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“Yeah, you look like shit,” Dean’s other friend Charlie, another sub, says. “When’s the last time you went down?”
Dean tries not to bristle at the words, knowing his friend means well. It’s a perfectly acceptable question, but he’s tired of people thinking every time he has a bad day it’s just because he isn’t fulfilling his ’submissive needs.’ He had tried it. Submitting, trying to match with a Dom.
That hadn't ended well. He'd much rather muscle through it than go through that bullshit again.
“None of your friggin business, that’s when,” he says, lifting his head indignantly. “And you’re wrong. I’m adorable.”
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19 Jun 2021
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Living with Dean is easy, at first. It's slow and sweet. After all, they're in love, constantly in each other's space in Castiel's tiny apartment. For a moment, it feels like a dream.
Soon, though, it turns out things are not as they seem.
A change in omega laws has them questioning more than just their relationship. Castiel gets blindsided by his feelings and does things he regrets. And Dean... well. Living with Dean is not easy. Not at all.Series
- Part 2 of not great with words
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17 Jun 2021
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14 Jun 2021
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Mystery Work
Part of ANONHC
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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23 May 2021
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Dean knew it was his own fault that his alpha's treated him terribly. It had to be his own fault. Both of his alpha's were his own flesh and blood, and neither one had treated him right in the end. So despite all the physical ailments of not having an alpha bond, he refused to enter another alpha bond. His Alpha Rejection Syndrome (ARS) was getting worse, but it wasn't worth the risk.
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- Part 1 of Bonds
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06 May 2021
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Castiel is dead. Dean knows it, he has seen him be stabbed right in front of his eyes, has felt his grace slowly bleed out, had touched the cold body after.
And now he has to watch him burn, disolve into nothingness in front of his eyes.
There's a heavy weight in his chest and a heavier one in his arms. The first is grief, the second is the baby that Cas choose to die for. (Dean hates Jack for it.) But now, this tiny baby who will one day be the most powerful being in the universe is the only thing he has left of Castiel.
How does one go about it, how does one raise the child that killed the person most important for you?
Well, the evolution of it goes something like this: with some resentment, a lot of healing and more love that you thought possible.Bookmarked by jperry
10 Apr 2021
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29 Mar 2021
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12 Mar 2021
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Dean didn't know what he was expecting when he finally went to college, but he definitely wasn't expecting his roommate to be- well, like he is. Castiel is weird, funny, and kind of dorky. He's also a creature, though Dean doesn't know what, and the longer they spend sharing a room the stranger Cas' behaviour gets.
He's completely normal around everyone else, but Dean seems to be his exception.
What is Cas? And why does he seem to care about Dean so much?
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28 Feb 2021
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5 years ago Evan Buckley disappeared from his sisters life without a trace or word. Maddie has moved on with her life. She has moved to L..A, has a wonderful boyfriend, and a new found family here. She's never forgotten her brother though. She's surprised when she discovers her brother has been working as a nurse in L.A. General's Emergency Room. The sibling's relationship is going to need a lot of mending, but maybe Buck will find his equilibrium along the way.
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14 Feb 2021
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5 years ago Evan Buckley disappeared from his sisters life without a trace or word. Maddie has moved on with her life. She has moved to L..A, has a wonderful boyfriend, and a new found family here. She's never forgotten her brother though. She's surprised when she discovers her brother has been working as a nurse in L.A. General's Emergency Room. The sibling's relationship is going to need a lot of mending, but maybe Buck will find his equilibrium along the way.
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14 Feb 2021
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Dean’s a Sentinel who is perfectly fine not having a Guide, no matter what Sam says. But when he meets Sam’s friend Castiel, he discovers not only a compatible Guide but a friend he’s desperate to keep.
Dean needs to make it through his Ph.D. in one piece, and that means keeping a lid on his Sentinel abilities that threaten to run wild unless he keeps them under control. Dean’s methods of control are dubious at best, but Castiel is compelled to use his own skills as a Guide to help Dean deal with his abilities, even if Dean doesn’t think he deserves the help.
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11 Jan 2021
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The weight of silence is heavy on Dean's shoulders as he learns to live a new kind of life in Heaven. In classic Winchester-style, despite being in a place that isn't supposed to have pain and suffering, Dean rebels against it by being straight-up fucking miserable.
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07 Dec 2020
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06 Dec 2020
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Before Jack fades into a glowing light in the middle of the crowded street, Dean has one last demand. The kid owes them, dammit.
“You’re bringing him back, right? Cas?”
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- Part 1 of miracles 'verse
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27 Nov 2020
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Castiel Novak was twenty when he lost his best friend. After five years of searching with no results, he was almost ready to give up.
But a call in the middle of the night changes everything.
His best friend is alive, and waiting.
The joy is tempered by grief when he learns that Dean is mute, and nearly catatonic, unresponsive to anyone who tries to talk to him.
With no idea what happened, or how to help, recovery may not be easy, but he plans to be there every step of the way.
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23 Nov 2020
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Dean’s masters, Michael and Lucifer, have killed each other. It’s not exactly out of character for them, but it means that their omega-pet changes hands with the rest of their property, inherited by their younger brother Castiel, an Alpha who has never wanted a pet and who doesn’t want Dean, either. Problem is, he has to keep him, at least until the investigation into the double murder is closed. Owned by an Alpha who’d much rather get rid of him? Dean doesn’t think it bodes well for him.
A story in which Dean’s expectations get shattered because Castiel turns out to be unlike any Alpha he’s ever met, and in which Castiel figures out that the rules can’t answer every question and sometimes you have to make it up as you go.
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22 Nov 2020
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When Dean Winchester's dad dies, he goes to live with his Uncle Bobby in his dad's hometown. His dad always hated the place, and never let Dean visit. Dean didn't know it was because werewolves were there. He also didn't know he has a dormant gene that will be triggered if he goes near werewolves, turning him into an omega.
Castiel Novak is going to be the next alpha of his pack when his dad steps down or dies. That’s his biggest concern. But one chance encounter in a grocery store where he gets a whiff of a beautiful unmated male omega – something incredibly rare – changes his whole world.
Dean and Castiel have to navigate first love, dark family histories, and Dean’s panic as he realizes the supernatural exists and he’s included in the population. Between high school drama, a surprise heat, and a lot of notes being passed between classes, Dean has to figure out if he can accept this new world order so he can let himself be happy with the boy he loves, and Cas has to figure out how to be patient… true mates be damned.
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21 Nov 2020
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Cas was going to heal from the wounds inflicted by the Empty, stay human, grow old, and die, and all Dean wanted was the privilege to stay and watch.
Dean pulled out the final item, although it was arguably the most important one: a bottle of whiskey.
“I’m not drinking that.”
“Oh, yes you are, angel. And do you know why?”
“I’m not an angel anymore.”
“You’ll always be an angel to me. Yup, you’re going to drink it, and you’re going to like it, because, guess what? It’s finally time you and I talked.”
Fix-it fic. Post 15x19 Inherit the EarthBookmarked by jperry
15 Nov 2020
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Dean didn’t think, even in his filthiest imaginings, that Cas would sound like this in bed—loud, eager, easy with it. He doesn’t give a fuck who hears him enjoying himself. Though maybe Dean should have known. It’s not like Cas has ever once held back on anything he ever wanted to say or do—
Didn’t he?
(Not quite an episode coda for S15e18 per se, but more a "what comes after.")
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14 Nov 2020