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    28 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 51

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    Fadel is a retired assassin trying to live a peaceful life flipping burgers.
    Style makes it his mission to derail that— looking dangerously pretty, wearing croptops, fixing vintage cars, and has no concept of "low-key."

    They were supposed to have lunch.

    Instead, Fadel walks into the garage to find Style bent over a Ferrari, flirting with a customer like he didn’t have a boyfriend with a body count and rage issues.

    Now there’s going to be a different kind of oil change.
    Spoiler: it involves zero cars and a lot of possessive fucking over a hood.

    Also, there’s lunch. Eventually.
    They both got exactly what they wanted.

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    27 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Akutagawa,” Dazai started, carefully choosing his words as to not set off Akutagawa, “you don’t want to die.”

    This only made Akutagawa angrier. “Do not tell me what I want. As if you’d ever know what I wanted.”

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    26 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 30

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    Akutagawa is acting concerningly strange, quiet, among other things, and Atsushi is determined to figure out what's going on, and make sure that he's okay - slowly and surely learning they are not as different as he thinks they are.

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    25 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    Akutagawa and Atsushi are on separate jobs (assigned by Dazai and Chuuya) to follow random people. The "random people" happen to be dating, so Akutagawa and Atsushi have to appear inconspicuous by going on their own dates.

    Takes place after season five but if Amenagozen hadn't gone to shit.

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    25 Jun 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 13

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    Thailand is too hot during summer and Dunk needs refreshment because of the sudden heat between him and his boyfriend.

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    21 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    Atsushi (accidentally) invites Akutagawa out to an awkward birthday date.

    Atsushi is in denial of his feelings. Akutagawa confesses his. Things get heated between the two.

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    16 Jun 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 34

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    “I don't think I ever thanked you, so thank you, for allowing me to have the chance to live.” He whispered, adjusting himself to lay between Akutagawa's legs and pressing his ear to his heart.

    Akutagawa filtered his hand through the weretiger's hair, watching it fall from his fingers to curl around his jaw, few strands falling over his face, “I could reciprocate the sentiment, but I'd hope you know I thank you for showing me that my life has value. And I don't regret my action, it had its reasons, but thank you for thanking me.”

    Atsushi stilled his fingers over the middle of Akutagawa's neck, “I guess that makes two of us,”

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    Aka they get real clingy after watching echother die. And worry about losing echother again. Gotta love it yk.

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    16 Jun 2025

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