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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
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27 Mar 2026
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the courtship of ilya rozanov by cherrydialectic
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.
Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.
Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.
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26 Mar 2026
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I know better now by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Shane meets Ilya in Tampa for closure – he knows he’s gay now, and also knows he wants something serious, committed, reliable. He’s ready to end things neatly and conclusively. Ilya is going to have to accept that.
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25 Mar 2026
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the tricks out of our sleeves by outherenow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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“Is Boston even interested.”
Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.
“Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.
Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.
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24 Mar 2026
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Order and Chaos by songsaremylife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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And at the occasional moments when Rosanov was asked what his inspiration was, he would quickly glance around the room and simply say he had a muse. A beautiful muse he kept drawing pure inspiration from. The way he said it was very easy too, too soft and too real. As if it were obvious as day. That this inspiration was so beautiful that anyone questioning where he draw imagination from was blind.
More for him to soak up to anyways he would say, he didn't like to share at all. He liked to be the only recipient of this pure stream of sunshine.☼Ilya Rozanov invites Shane Hollander to his house parties every week. Shane never shows up (except for that one time)
☼Shane hangs up a call sheet, looking to find male models for a nude painting he is drawing. (he finds that every other name is crossed out by the same pen that Ilya Rozanov's name is written)
☼Shane is very sure about the place he holds in Ilya's life. (and hates whoever the fuck his muse is)
☼Shane spends his life avoiding mess (apart from his holy devotion to a certain mess of curls and 'no tomorrows')
AU: Where Shane and Ilya are students in a prestigious art university in Ontario
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24 Mar 2026
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Ilya doesn't go to the cottage. Because Shane deserves to be with someone he doesn't have to smuggle into Canada. Shane deserves to be loved out loud.
Shane deserves someone better than Ilya.
So he slowly pushes him away... into the arms of another man.
For years, Ilya believes Shane is happier without him.
Until he receives a wedding invitation and everything changes.
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23 Mar 2026
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Throughout time by Mariann (Andywood44)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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“Ilya Rozanov?” Shane breathe escapted him when the other player turned to face him. “Shane Hollander. I-I wanted to introduce myself.” God Rozanov is hot. Shane pushed away the thought and powered through his introduction. “I’m–I’m sure you're not supposed to smoke here.” Why did he say that?!
“Ok.”
Shane wanted to run away, to pretend he never did this, and meet for the first time on the ice. “You're an amazing player to watch.” He finally said to avoid the awkward silence. He doesn't do this. Shane tried to focus his gaze on Rozanov’s face. “Anyways– I should go…they’re waiting for me. But– um, good luck in the tournament.”
Or
Shane has known he was gay since he was 17. He’s good at hiding it but maybe he doesn’t want to with Ilya.
Or smut…
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23 Mar 2026
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Til I Forgot What I Felt in the First Place by lucianowriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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What if Ilya's father discovered Shane and Ilya in a compromising position during the Sochi Olympics?
Ilya is forced to play for the KHL after the Sochi Olympics and he loses touch with Shane. Then, when his father dies suddenly 2 years later, Ilya is able to return to the NHL as a player for the Ottawa Centaurs.
When he returns what does that mean for him and Shane? Is Ilya even the same person he was before he left?
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23 Mar 2026
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Rozanov turns to face him fully and nods at Shane’s own aching cock, urging him, inviting him to join. Shane’s mouth has gone dry and he swallows thickly as he looks behind Rozanov at the entrance to the showers.
“Is just us here,” Rozanov says in a low voice. “No one’s coming.” His thumb grazes the swollen head of his cock. “Well…I mean, I will, but you can too.”
In an embarrassingly weak moment, Shane Hollander gives in to his desires in a dingy shower room with Ilya Rozanov. Craving for more, they make plans that the universe seems hell bent on thwarting each and every time.
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23 Mar 2026
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sue me, i wanna be wanted by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Mar 2026
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Ilya grinned smugly. “Fine. That is what I thought. Let me fuck you, Shane, I promise it will be so much better than fine.”
“Why are you so obsessed with me?”
“You are pretty. And I like a challenge.”
“Asshole,” Shane spat.
“I get off at eleven. Come home with me tonight.”
“Fuck you. I’m not cheating on my boyfriend.”
Ilya hooked his lip between his teeth, looking Shane up and down like a predator. “...Okay. Let me have your number.”
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Shane never meant to get caught up in this situation. Ilya Rozanov was a damn asshole. He was just also really, really hot.
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21 Mar 2026
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Shane’s a slut. He has a list of boyfriends. They can’t satisfy him sexually. Obviously, Ilya can.
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20 Mar 2026
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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14 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.
Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.
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12 Mar 2026
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Isn’t it messed up (how I’m just dying to be him?) by l8vies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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“If he’s internally decapitated, he’s dead,” Shane huffs, tossing his arm out at the television. “Why are they saying they can save him?”
Ilya chuckles. “Doctor Hollander, huh?”
“I’d be a great doctor, thank you,” Shane quips back.
“Not one of these doctors. You would be a great ear doctor, or something. Whatever doctor is most boring.”
“Oh, fuck you!” Shane mock-gasps at him, kicking a pillow into his side. Ilya cracks up, smacking Shane’s thigh lightly.
This is fine, Shane thinks. It was a one-time thing. We’re okay.
But later, when he’s in bed, that feeling, the one he had when he first saw Ilya kissing Sasha, comes back.
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Shane thinks he’s homophobic because he hates Ilya’s male hookup.
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12 Mar 2026
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Teacher's Pet by rosy_blossom
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Freshman athlete Shane Hollander begins an illicit affair with his older, married professor, Ilya Rozanov.
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11 Mar 2026
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David was right about the chemistry, Shane & Ilya get together for the first time at the All-Star Game in Tampa Bay.
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08 Mar 2026
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Boyfriend Material by wicherwill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov never thought he'd need a reputation as a Good Boy. But while he's trying to be the figurehead for You Can Play and regain his spot with the Centaurs, he keeps ending up with unwanted headlines. All he needs is a few months of good press (or no press) so he can focus and get back on track after a series of self-imposed spirals.
Enter Canada's Shane Hollander. Stunningly handsome, newly out, and effortlessly put together, Shane is successful, a Good Canadian Boy, and has never appeared in a scandal mag even once. In other words, he's perfect fake boyfriend material and exactly what Ilya needs to appear respectable.
It's the ideal, mutually beneficial agreement.
OR, the heavily Boyfriend Material-inspired rewrite featuring Ilya and Shane.
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07 Mar 2026
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Feel the Rush by Adriconrad
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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After giving himself to Ilya as congratulations for receiving the MVP award, the Russian goes months without texting or responding to anything from Shane. Being used and discarded hurts--much more than it should for just a situationship centered around sex. So after trouncing Boston in their own barn and seeing Twitter light up with the most recent image of Rozanov with a new female conquest, Shane locks himself in his hotel room alone with just himself, his noise cancelling headphones, and his sparkly, purple, ten-inch vibrating dildo to feel something again. At least that's what he intends to do. He doesn't realize his mistake until J.J. returns to their unlocked shared room and finds Shane taking it silicone-balls deep. The chain of events that follows were both surprising and fully expected.
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06 Mar 2026
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is just ten year plan to fuck by akatomlinson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
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02 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollandar is campus royalty: hockey captain, fraternity president and everyone’s favorite golden boy.
He’s also completely clueless about how to lock down the man he wants.
In an attempt to secure a relationship, he agrees to learn how to satisfy his dream boyfriend from the one person who knows exactly what he needs to do.
And yes, that person happens to be his dream man’s current hookup.
And yes, that person also happens to be Ilya Rozanov.
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01 Mar 2026