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  1. Rec 71

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    Ilya tells himself it’s vigilance. A god’s caution. A stranger’s distance.

    Anything but the truth: that he is helplessly, reverently captivated.

    What he doesn’t know—what he cannot imagine—is that Shenya has always felt him.

    The hush that gathers when Ilya draws near. The faint cold kiss of dusk at the back of his neck. The weight of a gaze that never harms, only aches.

    Shenya’s mother is watchful, fierce with love, the kind that tries to protect beauty by keeping it hidden. If she knew what attention Shenya’s brightness invites, she would bar every door.

    But Shenya doesn’t want to be protected from the dark. He wants to meet it, to embrace it. Wishes to turn and find the man in the shadows looking at him like a prayer.

    He wants to step closer, take that beautiful, lonely darkness by the hand, and teach it how to be warmed from the inside out.

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    02 May 2026

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    HOLY shit

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    Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Centuries pass, nations rise and fall, names change, but Ilya remembers.

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    Hasegawa Shigeru opened his mouth to reply, but Ilya was lost.

    No longer warm, an icy wind cut through rough clothes to bite at the patches of skin that he’d bared to the elements. White snow and black, tall trees. A man trudged beside him, his hood up, his feet sure in the snow. He turned and smiled and Ilya’s heart tipped over with love. Hasegawa Shigeru. It was Shigeru, but dressed in clothing in a style much older than those Ilya had worn on his own shores, but still undoubtedly home.

    Shigeru spoke to him, but not in a language he knew. Old words and old clothes, and an old love, so deep that it brought tears to Ilya’s eyes.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Made me cry 😭

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    [Tweet] @roz81: I am coming moi malyshi. do not get into any strange white vans in meantime

    [Tweet] @roselandrysmistress: Why does he sound like my mother

    [Tweet] @TroyBbaby: Years of practicing and perfecting

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    or the young Centaurs players have made it a goal in life to stress Ilya and Shane out at all times.

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    06 Mar 2026