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    After DC, the world keeps on turning.

    Steve faces the aftermath of the fight with HYDRA and the fall of SHIELD, and tries not to lose himself in this new, empty world where Bucky Barnes is alive and doesn’t remember who he is.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    Exquisite. A masterpiece. A love letter to loss, grief, and the ugly parts in between.

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    The biggest lies are usually the ones we tell ourselves, and Steve has been telling lots of lies, especially lately. That in spite of how he can’t stop chewing his fingernails bloody, the never ending nightmares chasing him out of bed, and the way merely seeing ice sends him into a panic, he’s fine.

    But when his latest mission with The Avengers goes horribly wrong, Steve can no longer keep lying, not even to himself.

    Diagnosed with PTSD and placed on medical leave, initially Steve is resentful, stubbornly refusing the idea there’s anything that can make it better. Until Sam suggests a Service Dog, and introduces him to James Buchanan Barnes, a fellow vet and trainer who swears one of his dogs can help, if only Steve can summon enough bravery to take a leap of faith and accept a four-legged companion in his life.

    What follows is a long and winding journey of fear, doubt and self-recrimination. But also hope, acceptance and redefining what it means to be a hero, as Steve finally faces the issues that have been haunting him his entire life.

    There is also a lot of fur, conversations with dogs, and a cross-country road trip, as Steve rebuilds his life and maybe, just maybe, falls in love along the way.

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    03 Feb 2025

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    "The harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly; 'tis dearness only that gives everything its value. I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection." -Thomas Paine

    Through a BDSM power exchange, 21st century veterans Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes find their way home, together.

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    03 Feb 2025

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    At a pivotal point in his recovery, Bucky is abducted and forced to act as the Winter Soldier for a SHIELD that is spiraling into the dark side. This won't stop him from pursuing his goal: in the year 2016, times finally being what they are, Bucky has a very important question he wants to ask Steve...

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    03 Feb 2025

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    After being labeled a permanent threat to society due to the trigger words in his head, Bucky is facing spending the rest of his life in a cell. In a desperate bid for freedom, he comes up with a drastic proposal: he’ll permanently give up his sight and hearing.

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    03 Feb 2025