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    The first bruise doesn’t mean anything. Neither does the second, really.

    Shane is a hockey player. He’s tired because the season’s just ended, he’s aching because he’s spent the better half of it getting slammed into boards and putting up with Ilya’s suicide drills, and his fever is probably just a summer cold he’s picked up from one of teammates kids along the way.

    At least, that’s what they tell themselves.

    or: Ilya starts to think that there might actually be something wrong with his husband.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    Inspired by “Secrets We Kept” by Larissa_liest; A La Netflix movie “Look Two Ways” -- this explores the other version of “Secrets We Kept” - in which Shane does tell Ilya he’s pregnant.

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    Shane Hollander stares at the pregnancy test in his trembling hands. Two pink lines. 

    Unmistakable.

    This was his worst case scenario. Actually, his worst case scenario, which had been the subject of many nightmares over the years, was suffering an injury young, and having to quit hockey before he was able to do everything he wanted. Be everything he wanted. Before he could bring home a cup. 

    But, this was worse. Worse than worst case scenario. A career-ending injury was awful, sure, but he could keep his reputation - be a great player whose journey sadly ended too soon. No one would think of him as anything other than that - a footnote, if anything, in the history books. 

    This…this would have his names splashed across the history books in ways he could never have imagined. The headlines flashed through his head. “Gay Hockey Player Knocked Up”, “Hollander Pregnant - Who’s the Daddy?” “One Got Past the Goalie.”

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    14 Sep 2026

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    “And for the first time in their entire relationship, Ilya had forgotten how to hide.”

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    A divergence from Shane's injury in Episode 5. In this universe, they are playing in Boston when Shane takes a skate to the leg. As the injury nearly kills him, Ilya refuses to leave his side, exposing the secret they've spent years trying to keep hidden.

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    12 Sep 2026

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    Shane is nineteen and straight in a dick-loving way (obviously), until Ilya finds a gift on his left nut... leading him to lose a ball, and in turn, gain an Ilya so much earlier in life. Be warned, this is tough subject matter delivered with the utmost respect... but also a hell of a lot of humor and laughs.

    Come for a ride and see where life could have taken Shane and Ilya if they had figured their shit out at nineteen, and not twenty-six, with a supportive cast of characters and teammates. It will make you laugh, and cry... and get a little gooey.

    PS: Check your balls if you've got 'em

     

    David had refused to let Ilya take an Uber back to the hotel, so now Ilya was trapped in a small SUV, with his blowjob-buddy’s dad, after not only revealing to the poor guy that his son had an appreciation for Russian cock, but also that his balls were all kinds of fucked up. What a Tuesday.

    “He’s going to undersell what’s happening to him.” David said finally, glancing at Ilya. “You’ve seen them, obviously, right?”

    Yes, David Hollander. I’ve fondled your son’s balls and swallowed his cum like it was champagne. “Yes.” Ilya said instead.

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    01 Aug 2026

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    AU - Oct 2021, When Shane Hollander is attacked by bitter former teammates in a locker room, his husband Ilya Rozanov becomes both his rescuer and his anchor through a recovery marked by severe injuries and devastating retrograde amnesia. Determined to fight not only for Shane's physical and cognitive recovery but also for justice, Ilya and Shane's family mobilize a formidable team of legal strategists and crisis managers to expose the NHL's systematic cover-up and dismantle the league that enabled their assault. Through intimate moments of vulnerability, passionate reconnection, and unwavering devotion, Shane and Ilya reconstruct their bond while reclaiming the narrative from those who sought to silence them. Their journey includes reform across professional hockey.
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    TLDR: After a brutal locker room attack leaves Shane Hollander with severe physical injuries and retrograde amnesia, he and his husband, Ilya Rozanov, must navigate the agonizing process of rebuilding their lost marriage while leading a public fight to expose NHL corruption and champion systemic reform with the help of notable characters from Shonda Rhimes created shows.

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    29 Jul 2026