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    March 2020: Ilya feels suddenly lighter at the possibility of a canceled hockey season.

    He forgot his boyfriend is certifiable.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    There are two rules to remember when you attend the Oscars’ afterparties: don’t trip on the red carpet, and don’t hook up with your best friend in the bathroom.

    Hudson only remembered one of those rules.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Hudson has an itch. It lies somewhere along the lines of ‘is it Ilya or can you really fuck like that?’, and it’s been on his mind for eight months. Because Connor, he is so lovely, and kind, and radiating with joy all the time. But fuck, when his voice gets deep and Hudson thinks about the times on set when he was being gripped by his bare hips and pulled back over and over and over even just for the cameras—

    Yeah. Fuck.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Hudson,” he whispers hoarsely. “We shouldn’t do this, right?” Even though he’s so fucking desperate.

    Hudson’s hands are in his hair, yanking him closer, and he pleas, “Just once, Connor. Just tonight.” He nudges their noses together. “I need you, one time, just to get it out of our systems.”

    “Just tonight?”

    “Yeah,” Hudson nods frantically. “Whatever we want, tonight. Then we move on.”

    It’s not a good idea, but Connor has never wanted anything more in his life.

    “Yeah,” he manages, still panting. “Just tonight.”

    -

    for two best friends, one time felt safe, until it became once a month, but in the end, the heart has its own calendar.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    After a terrible attempt at shooting their first sex scene, Hudson asks Connor to fuck him for real. To improve his acting capabilities, of course.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “Look, I know it’s weird,” Hudson says, drawing too deep a breath, forcing himself past whatever’s knotting him up. “But I think we should hook up.”

    Or Hudson spends a week with Connor in LA.

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    22 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1944

    Mystery Work

    Part of WWAW
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    21 Mar 2026

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    “What are you doing here?"

    He’s thankful his voice doesn’t shake, but he’s trembling. And he knows Ilya notices. Even all these years later, he’s sure he can still read Shane like a fucking book.

    Ilya’s smile softens and he points to the ice, where the player whose eyes had brought Shane back to Before lines up with the other boys.

    “My son."

    Ilya never goes to the cottage. Nearly two decades later, they meet again.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Their rivalry, as history has written it, has finally come to an end.

    "I won," Shane breathes, and the smile, the smile that's been plastered on his face since he scored, grows wider.

    Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “They're cute.”

    “Excuse me, Mr. Hollander?”

    “Your eyes... your eyes look like my husband's.” Shane grimaced. “His are much prettier, obviously.”

    When a very drunk and very sore Shane meets a firefighter from 118 who reminds him a lot of his husband and praises his eyes while Ilya tries to act like he's not dying of jealousy.

    Or, your favorite firefighters in Los Angeles meet your favorite hockey players.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.

    Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Connor tells himself he’ll be fine at the GLAAD awards without Hudson. They’ve been doing their own thing: going to fashion shows, award shows, even getting casted in new films as individuals.

    But Connor being “fine” is the equivalent to texting Hudson every 10 minutes to help fill the void he has been feeling without his person there. He has had to face Francois all night and it’s eating him alive having to do it alone.

    Little does he know, Hudson has been planning from the start to fill the void in a different way.

    Or: Connor is anxious without Hudson at the GLAAD awards, Hudson surprises him at the afterparty, and tension leads to a night in Hudson’s hotel room.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is supposed to be supporting his boyfriend as he wins his fourth Stanley Cup. Only, he doesn't show, and Shane is greeted by a missed call and one voicemail when the game is over.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Connor said he's the better kisser at the Golden Globes, Hudson wants to show his full potential.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Hudson’s worst nightmare: the elevator breaks down with no one there to help but his co-star, Connor—

    (“Great, ‘m doing great, Con. I can hold it,” Hudson defends, not wanting to admit how close he is to peeing himself, but Connor must read it in his face anyways because he takes another step closer.

    “What- what are you doing?”

    “Relax, covering you from the cameras, baby.”)

    —oh, and Hudson desperately needs to pee.

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    08 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 27

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    Connor and Hudson escape to a dressing room in the middle of an ad break at SNL.

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    2,959

    08 Mar 2026

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