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    He wants the fish to be beautiful, something he can watch for hours, something that will take up space the way Eddie used to, without even trying. A creature that will grow comfortable in its new home, that will explore and settle and stay.

    In the end, he chooses a betta with long, flowing fins, deep blue with streaks of red that catch the light like silk ribbons in water.

    Buck loves him.

    Loves the way he moves through the water, confident and unhurried. Loves the way he turns toward Buck when he leans in, like maybe he sees him too. Loves knowing that for all the loss and loneliness tangled up inside him, there’s something alive here, something he built a home for with his own hands.

    Or; Eddie moves away and Buck spirals, buys a fish, joins the yummy mommies and loses his god damn mind.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    Jack O'Neil received a call in the middle of the night, telling him that the child he had with Margaret Buckley was going to be sent into the foster care system. The only reason he had another child out there was in the hopes that being a sperm donor at his ex-wife's insistence would save the marriage after the death of Charlie. It hadn't and now a few years later, divorced, and secretly dating Daniel Jackson, the two decide to take in the little child that was being abandoned.

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    15 Feb 2025

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    22 Dec 2024

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    It's a common misconception that Buck trained to be a Navy SEAL. For as long as he could remember, flying had been his dream. Most little kids wanted to be a firefighter or an astronaut, but Buck had always wanted to be a pilot.

    He wanted to fly far, far away from home, where his parents’ comments that might as well have been slaps for how badly they stung couldn’t get to him. Flying was his way out. His escape. If he was thousands of feet up in the sky, way up with the clouds, then his parents couldn’t touch him. No one could.

    When Buck got pulled from the reserves just after the lawsuit, it seemed like perfect timing. There was nothing left for him in LA. Not anymore.

    So, it looked like Buck was heading back to Top Gun.

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    19 Oct 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    "Damn it, I hope you come back home"

    - Come Back Home by Sofia Carson/ Cassie Salazar

    Just six months.
    Just six more months until they can be together again.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    After their fight in the store, Eddie's still angry, and that night, he has some more things to say, with his mouth, against Buck's.

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    04 Aug 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 85

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    When Alan Hunley finally finds his soulmate, he's in the middle of tearing apart everything that soulmate cares about. The only way out is forward, and if there's only one gift Alan can give his soulmate, he's going to make it happen.

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    02 Jun 2024

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    Abby was still asleep and he was dozing, so he placed the baby in the cradle the hospital provided and decided to get some sleep while both of his girls were doing the same. But when he woke up, the baby was crying and Abby was nowhere to be found.

    “She left,” One of the nurses explained, “She discharged herself against medical recommendation. Said she couldn’t do this.”

    “Oh,” Buck’s heart broke for the baby. What would happen now?

    “I know you weren’t planning on being a single dad,” The nurse continued, “But we have some resources to help. Otherwise I could get the social worker to discuss adoption options.”

    “She’s not mine,” Buck explained, “Her ex… I don’t even know how to get a hold of him or if he knows.”

    The nurse looked around, “I’ve seen you with her. She needs someone and I think you would be a great dad.”

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    19 May 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 32

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    Nikolai and Alina have had a long day attending to royal duties. Wanting to decompress, they bathe - together.

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    Or, as my best friend put it: "A demon King gets into a bathtub with a Sun Saint. What happens next will SHOCK you!"

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    10 Apr 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 86

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    Nikolai and Alina are fighting to stop the sun from setting on Ravka.
    But it is only in the darkest night that he will need her most.

    Or, a Nikolina stan rewrites the Grisha trilogy.

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    02 Apr 2023

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    It was supposed to be a normal exercise.

    Well, to be fair, it was a normal exercise. They got their asses kicked by their instructor, who Hangman (oh so conveniently) dragged out of the Hard Deck the day before being introduced, as they prepared for their new mission that brought “the best of the best” back to Top Gun.

    Only the aftermath changed everything he ever thought about Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw.
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    a single parent au

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    21 Dec 2022

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    works that take place in my hangster nfl universe.

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    20 Nov 2022

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    A series of Au's, one-shots and head-cannons for top gun, top gun maverick, and the time period between both films.

    tags will change as i add characters and as more chapters are added.

     

    I will begin to upload some of these as individual one-shots and series as well due to there popularity and many comments over the past few months asking for it. Do not ask me which order but i will do my best to keep it in either chronological (originally uploaded) order, or by collective series order.

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    23 Sep 2022

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    Graduation from TOPGUN was one thing. It was great, no question, but it was just the warm-up.

    You hadn't made it, really made it, until you got hitched.

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    29 Aug 2022

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    The cake-tastrophy never happened. Alex and Henry's rivalry just... slowly sizzles out.

    Henry is forced to get married to a suitable woman, but the marriage ends in divorce. Now, Henry tries his best to take care of his daughters as a single parent.

    That's when he gets an invitation from Alex to work together on a charity event.

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    19 Aug 2022

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    Buck, Karen, and Eddie stayed on the couch and talked while the kids settled on the floor to draw. It all felt so wonderfully normal that Eddie found himself forgetting that he hadn’t just closed his eyes in serenity as he leaned against Buck.

    That’s what made the spell breaking so painful.

    “Dad! Look! I drew the firetru- Oh, wait, it’s okay you can see it when you’re all better!” Christopher said it so cheerfully, not even hesitating before going back to swapping out pens with Denny.

    But Eddie felt it like a shot to the chest.

    He couldn’t see his son’s drawings.

    Buck and Karen had barely paused in the conversation, but Eddie could hear how strained it became, both of them obviously knowing exactly how heartbreaking the moment had been. Buck’s arm wrapped more tightly around Eddie’s waist, chin resting on his shoulder.

    losing your sight for a week sucks but at least eddie has buck to guide him through his healing or at least through his own house

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    06 Aug 2022

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    Buddie

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    “Oh,” Greg says, his face falling, “that’s Lucifer.”

    Buck lets out something between a laugh and a cough.

    “Lucifer,” he repeats.

    “It's a long story,” Greg says, tugging on the collar of his polo, his name tag clinking. “He's—not exactly well socialized, and he really, really hates—“ he starts, except he’s interrupted by Eddie’s voice, the first words Buck has heard him say since they dropped Chris off at Hen and Karen's.

    “Hi,” Eddie says, crouching right under the bright red sign – which, now that Buck’s close enough to read it, says DO NOT PET – and reaching his fingers toward the bars.

    “—men,” Greg finishes, his voice weak, frozen mid-step like he’s not sure if he should be hauling Eddie away while there’s still time. “He hates men. Usually.”

    or the one in which healing looks a little like ten pounds of dog with a mean streak.

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    24 Apr 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    Nate's boring work evening just became way more interesting, when Victor 'Sully' Sullivan decided to pay him a visit. If only the fever the man had, wasn't making him act so... out of character.

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    21 Mar 2022

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    Eddie was still not processing, brow furrowed ever more sharply. “There’s something else you’re not saying.”

    Buck inhaled deeply, bracing himself. “Okay, so, you know I’m much loftier now than I was before we met, but Eddie, even now, a sexless marriage just isn’t gonna fly.”

    Eddie’s brow didn’t budge as he angled a glare at Buck, eyes narrowing. He took another hard swig from his bottle, slammed it down on the counter, unceremoniously wiped his mouth, and sighed dramatically before turning back to Buck and responding, indignantly, “You saying you don’t want to have sex with me, Buckley?”

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    Ana called it off with Eddie, citing his rather domestic preexisting relationship with Buck. After some self-assessment, Eddie decides to approach Buck with a proposition---or rather, a proposal.

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    05 Mar 2022

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    “Are you ok?” Buck crouches in front of Eddie.

    Eddie looks down at him, finally meeting his eyes. “No, I don’t think I am,” he chokes out.

    Buck pulls Eddie into a hug. “I’ve got you, Eddie. I’ve got you.”

    Buck just holds him while Eddie sobs into his shoulder.

    A few minutes later Eddie says, “You said that. When you saved me, you said that.”

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    Eddie and Buck go to therapy, learn to actually talk to each other, and build a better life for themselves and Chris in the process.

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    05 Mar 2022

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