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Jeongin was completely comfortable with the fact that his dad’s love came in the form of cheese buldak and mint chocolate chip ice cream and silly little gifts and bags upon bags of home cooked food and cups of coffee and lighthearted scolding, he always has been. But apparently, he actually does express his love in other ways. A lot of other ways. Through pet names and hand holding and hugs and arms slung around shoulders and kisses on foreheads and by saying it. He says it all the time.
Just not to Jeongin.
Jeongin's dad's new boyfriend invites him on their couples trip to Mexico. He sees a side of his father that he has never seen before.
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28 Aug 2025
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EVERYONE NEEDS RO READ THIS LITERATURE FUUUUCK
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He has a voicemail on his phone. One Felix left the morning Seungmin saw him last. And sometimes, when he’s really fucked up, he listens to it— just to remember that he can feel something.
Has it memorized, too.
Why did you leave? I guess maybe Sooyoung needed something. But, I just wanted to say, I was hoping you’d be here this morning... I— uh— don’t know if this is a conversation for the phone. Or the voicemail, rather. But— can you come over today? Ah, shit, I’m running out of time—
(OR: Seungmin comes home for the summer between university and law school, and he's forced to cope with everything he left behind.)
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12 Jun 2025
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Jeongin pulls out a crumpled pack and places a cigarette between his own lips. Then, offers one to Hyunjin. Hyunjin tests how far he can push with Jeongin, so he says, “I want yours.”
Jeongin blinks, “Like, you want to share?”
“No,” Hyunjin shakes his head, “I want the one between your lips.”
“Oh.” Jeongin pauses, contemplating what to do. Then, he’s pinching the cigarette between his two fingers, letting it hover over Hyunjin’s lips until he parts them. Jeongin’s gentle, like handing over his smoke is the most important thing he’s ever done in his life. Yes, Hyunjin decides in his head. He thinks he’ll keep him.
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Jeongin is Hyunjin's not-stranger; a part of his routine he always sees at the gas station.
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- Part 3 of OK Computer
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16 May 2025
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Dear Lee Minho,
or maybe it’s Han Minho by now? Or maybe I’m Lee Jisung… I like the sound of that too… sorry, that’s not the point and we still have soooo much time to decide! Let me try again!Dear Minho,
I’m sure that by the time you read this letter, life is gonna be great! We’ll be done with school, and have degrees and jobs and be adults for real! Isn’t that crazy to think about!? I hope we’ll all still be best friends, and that all of us are happy!(Back then, Jisung was so sure he’d have his happy end. A fairytale love story with his best friend, because it was the only thing that made sense. There was no option other than that.
Today, as he stuffs the envelope into his backpack with shaking hands and gasping breaths, he knows he’s in a tragedy, destined for heartbreak)
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At 15, Jisung writes a love letter. At 25, Jisung wants nothing less than for Minho to read it.
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08 May 2025
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Prince Han Jisung must go into hiding, protected only by his least—and most—favorite member of his security team: Lee Minho.
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02 May 2025
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He looks down when he feels something brush against his leg, a large orange cat, and…no…it can’t be, can it?
“Soonie?” he murmurs, crouching down to give the cat a scratch behind its ear.
“Jisung?”
He stands up, looking in the direction of the voice that just called his name, and freezes. Every single stitch that he’s sewn into his broken heart comes undone as he stares at the man in front of him.
“Minho.”
♡
OR: Jisung and Minho broke up four years ago and haven’t seen each other since. Not until Jisung unknowingly books a two month stay at Minho’s bed & breakfast, that is.
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24 Mar 2025
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Jisung’s feet propel him closer, as if unstoppable, hurtling toward the edge of a cliff. It’s impossible, yet here he is, a vision from the past, so out of place sitting there, peaceful, humming a soft tune to himself, twirling a chess piece mindlessly between two elegant fingers. Jisung feels bile rise in his throat, his stomach churning inside him in unsteady waves.
Minho looks up, locks eyes with him, and grins wickedly. Jisung’s heart thumps wildly in his ribcage. “Ah, you must be my opponent.” Minho says. “I look forward to winning against you today.”
Jisung, an International Chess Master, reunites with Minho, his high school rival.
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13 Mar 2025
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Jisung often dreamed in black and white. He saw keys, a stool, an empty crowd and a piano that outgrew him. And then came the colour, he supposed. Colour in purple bruises, stained bandages and red gloves that suddenly made it all better.
Or Jisung was a prodigy in a life he wanted nothing more than to forget and Minho was now the main event.
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12 Jan 2025
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had to talk to my therapist (my stuffed animals) about this one and work through some stuff
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He was at work when he received the email from Jeonghun’s mum, asking if Minho would be coming for the death anniversary. It wasn’t phrased as a question, of course it wasn’t. They’d been practically engaged, together for six years.
Minho hadn’t been planning on coming. He still doesn’t know how he’ll be able to look at the grave and not want to sit down beside it and stay there. To never leave.
Minho lost his boyfriend and Jisung lost his brother. A year later, they’re still trying to pick up the pieces.
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“Hello, how can I help— oh.” Hyunjin places a hand over the receiver and turns his body towards Minho. “It’s for you.”
Minho frowns. He knows it’s Jisung. Again.
“Fuuuuuuck my life.” He groans.
Hyunjin grins like an idiot and transfers the call because he likes to watch Minho suffer.
“Hey baby.” Jisung breathes heavily into the mic. “I missed your voice. How’s work?”
“I don’t know you.” Minho says flatly. He really needs a smoke break now. “How many numbers do I need to block, Jisung? I don’t understand how you keep getting through.”
A small gasp. “You remembered my name!”
(or: minho works at a call center, jisung won't stop fucking calling)
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01 Dec 2024
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“Do you know what time the library closes?” Changbin asks, mentally high fiving himself for not tripping over his words this time when Cute Boy meets his gaze.
He points at his ear, and at the same time the rapper starts to repeat himself, the other mouths the phrase I'm deaf.
Oh, okay. So Changbin is a dumbass.
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Minho’s hand in Han’s hair, Han’s cheek against Minho’s shoulder. Han is more important than any fear that Minho keeps locked in himself. So he breathes and pushes through the discomfort. For Han.
Or, a look at Minho’s relationships, past and present, and how they make him see himself.
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- Part 2 of see / be seen
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22 Sep 2024
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“I just kind of assumed you disliked me for some reason,” Minho admits easily. “You know, because of all the glaring?”
Jisung feels his cheeks scorch with the heat of embarrassment. “I wasn’t- I wasn’t glaring. I was just . . . looking at you.”
Minho tilts his head to the side. His eyes widen a fraction, lashes batting wildly as he blinks over at Jisung. “Why?”
Jisung almost wishes he could disappear, or hide behind the menu at the very least. “You’re . . . my co-star,” he says, finally.
“Your co-star,” Minho repeats, amused.
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Or, idol Han Jisung is acting in his first ever drama opposite seasoned actor and ex-ballerino Lee Minho. When their on-screen chemistry quickly becomes a trending topic, the producers ask them to fake a little off-screen chemistry to keep everyone's interest.
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19 Sep 2024
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It starts like this: a look exchanged in a bar he went to alone. Trying to forget something, trying to remember something else. A wry smile, a hand on the small of his back.
“Can I buy you a drink?”
When has Jisung ever said no to that?
A quick drive back to campus–oh, he’s a student here, too. Maybe they have classes together. Maybe that’s why he looked familiar. Or maybe everyone looks familiar after a couple cocktails.
His roommate isn’t home. They can be loud and they are.
“This stays between us, okay? I’m just…experimenting.”
Jisung has been someone’s secret before. He doesn’t know if it’s good or bad this time, but it’s something. And this guy isn’t being cruel. He knows cruel and he knows kind and the smile he’s given after he agrees to secrecy is not bad.
Maybe that’s the booze talking, but he’d much rather the booze control the conversation than for it to be left up to him. Pretty boys have a way of making Jisung stupid.
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OR: what do you get when you mix college students, unrequited love, and secrets that were never meant to come to light? A big fucking mess, that’s what.
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“But what if you couldn’t find me?”
Chan thinks he would always find him, no matter what. He tells him this, eyes still closed, mouth still pouting with sleep, cheek mashed into Jisung’s fever-warm shoulder. They went to the beach yesterday. Jisung got too much sun. There’s already a tiny, sweet mole somewhere in the middle of it. Chan kisses it blindly.
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- Part 1 of natural as a dream
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Chan steals Felix.
(A Hades and Persephone AU.)
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Jisung meets Minho on a hot summer morning, the July sun unforgiving outside.
Walking into the diner makes Jisung feel like he is being sent back in time — to a time when he wasn’t born at all, but also to all those days in his childhood when he would come here with his parents. The checkered floors remain the same, the pink leather booths as shiny as he remembers them being; nostalgia stirs in his chest as the waiters skate past him, effortlessly balancing trays full of food on skilled hands.
Mel’s Diner is as pink and cozy as he remembers it being.
“Hi, welcome to Mel’s Diner!” the waiter in their signature pink uniform and white skates greets cheerfully. “What can I help you with today?”
When their eyes meet and Jisung is faced with the most beautiful man he has ever seen, he doesn't expect his life to change the way it does.
(A story about Minho and Jisung, about growing pains, and on how to fall in love over the years.)
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It’s weird that they were just a thing. Because well, when people ask why he’s so sullen and down, he can’t say—’oh I got broken up with’, because he was never in a relationship in the first place, he can’t rant, drunkenly at parties to girls he meet in the bathroom line how his ex-boyfriend is an asshole, because Jisung is just some guy.
“You broke up with me over text.” Minho mutters, looking at Jisung, pupils shrinking, like he’s staring at a fire. He picks at the skin around his cuticles. “I loved you. Did you know that?”
Minho and Jisung meet in a frat-bathroom. Sort of. What’s the worst that could happen?
(Well, Minho could fall in love with someone who has never believed in his own ability to love and be loved.)
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Minho says, “Why were you buying ice cream?”
Objectively, it’s a strange question to ask. It has nothing to do with anything. It’s only a throwaway detail, to anyone else. They could have been out buying fried chicken, or band-aids, or fucking fish food, and it wouldn’t have changed anything.
But they weren’t. They were buying ice cream. And Jisung knows why Minho asks, because Jisung isn’t anyone else.
He tightens his grip around Felix’s waist. Minho’s eyes stay on his face, but Jisung knows he catches the action. Peripheral vision, or something. He swipes a tongue over his bottom lip, dry, and Minho follows that one. His gaze is so heavy on him that it makes Jisung forget all his lines. All his stories, all his rehearsed feelings. There’s only one line he knows, and it’s only because his heart memorized it for him.
Why? Minho asks.
“For you,” Jisung answers.
(P158 - Jisung agrees to fake date Felix to get Seungmin to stop setting him up with random guys. Even though they end up committing to the bit in a super cringey, over the top, painfully obviously in how fake it is way, Minho gets ridiculously jealous anyway and has to come to terms with why that is.)
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Bookmarked by justcryhere
24 Jul 2024
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1000/10 would recommend. actually so so so good dude
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Minho and Jisung follow one rule to protect their friendship: never look up what people say about them online.
The only problem is that Jisung is too curious for his own good. And boy is this a case of curiosity killing the cat.
(…and satisfaction bringing it back, if you catch my drift).