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    Seven Grackles on a wire, to fall alone is to fly together.

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    An exploration of Ben Solo's gradual devolution into Kylo Ren. Be warned that this series will deal with heavy themes, focusing particularly on cycles of abuse, both physical, verbal, mental, and emotional, as well as boundary violation, grooming for murder, and conditioning from a young age. Take care while reading.

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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Please get away from me. Please get away from me. Please get away from me.

    “I will give you everything in my power, I will give you everything I have, little dove. It’s okay to say no to this, but I will give you everything you’ve ever wanted.”

    “You promise?” She found herself whispering.

    “On my life.” He stood up at this, and his towering figure was scarier to her than it had ever been. She didn’t want this. She wanted to curl up in bed, or call Ben and have him tell her exactly what to do.

    --On Hiatus--

    Rey is a struggling up-and-coming Prima Ballerina. She's attending a performing arts school in NYC that she never thought she'd get into, dancing with a man she knows she doesn't deserve to dance with, and she's falling farther and farther behind her peers with each coming lesson. She's going to do whatever it takes to make it, even if that means some things she doesn't want to do.
    Even when she changes her mind, it doesn't seem like anyone cares anyways.

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    10 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    The disaster of the night, he felt the echo of his family line. It was the night that Ben died, and a horrible, guilty man rose in his stead.

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    I.E. re-writing Ben Solo's past because I have a lot of pent up feelings and this is my outlet

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    10 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    It'd been a long time coming and yet it had never been more unexpected.

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    The one where Jeremiah kissed Bruce but it never made much of a difference anyhow.

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    26 Feb 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 45

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    Bruce is not dealing well with a great many things.

    Jeremiah just happens to be at the top of the list of things he's not dealing with.

    Or maybe, he's just the straw that broke the camel's back.

    Bruce, in the aftermath of 'Ace Chemicals'.

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    08 Mar 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    18 Apr 2023