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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    After Montreal, Shane believed he had given Ilya something that mattered. Six months of silence later, he begins to wonder if it was ever anything more than something taken.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.

    He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    In another timeline, Shane and Ilya hook up in room 1410, nothing goes wrong, and everything plays out exactly as we know it.

    In this one, Yuna Hollander walks in before Ilya can leave—and the seven-year situationship never gets the chance to start. Instead, through the power of miscommunication, Shane and Ilya start dating in 2010. With better support, they make better decisions. Their rivalry fizzles out before it ever has the chance to fully ignite, replaced instead by a beloved “bromance". In 2015, they come out to the NHL and the world.

    No one believes them.

     

    Or: Somehow, despite Shane and Ilya being out for two years, Scott Hunter is still considered the first openly gay player in the NHL, much to Ilya’s horror.

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    05 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 67

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    Dr. Shane Hollander is a pediatric emergency physician, and one the world’s leading researchers on wilderness medicine. On his third trip to Antarctica, he’s not expecting much to faze him. Then Dr. Ilya Rozanov walks into his clinical room with a laceration and an infuriating smirk.

    Shane thinks he’s above the hookup culture of Mactown. Ilya thinks he is simply in it for the chase. Neither of them expected to fall in love on the Ice. A saga.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.

    It shouldn't have been any different.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    It is.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is one of the best search and rescue specialists in North America. He doesn't do private clients. He doesn't do rich adrenaline junkies with camera crews and a death wish. He does, apparently, do forty thousand dollars when his parents need it badly enough. One week on Karanov's summit should be simple. Assess the snowpack, make the call, go home. Then the storm rolls in, the helicopter can't fly, and Shane is stuck in an eleven by nine foot ranger station with Ilya Rozanov — Olympic gold medalist, professional daredevil, and the most infuriating man Shane has ever met.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane desperately needs a job and applies to be a House Omega, not realizing it is for a member of the Russian mob.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Over the course of three centuries, vampire nobleman Ilya Rozanov has survived the rise and fall of kingdoms and covens alike.

    He does not know if he can survive Shane Hollander's stupid fucking smoothies.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know exactly when he decided he was done hiding and bending over backwards to make other people comfortable. Sometime between going to bed last night and heading to the rink this morning, something in him just gave out.

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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 93

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    Shane Hollander and Rose Landry have gotten engaged after a highly publicized, whirlwind 6 month relationship. Meanwhile, a heartbroken Ilya Rozanov has spent the past 6 months slowly falling into an emotional black hole. A phone call the night of the announcement disrupts everything.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “I want to dance with you.”

    “No.” Ilya said.

    “Yes.” Shane replied.

    “No.” Ilya said again.

    Shane groaned and said “My mom, your boss, told you to look after me while I’m in town and I want to dance. You think I’m safer with some random guy’s hands on me?”

    Ilya knew he pulled a face at that based on Shane’s satisfied expression but Ilya just said again “I am not dancing.”

    “Oh my god you’re so boring. Fine then watch me.” Shane said, and turned around, moving to the dance floor where someone immediately gripped his hips, wrapping their hands around his exposed skin as Shane pushed back against them, his eyes never leaving Ilya’s.

    It wasn’t going to work. Ilya told himself. He was a grown adult, he wasn’t going to be lured into jealousy and possessiveness so easily by a bratty twenty-one year old.

    Or Ilya is Yuna's head of security and tasked with watching her son Shane, for two weeks while he's in Ottawa.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Hayden gets up to move and pats Shane's shoulder on his way out. “Remember the party we're having at our place on Friday, okay?”

    Shane calls out an “okay” just as the front door slams shut behind him.

    He sets his bag down in his room before going to grab a can of coke—Hayden buys them and then ends up drinking Shane's stuff anyway—and walks into the room now occupied by a stranger.

    “Hey,” he calls out to the half hidden figure inside the closet as he sets down the coke on the new desk next to the door. “I don't know if you like coke but I brought you one. I'm Shane by the way.”

    The face that peeks out from behind the closet door makes Shane's eyes widen.

    Holy shit.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    22 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 84

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    In the wake of an explosive, unintended coming-out, Shane Hollander is trying very hard to harden his heart. The plan is simple: survive the off-season, take the Montreal captaincy by the horns, and re-classify Ilya Rozanov as background noise.
    ​Except life without structure is messy, and a detour into the luxury fashion world of Paris shatters the last of his carefully built walls. Surrounded by new friends who see past his hockey persona and a world that accommodates his quietest vulnerabilities, Shane starts to change. But when the puck drops on a new season, the distance between Montreal and Boston feels less like a safety net and more like a countdown.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    It's 2016.

    Shane Hollander. 25. Fresh off his second, consecutive Stanley Cup win. Captain of the Montreal Voyageurs.

    An omega, too, though Hollander would never verbally express how much the media ticked him off whenever reporters bring up that fact despite the hard look in his eyes. The first known omega in the NHL. He was a trailblazer, but not by choice. 6 months prior to the second Stanley Cup win, his team rallied around him when some nosy nurse leaked his medical records to the internet.

    Ilya Rozanov, 19, a rookie with the Boston Bears, and an alpha, can't wait to play against his hero. They say never meet your heroes, but Shane Hollander has always been an exception.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is dating a man.

    The man is not Ilya Rozanov.

     

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    By the second period, it was clear even to fans in the farthest, cheapest seats that something unusual was taking place on the ice.

    “The Centaurs haven’t looked especially in sync all season, but this is something else,” one commentator said. “Rozanov and Barrett do not look like line-mates tonight,” the other commentator agreed, disbelief in his voice.

    “Seems like Rozanov’s forgotten which team he’s playing for.”

    [...]

    It went on like that well into the final period, until Barrett finally had enough. One more snub, one more chirp, one more empty lane Rozanov should have covered, and Troy was on him. Gloves hit the ice.

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    What if Troy Barrett met Shane Hollander first?

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    22 Jun 2026

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    There was something wrong with Shane Hollander.

    He had known it since he was young.

    Most people-most kids, in general-had different hobbies and interests. Their attention drifted from one thing to another. They became fascinated with something for a few weeks, only to abandon it for the next shiny obsession that caught their eye.

    Shane had never been like that.

    When it came to him, there was only ever one thing: hockey.

    Obsessive.

    That was the word most people used when referring to his temperament.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.

    He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.

    Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.

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    22 Jun 2026

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