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Ilya's been getting migraines since he was a teenager, and he's gotten very good at hiding them. But now that he and Shane are spending more time together, hiding isn't an option - and Shane's autistic panic about symptoms that "can't possibly be normal" would be funny if Ilya didn't feel like his head was splitting open. Eventually, Shane calms down enough to become exactly what Ilya needs: someone who understands sensory overwhelm.
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- Part 8 of heated rivalry sickfics
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09 Feb 2026
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When Shane gets hit with norovirus during a road trip, Ilya learns that "ginger ale" means a dozen different brands in America, and Shane's already-specific food requirements become absolutely non-negotiable. Sometimes love means three different stores at 2am and finally understanding why "close enough" will never be good enough.
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- Part 5 of heated rivalry sickfics
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08 Feb 2026
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I want to share your mouthful by Potatogirrrl
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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He didn’t even realize when he did it, but his fingers were covering his ears by the time all the conversations in the room died down, countless pairs of eyes searching for the source of the disruption. Shane felt like he would throw up any minute.
He pushed his hands harder against his ears when the waiter started apologising to him, his face painted in panic as he promised he didn’t mean to. He couldn’t have been more than twenty years old, and Shane would have reassured him if his teeth wouldn’t have been grinding together to the point that it made his jaw hurt. He needed to get away from there - before everyone would notice that he was seconds away from crying, before his body would betray him and make him slide to the sticky floor. But his legs just wouldn’t work.
“Malysh,” cooed a familiar, warm voice, low enough just for Shane to hear. All the lights and stares were blocked by a slightly taller figure and Shane trusted himself to make eye contact with baby blues. Ilya. “You’re dripping on floor.”
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Shane has a meltdown and Ilya takes care of his husband.
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08 Feb 2026
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Compromise by Matchahaterfrv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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Shane gets prescribed pills for his general anxiety and Ilya freaks almost the fuck out.
But they make it work for both.
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08 Feb 2026
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“There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”
Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?
“Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."
For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.
Positive.
Pregnancy panel.
Then, all at once, they crashed into him.
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Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.
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08 Feb 2026
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Generational Sin by UglyGreenJacket
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Who did this to you?” he seethes, barely recognizing his own voice as blood pounds in his ears.
Shane doesn’t answer. Just shakes his head as he stumbles forward, crashing into Ilya with what little strength he has left.
Ilya’s arms come up immediately to hold him, to cradle him in the circle of his arms. But the question remains on his lips, and he repeats it, the words still laced with venom. “Who did this to you?”
“I don’t want to tell you,” he says. “You’ll kill him.”
“You are fucking right, I will kill him,” Ilya says, his hand coming up to wipe a bead of blood from Shane’s face.
“I’m not worth that,” Shane responds, and Ilya immediately wants to counter that he’s worth all of that and more. There’s nothing that even remotely compares. And anyone who dares to do so much as lay a finger on Shane Hollander will have to answer to him and the wrath of everything he has at his disposal.
“Shane,” he says, softer this time, hoping maybe a shift in tone will lead him to what he needs. “Who did this?”
Shane pulls back slightly, his face devastated as he says, “Your brother.”
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A mafia AU
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07 Feb 2026
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Could've Been Worse by junevirginia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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April 2017: Metros vs. Raiders. Marleau comes out of nowhere, and Shane is busy looking at Ilya. The events are hazy, but Shane remembers the cold ice on his cheek and Ilya's voice.
Shane's injury is worse. Almost the worst it can be, and he feels like his world is crashing down around him. Is his career over? Will he get better? Shane is scared, confused, and in pain, and he all he wants is Ilya.
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07 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander gets rushed off the ice and to the hospital when he’s injured in the middle of a game. The concussion and broken collarbone were bad enough, but the mysterious spot that showed up on his x-ray was much scarier.
He knows the relationship between him and Ilya Rozanov needs to stay a secret, but Shane can’t resist calling him from the hospital. He’s surprised by the concern in Ilya’s voice, and even more surprised to find him at his bedside when he wakes up the next morning.
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07 Feb 2026
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How Can I Live With That? by aghu12
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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Tonight was the night. They rode in the back of a car to the Ottawa club together, feeling nervous with neither speaking. This would be their first public outing as a couple, together, when everyone knew.
Shane’s anxiety is through the roof but Ilya’s presence always finds a way to calm it.
As long as Ilya was with him the whole night; where was he?
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07 Feb 2026
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Salt, Sweat, Sugar on the Asphalt by SurelyMeretricious for Loren092
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
31 Jan 2026
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Chay had skipped part of the way home, feeling too giddy to be embarrassed. Blasting the latest Wik album, he loudly sang along as he made dinner. He knew Porsche would be home late, as usual, but Chay wanted to stay up to share the news. He, Porchay Kittisawat, had finally been asked out!
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Based on a prompt by the lovely Loren092
What if when Chay asked Kim to be his tutor, Chay was in a relationship? What if his boyfriend started getting abusive after Kim starts hanging around Chay all the time?....Series
- Part 3 of From Me to You, Loren092
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06 Feb 2026
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Why won't you love me? by Srsly_bro
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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Shane was hurting and it was more than just the bruises and aches littering his body. More than all of that was the hurt of what the Metros had done. He couldn’t stop replaying the last time he had been in this building with all of them. He couldn’t stop hearing his teammates accusing him of throwing the game for Ilya, saying he fell on purpose. All he could feel was his heart fracturing inside his chest.
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Shane Hollander was betrayed and abandoned by the team he gave his entire youth to and it did more damage than he realized
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02 Feb 2026
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It's the first game between Ottawa and Montreal since Shane transferred. Montreal's new center is out for blood, and when he manages to get under Shane's skin, Hollander surprises them all.
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01 Feb 2026
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My Honey’s Heart is Blue and a Second Offbeat by SK_Morello
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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Ilya has always been the protective one - the one willing to start fights on and off the ice for his man. His reputation as a chirpy arsehole works hand in hand with his fearlessness to protect Shane from the worst of the backlash when they start their first season together at Ottawa.
Until he’s the one that needs protecting
(Or: 5+1 of Ilya Rozanov being ride-or-die for Shane, and the time that Shane punched a rookie for his husband in return)
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01 Feb 2026
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violence is a love language by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Feb 2026
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NHL golden boy Shane Hollander has spent his entire life being perfect — the ideal captain, the flawless teammate, the face of the franchise. He’s also spent his entire life hiding.
When a chance encounter in a New York club leads him to Ilya Rozanov, Shane discovers what it means to finally let go. The problem? Ilya isn’t just confident, wealthy, and dangerously attractive. He’s also the heir to the Russian Bratva’s North American empire.
What starts as one reckless weekend becomes something neither of them expected: real, consuming, and worth protecting at any cost — even when that cost includes bodies, lies, and a secret that could destroy everything Shane has built.
Twenty-five years, three Stanley Cups, countless threats, and one question: how far will you go for the person who makes you feel like yourself?
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01 Feb 2026
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Not His Hands by ompalompap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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“Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”
The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.
Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.
Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.
Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.
That’s… not-
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Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.
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01 Feb 2026
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When an illegal hit leaves Shane motionless on the ice, Ilya snaps right in front of the league and the national television, leaving no room left for deniability.
Rivals are supposed to hate each other.
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01 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander was the legendary figure skater everyone knew; his photo inspired young skaters who dreamed of growing up to be just like him.
But the ice was treacherous. A single misplaced jump took everything from him—even his ability to hear the world around him, to feel the sounds and follow them with every glide across the arena. The change was stark: the televised fall, the blood staining his costume that day, the ringing in his ears, the headaches. Everything had become strange.
Ilya Rozanov was the opposite of the delicacy Shane possessed on the ice. He was rough, aggressive, skating as if his life depended on it—because it was the only thing that kept him alive. The ice had given him everything, just as it had taken everything from Hollander.
It was never part of his plan for that skater’s gaze to completely alter his own view of life.
And Shane Hollander never expected the ice to give his life back to him—in the form of a person.Bookmarked by jeffscode
01 Feb 2026
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"There's one thing we're going to make sure of," said the masked man, ignoring Shane's pleading. He pointed the gun to Shane's kneecap. "You're never going to play hockey again."
And fired.
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The one where Crowell is much more sick, twisted, and homophobic than Shane or Ilya could have dreamed.
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Shane is brutally attacked in his Montreal apartment days after going public with Ilya.
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31 Jan 2026
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Shane's relationship with food is complicated and Ilya is a concerned husband.
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- Part 1 of in sickness and in health
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26 Jan 2026
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Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again.
“Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."
“That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”
“No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.”
“Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”
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- Part 4 of Heated Rivalry
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26 Jan 2026