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Buck moves in on a Saturday. It’s a small house, but that’s okay. With each successive move Buck had gotten rid of more and more belongings. He doesn’t have much left at this point.
Eddie helps him move boxes and furniture from storage to his truck and from his truck into his new house. With a lunch break, the entire process only takes three hours. It’s all a bit anticlimactic. Eddie offers to help him unpack, since they have so much time, but the idea settles too heavy in Buck’s stomach. Moving boxes is one thing. Moving in is something else entirely.
This is the first place that Buck has ever lived in that he picked out for himself. He’s feeling a little precious about that. He doesn’t want someone else to decide which drawer his utensils should be in. He’s had enough of other people telling him where to put things.
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Buck buys a fixer-upper, grieves Bobby, and works through his loneliness. Tommy helps.- Language:
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13 Sep 2025
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Buck knows a lot of random trivia. Tommy falls in love with him one fact at a time.
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06 Sep 2025
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The lightning strike left Buck with more than just residual math skills, but it takes him a while (and the help of some friends) to figure them out.
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27 Aug 2025
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"Evan," Tommy says, and the brittle look on his face makes Buck stop laughing right then and there. "What's going on?"
"Oh, you know," Buck says. "I'm being evicted."
Buck doesn't find a new home. He makes it.
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14 Jun 2025
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let's hold on to each other above everything else (I'll keep us together whatever it takes) by wikiangela
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Apr 2025
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A few days after they hook up, Buck finally calls Tommy.
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19 Apr 2025
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“Want you to fuck me,” Evan says. He pulls away from Tommy’s shoulder and looks Tommy in the eye. “Want you inside of me.”
Tommy should ask if he’s sure. Tommy should remind him that Eddie is just down the hall, and that even as tired as he looked, there’s no way he’s fallen asleep in the maybe five minutes that have passed since Evan left him. Tommy should tease Evan for never being able to stay quiet when he’s getting fucked, and Tommy should propose that they do something else.
He should. But all of his blood runs south at the thought of staking such an unmistakable claim on Evan; at leaving Eddie with no doubts about just how good Evan is getting it from Tommy.
“I can do that,” Tommy agrees readily.
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Eddie is back for the weekend and Tommy stakes a claim.Series
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18 Apr 2025
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“Bed, now,” Buck pants, hands dropping down to fumble with Tommy’s belt until he’s ripping it from the loops with practised ease.
“Uh, Evan,” Tommy pauses, blinking around the room aimlessly, “where exactly is the bed?”
“Floor,” Buck answers, far too preoccupied with sliding his hand into Tommy’s jeans and pawing at his cock to care about something as trivial as shame. “Haven’t, uh, had the time to set things up yet.”
Buck and Tommy have some casual, definitely not at all ill-advised, ex-sex: an 8.11 coda.
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30 Mar 2025
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If the only reason he isn’t rotting in the ruins of a department store in Encino is because of the sense of duty of a rookie he’s tormented from the moment they met, then Tommy shouldn’t be here right now.
Statistically, karmically, cosmically, like he’s always known in the back of his mind, Tommy was never supposed to make it out of that mall. An insignificant man dying in an insignificant place—his fate finally unfurled. Any other American man burned and buried in the belly of any other American strip mall, the two of them indiscernible archetypes of their kind.
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Tommy’s life has been a horror movie, but loving Evan is like a romantic comedy.
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29 Mar 2025
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Buck and Tommy have a much needed conversation.
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21 Mar 2025
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Re: Support Ticket #922845 by pagemelt
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
08 Feb 2025
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From: Henry ([email protected])
To: Alex ([email protected])You might be my most maddening client to date, did you know? And I’m in tech support, so that’s saying quite a lot. But fine. I beseech thee, internet stranger! Revealeth to me your deepest secrets! In addition to yours being my most irritating open ticket, it’s also my most interesting. Funny how those qualities so often go hand-in-hand.
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In which Henry works in tech support, and Alex opens a ticket about his bi panic.
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17 Feb 2025
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Ever After Era by badmetaphors, gleefulfoxes
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, The Charm Offensive - Alison Cochrun
22 Dec 2023
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The Super Six watching the Ever After finale as told by their group chat and the aftermath on Twitter
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01 Feb 2025
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This Is More of a Comment Than a Question by caterpills
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
29 Nov 2024
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Three weeks before Henry Fox's tour for his fourth, highly anticipated, awards-bait novel A Brief War in December begins, his publicist Janella breaks her foot on a bunny slope at Windham.
Alex can't be mad at her, even though he kind of is. Saying it out loud would be like kicking her when she was down, and she already went down a literal mountain in the worst way possible.
Now crammed in Rafael Luna's corner office, Janella is shooting Alex extremely apologetic looks while slumped on her crutches, wearing a bright orange cast. The conversation about who is going to be joining Henry Fox on his multi-city trek across the U.S. is also going downhill. Alex is feeling the same sort of free fall while standing still.
Because out of all the publicists available in their tiny underfunded department, the only one left to escort their company's best-selling author is regrettably him.
The problem is, well, Alex absolutely hates Henry Fox.
Or: Alex is the publicist for Mountchristen Publishers, and is stuck on a two-week tour with their best-selling, but frustrating, author Henry Fox.
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UPDATE: complete and now with art!
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25 Jan 2025
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By the end of his speech, tears are falling from Buck’s chin to where his hands are still stuck, half-reaching out for Tommy’s. “I’m so sorry,” Buck whispers, with his stupid big eyes and his stupid big heart and of course he looks absolutely gutted, because he’s never felt anything but the full weight of everyone else’s emotions, “I had no idea. You never told me.”
“I didn’t tell you a lot of things,” Tommy says, “And I regret it. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Buck assures him, a tinge of desperation on his tongue, “I—I—I forgive you. I wasn’t there for the first bit, but I’m here now, and—and whatever you need, whatever the—the baby needs, I’ll do it.”
“You’re gonna be such a good dad,” Tommy smiles, and this is the part he knew was going to hurt. This is the part he almost couldn’t stomach. This is the part he knows he has to do more than anything else. “That’s why I’m relinquishing parental rights. The baby’s going to be yours—just yours.”
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27 Nov 2024
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Evan runs a hand through his hair. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” Tommy says, clearing his throat against the slight tickle. “I’m okay. Think I’ve just got a small cold coming on or something.”
Evan frowns and feels his forehead. “You don’t feel warm.”
“It’s okay,” Tommy assures him. “It’s probably nothing.”
“Okay,” Evan says eyeing him a little skeptically. “You’d tell me if it wasn’t?”
“Sure,” Tommy answers, avoiding Evan’s eyes as he takes another sip.
Or: Tommy ends up with a cold and finds he has more people in his corner than he realized.
Takes place any time after 8x05: Masks.
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07 Nov 2024
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"Let daddy take care of you now, okay?”
Evan smiles, soft and small. “Yes, daddy.”
Tommy kisses him again. He wants to fuck Evan, wants to watch his skin turn pink with pleasure and his eyes roll back, but he’s addicted to Evan’s kisses—the way those plush lips press against his own, the way Evan’s tongue feels right at home in Tommy’s mouth; pushing the taste of Evan into him over and over again and overwhelming his senses. He’s never liked kissing as much as he likes kissing Evan. He’s never been in love before. Not like this.
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27 Oct 2024
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And that’s what drives Chimney up the wall about the whole thing: Buck doesn’t seem to know he likes men. Chim knows this for a fact because Buck 1.0 had told detailed stories about his sex life, and not once was there a man involved. He’s completely oblivious.
So when Chimney introduces Eddie and Buck to Tommy Kinard, and Buck physically trips over his own feet and introduces himself as ‘Evan’ to his own evident confusion, all Chimney can think is 'Here we go again.'
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Chimney has always known Buck isn't straight. He watches as Buck finally learns this about himself after meeting Tommy.Bookmarked by insecuregodcomplex
11 Oct 2024
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Camboy!Alex series
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29 Jul 2024
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The Consequences (of our Actions) by AnchoredArchangel
Fandom: Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
07 Dec 2025
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It starts, like so many things in Alex’s life, with a list.
A list, a prince, an NDA, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and a night better than any of the fantasies that preceded it. No consequences. That was the whole point.
Except, like so many things in Alex’s life, it isn’t that simple.
Illicit rendezvous, heartfelt phone calls, transatlantic flights, nights that change them… and a morning that changes everything.
And that’s just how it starts.
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30 Jun 2024
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ain't got a problem with provocative (i wanna be close to you) by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
19 Jul 2024
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Alex has somehow made it into the most elite sex club on this side of the city, and so far he’s gawked at one (1) naked man—a downright gorgeous man, in his defense—from a distance and gone non-verbal and introspective on a couch by himself.
Truly riveting stuff.
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24 Jun 2024
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Alex Claremont-Diaz has done it again. The Texas-born singer-songwriter released his fourth studio album second skin Thursday at midnight. Full of Claremont-Diaz’s signature lyricism, critics are praising the album for the cohesive image it paints. second skin is the result of a young writer at the top of his game, and every lyric depicts for the listener a picture of a sun-drenched secret romance. Fans are clamoring to be the first to uncover the mystery girl at the center of it all, although Claremont-Diaz remains tight-lipped on the subject…
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Or: Alex Claremont-Diaz is a singer-songwriter rising up in the music industry. Henry Fox is the shining star of an acting empire.
This is a love story.- Language:
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Bookmarked by insecuregodcomplex
13 Apr 2024