1 - 20 of 50 Bookmarks by krmie

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    I want you to jerk off in the mornings, Ilya had said, the first time. He’d been trying to sound casual. Get right up close. And don’t come.

    Shane had still been on top of him, a heavy weight impeding his breath, Ilya kept warm in the snug grip of his hole. At the words his ass had clenched softly, a little fluttering hug.

    Every day? Shane had asked. There had been something close to wonder in his tone.

    Every day, Ilya had said.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,954
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    159
    Kudos:
    2,946
    Bookmarks:
    596
    Hits:
    36,751

    26 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    hollyadmirals24: Male seeking help improving at oral sex. Clean, ready to learn and willing to host. M only. Strictly platonic. Message for details.
     

    or: shane and ilya are hockey players for the mcgill marauders. after a disastrous night with rose, shane puts a drunken ad on craigslist asking for help with oral sex. his teammate, ilya, replies.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    397,418
    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
    3,261
    Kudos:
    13,594
    Bookmarks:
    6,073
    Hits:
    837,626

    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

    ***

    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,755
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    378
    Kudos:
    8,556
    Bookmarks:
    2,278
    Hits:
    96,544

    26 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You are famous like Rose Landry?”

    Hudson has to laugh at the animosity with which Ilya says the name. “No, not as famous.”

    “So you are not famous and you are bad at hockey.”

    Or

    Hudson Williams wakes up in Shane Hollander’s body.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,897
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    266
    Kudos:
    5,340
    Bookmarks:
    876
    Hits:
    51,866

    19 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    He wasn’t ready for this.

    Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.

    But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,437
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    425
    Kudos:
    11,624
    Bookmarks:
    2,338
    Hits:
    96,457

    17 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

    +++

    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,455
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    2,365
    Kudos:
    52,560
    Bookmarks:
    15,566
    Hits:
    761,730

    14 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “You will not be so nice when we beat you,” Ilya told Shane Hollander, holding onto his hand, not letting him pull away. Not yet.

    But Hollander’s brow furrowed, not in anger but in confusion. “Ah, um, sorry,” Hollander said. “Merci. My English is bad. Worse… than you. Maybe slower?” And he leaned in, like that would help him understand.

    Ilya’s eyebrows rose, and his smile widened.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov grew up in Russia. Shane Hollander was raised in France. When they first meet, neither of them can speak English very well. Somehow, it’s easier to understand each other when words aren’t getting in the way.

    (Stand-alone remix of “I’m Reading Your Lips (You’re Speaking My Language)” but this time neither of them are native English speakers, and learning a new language is sort of like falling in love, if you think about it.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,862
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    604
    Kudos:
    19,323
    Bookmarks:
    2,613
    Hits:
    140,512

    14 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 54

    Tags
    Summary

    It started more than a decade ago on Tumblr, back when Connor was a (barely) closeted gay kid with too much internet access and no sense of self-preservation. That was when he first encountered The Scene—the one that sent him to illegal websites so he could watch J’ai tué ma mère. It was the first subtitled movie he ever saw. It made him want to learn French, though that was probably just the excuse he needed to keep watching Xavier Dolan and every other gay arthouse film he could find.

    The point is: François Arnaud was Connor’s first celebrity crush.

    That’s the kind of thing that sounds charming during a press junket, tossed out with a self-aware smile. Right now, though, it’s doing something far less charming to his body: shortening his breath, accelerating his pulse (and no, it’s not the cigarette).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,947
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    512
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    3,932

    07 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    59,996
    Works:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    2,413

    03 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hollander is always a bit like that, in increments. He takes every loss personally – every missed shot, every empty netter, every failed pass. He could stand to get out of his head for a while.

    It would be good, Ilya thinks, for him to calm down.

    To sit and relax, maybe.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,429
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    336
    Kudos:
    4,098
    Bookmarks:
    1,098
    Hits:
    39,966

    26 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Do you want to know how it feels?”

    Shane let his hand fall back to the couch. He pushed himself up onto his elbows and lifted a brow at Rozanov. “What – holding the Cup? You’ve already made that joke once.”

    “No.” Rozanov’s fingers encircled Shane’s wrist and then he was pulling Shane’s hand between his legs.

     

    Or: Shane tops.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,892
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    607
    Kudos:
    16,447
    Bookmarks:
    2,938
    Hits:
    181,771

    26 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

    *

    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,328
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    459
    Kudos:
    18,626
    Bookmarks:
    3,751
    Hits:
    158,868

    17 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,769
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1,124
    Kudos:
    53,833
    Bookmarks:
    12,096
    Hits:
    625,116

    17 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,467
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    843
    Kudos:
    12,042
    Bookmarks:
    4,041
    Hits:
    183,905

    13 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hey,” Jimin nudges Namjoon’s shin again, this time harder, “you asked two questions. That’s cheating. Now I get to ask two questions.”

    Oh, god. “Alright,” Namjoon says. “Lay ‘em on me.”

    “First one,” Jimin starts, holding up his little pointer finger, “have you ever hooked up with any of us? In BTS, I mean?”

    Namjoon groans. “Stop turning my questions back on me.”

    “We never said that wasn’t allowed. We didn’t set rules aside from drinking if we don’t wanna answer—so drink up if you don’t wanna tell me,” Jimin sing-songs.

    This one Namjoon can at least answer without extra grief. “No,” Namjoon says. “I haven’t.”

    “Okay,” Jimin immediately responds, “then have you ever jerked off thinking about one of us?”

    *

    Namjoon and Jimin play the truth game late at night. And then they stop playing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,347
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    190
    Kudos:
    2,665
    Bookmarks:
    565
    Hits:
    28,458

    28 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 92

    Tags
    Summary

    The point is, even if you don’t feel in love with him yet, you will be. I promise. Even if you forget everything else in the whole world, just remember this: you love him. And he loves you. And everything is going to be okay.

    Jungkook has dissociative amnesia, and Namjoon finds his diary.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,849
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    365
    Bookmarks:
    92
    Hits:
    2,883

    03 Apr 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    There's a weird flutter in Jungkook's belly, then, watching his older self crawl across the bed and pull Namjoon into a hug, tucking his chin over Namjoon's broad shoulder, squeezing him tight. It's a little like invading on a private moment, except... it's him. It's him with Namjoon, it's Jungkook that Namjoon just called baby without thinking.

    (Jungkook wakes up ten years in the future in the bed he shares with Namjoon. His future husband.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,600
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    236
    Kudos:
    3,016
    Bookmarks:
    840
    Hits:
    42,360

    11 Mar 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s shocking sometimes to remember that Jungkook, this overgrown puppy of a boy, is now an adult man who has casual sex and isn’t flustered by much anymore. Yeah, Namjoon was the one who taught Jungkook about sex (and god, he remembers wanting to die when Jungkook asked about the best way to give a girl oral, so he sent him to ask Seokjin instead) but it’s still bizarre to picture Jungkook giving someone bedroom eyes or biting down their neck.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,455
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    243
    Kudos:
    3,892
    Bookmarks:
    865
    Hits:
    62,978

    07 Mar 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It’s 2019, and he’s Kim Seokjin now, and if he’s honest (which he rarely is), he loves being Kim Seokjin for two reasons:

    2. His job is stressful and often frustrating, but more fun than he’s had in a long time.

    1. Namjoon and Yoongi.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,465
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    77
    Kudos:
    1,709
    Bookmarks:
    369
    Hits:
    13,522

    28 Feb 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Really?” Taehyung asks, his voice breaking. Winded. “You’re just gonna stand there?”

    “You’re just gonna talk to me with that thing going full speed like that?” Hoseok shoots back, still smirking.

     

    This fic has been translated to Italian, Spanish and Portuguese on wattpad and ao3 <3

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,754
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    83
    Kudos:
    2,436
    Bookmarks:
    419
    Hits:
    34,886

    25 Feb 2025

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation