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    Whatever Ratio had drunk, it must have been strong for him to be acting like this. “Yeah, Doc, it’s time you go to sleep-”

    “I love you.”

    Aventurine’s head whipped back into place to face Ratio. Those words couldn’t be real. Not coming out of Ratio’s mouth, and not directed towards Aventurine. He needed confirmation. He needed confirmation that this was real, he wasn’t dreaming, he wasn’t insane, he was here, he was real and that actually happened. Because not even in his wildest dreams would something as impossible as this occur. Desperately, Aventurine seized Ratio’s arms which were loosening around him as he looked to him for validation.

    Aventurine stared at him in horror.

    Ratio was passed out.

    ◇─◇──◇─◇

    A drunk Ratio admits he loves Aventurine. Only Aventurine remembers the confession by the next morning.

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    16 Jul 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Answer: You will die one day. That is a fact.”

    They are organic and inorganic, man and machine. They are Veritas and Screwllum. One will die and one will live forever.

    That is a fact.

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    15 Jul 2024

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    ”And watch yourself, Kim Dokja.” His voice is hollow, distant. “If you look away for too long, you will lose sight of yourself, too.”

    Kim Dokja looks at himself in the puddle. Someone foreign stares back, clad in a white coat that is not his.

    or: kim dokja dreams.

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    12 May 2024

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    Mizi trusted Ivan to act as her love interest in the play, and Ivan felt comfortable acting with Mizi.

    As for Till and Sua, they were not happy at all with the situation.

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    A rehearsal gone wrong, where Ivan ends up doing something to Till that he might regret later.

    Complicated feelings, discoveries and a significant amount of jealousy.

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    08 May 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Five times Ivan and Sua were cut from the same cloth, and the one time that they weren’t.

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    05 May 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    He hesitated for a second, wondering if this was the right thing to say. He could barely control his tears now, trying to muffle his sobs by biting the inside of his mouth.

    “I like you too.”

    ——

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    Till lives out his life as usual after round 6.

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    04 May 2024

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    Behind the scenes of Alien Stage with the actors, it’s all almost quite the same; except for the fact that instead of Ivan being in love with Till, it’s Till being in love with Ivan. But does Ivan reciprocate Till’s feelings towards him? Or is Ivan in love with someone else all this time?

     

    Actor and Social Media AU combined into one… just silly shenanigans. And IvanTill centered.

     

    Pretty fluffy I dare say, only a teensy tiny bit of angst I promise. Also Ivan and Sua are not dead here, so no need to worry. They are also step-siblings, and Mizi and Sua are happily in love. You are welcome. I want happiness too.

     

    Events start after Ep. 6.

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    25 Apr 2024

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    Then again, Mizi would also never part with Sua, and now look at her.

    A half-empty bottle of water is pressed into his hands. “You need to eat. Ivan too.”

    Reminded of the man who nearly sacrificed his life for him, Till feels for his pulse for the nth time that hour.

     

    Thump-thump-thump.

     

    Still alive.

    Mizi looks at him with something in her gaze. Till opens the bottle and takes a sip.

    It tastes like pity. It tastes like understanding.

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    23 Apr 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 29

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    This was his life. Nothing else could surmise it better: Till splayed out on a coffee table in a blazing VIP lounge, laughing like a maniac while a mad sentry masacred segyein to the sound of Ivan’s requiem.

    Then and there, in the center of chaos, was Till. Then and there, haloed by licks of flame, was the cold, red orb of the sentry’s optic.

    (Or: Till’s journey to the grand finale is littered with needles, teeth and ghosts of his dead gods. Somehow, Ivan follows him.)

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    19 Apr 2024

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    19 Apr 2024

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    i'm weak (projecting on Ivan because I want someone to take care of me so tenderly while I'm sick)

  11. Public Bookmark 34

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    “Your love story is doomed to never begin. Isn’t that awful?”

    “And yours will never finish. Sua, which of those is worse in your eyes?”

    Or: Sua and Ivan have a chat.

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    18 Apr 2024

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    sua I relate to you so badly those were my words to ... verbatim

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    In which the characters react to their future—only, Ivan is from that said future.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    Someone needs to tell Till how to cope when the man who’d been in love with him in their past life no longer looks at him anymore.

    Never mind. He doesn’t need to cope. He’ll grab that guy’s face with his own two hands and make him look at Till again.

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    17 Apr 2024

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    “I wish you would’ve ran away with me that night.” Till had never heard Ivan sound tired before, so resigned.

    “Yeah,” Till answered to the silence of the room. “Sometimes, I wish I did, too.”

    OR part one of the 6 month development Till goes through

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    15 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ivan haunting the narrative is exactly what I want

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    Without thinking, Till reached out and harshly shoved the hand that had reached for Ivan's weak body away, Mizi sucking in a little breath of surprise as she drew back. His face flaming, Till apologised quietly.

    "Sorry," he said, his own hand coming to rest on Ivan's chest, the thumping of his heart momentarily quelling a quiet anxiety in his chest.

    "Don't be." Mizi's voice was understanding and when Till looked at her, he didn't see the girl he'd spent his entire life chasing. In her place, a friend and ally stood, offering him her hand instead. He reached out and grasped it, basked in the quiet understanding and nodded.

     

    in which ivan lives and till is left to figure out what this means for him, ivan and everyone around them.

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    15 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    mizitill found family real

    Genuinely though, could've been such good friends but they weren't able to be any closer than they were because of how Till idolized Mizi and put her on a pedestal. Given their time and circumstances, Till needed a guiding light, an idol, a god who gave any semblance of hope, of love, and of tenderness - so did the other kids and they could only look to each other to be that, to be their very reason for living. And to us, that may seem unhealthy (and by our standards, it is) but In a totally ruined world (ORV save me), all they had was each other and that was enough reason for them to continue living and I think that's beautiful. Anyways, Till idolized her because he needed a reason to survive as a kid and now, after everything, the image of her he's formed in his head has shattered and it's okay. Because this image shattering in his mind gave way to something he desperately needed too - a friend, one who understands his grief at that. She needed that too, and even if her heart aches with jealousy at the two of them and how they have the chance to be together, she'd never wish anyone to undergo the grief she went through. Seeing the two of them, she just wants to make sure they have more time than she did with Sua. It's unfair how she was left behind, but maybe that was why they realized their love so early - maybe she can make peace with that, while also burning down what took Sua away from her in the first place. ggrsrhaurgea Mizutill found family save me..

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    Document Owner: Yu Jung-Hyeok
    Document Owner: what do you want, after this?
    Yu Jung-Hyeok: Not sure yet.
    Document Owner: huh
    Document Owner: well
    Document Owner: let me know when you figure it out
    Yu Jung-Hyeok: Thank you. I will not.
     
    (Spoilers for the epilogue and full novel)

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    03 Nov 2023

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    […If I had met you back in the normal world, I would never ever have become your friend.]

    Kim Dokja, Han Sooyoung, and Yoo Joonghyuk have never met, but they've started having dreams about each other. They track each other down in the waking world to find out why.

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    21 Oct 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 33

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    I am not there. I do not sleep.
    Kim Dokja’s grave sits high on a hill, underneath a pair of sentinel trees. It is not a lonely existence. No, it is not lonely at all.

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    20 Oct 2023

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    "Yoo Joonghyuk," Kim Dokja starts at last, already sounding resigned. "What is the ending you want?"

    Joonghyuk searches his face. The dark bags under his eyes, the hunch of his shoulders. "If it's not the one that you want," he says, "What will you do?"

    /

     

    Russian translation!

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    16 Oct 2023

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    Kim Dokja wonders if it’s okay for someone like him to feel so content.

    A lesson in love and healing.

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    07 Oct 2023

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