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V’s back from beyond the pale. Johnny’s got a meatsuit of his own. What came next shoulda been “V gets better, roll credits,” but Johnny shoulda remembered all his plans tend to go ass-up.
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Day 14. They moved me to a new temporary apartment today. Really, it’s just a room that's bigger than the last dark room, although at least this one isn't as stuffy. The living area has a single large window that looks out onto—you guessed it—more darkness, but occasionally I see the odd streak of white light flash across what I think is the sky. As for my health, well… I’ve lost three teeth in as many months. My hair has turned brittle and begun snapping. We just resolved the first batch of lesions then I woke up this morning with ten more. I wake up tired and go to bed tired. I haven’t shared this with anybody, but I really am not sure if I’m going to make it.
Rocky still hasn't visited.
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Well, she was saved, but nobody coulda expected V’s cure to look like this: down an arm, coughing up cryogoo, and trapped in Johnny Silverhand’s defrosting corpse. Johnny woulda called her ungrateful, but since he was similarly stuck in her old body and making it everyone else’s problem, V didn’t think he had much room to criticize.
It beat dying a slow, six-month death to Relic cancer, but still—this was going to be a long few weeks.
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- Part 3 of Keeping Still to Look at Me
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Viktor Vektor’s day began with a baffling voicemail from a North Oak number. Despite his better judgment, he followed it to discover V and Silverhand, both alive and lying in a rockstar’s living room, wearing each other’s faces.
Weirdly, that wasn’t the hardest part to process. The fact that their illustrious superstar host, Kerry Eurodyne, who sold out world tours in microseconds and owned property on all eight continents, kept flirting with him—that’s what he found a bit unbelievable.
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- Part 2 of Keeping Still to Look at Me
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V crossed the bridge. Johnny went down the well. That should’ve been the end of it—but then V woke up shivering and spluttering in a fifty-year cryofrozen body deep in Arasaka’s basement with a busted left chrome arm and her own face hovering over her.
“I panicked,” Johnny snapped. “You’da done the same thing.”
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- Part 1 of Keeping Still to Look at Me
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After absorbing all of the engrams in Mikoshi, Alt discovers Johnny’s cryofrozen body in the bowels of Arasaka Laboratories. One problem: V has already given him her body. With limited time until Arasaka agents swarm the building and no time to swap them back, the solution Alt proposes to Johnny is inelegant, but theoretically plausible: If V’s body can accept Johnny, then Johnny’s should accept V.
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V wrestles with her slow recovery as a fading living legend in post-Relic life. Then Johnny Silverhand strides through her front door.
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When Shepard fishes a half-dead turian out of Omega’s slums, she doesn’t expect to recognize him from a ship she served on years ago—the ship that disappeared without a trace, of which she believed herself to be the only survivor. Even with the help of the galaxy’s most advanced AI trapped inside her head, she can’t imagine the galactic upheaval that will follow.
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Detailing the second-worst road trip Astarion and Tav have ever been on.
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Stories about my Shepard. Not necessary to read in order.
Lydia Shepard | Earthborn | Sole Survivor | Paragade | Profile
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“I’m serious. All you need to be a merc is a gun and the willingness to fuck your own morals in the ass if the pay’s right. And the gun’s optional.” V pointed at herself. “Case in point.”
“This first date thing is going really well,” River mused. “But tell me more about your terrible job and intrinsic character flaws; I’m intrigued.”
V spread her hands out. “Buddy, if you think that’s good, wait ‘til you hear how I’m dyin’ of an incurable brain disorder and how every time we fuck, a washed-up, mass-murdering rockerboy with an ass tattoo will critique your performance.”
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Complete!: A story about V and River falling in love, V and Johnny learning to trust each other, River and Johnny trying not to kill each other, and all three of them facing down the demons of their pasts. From the Afterlife to the Badlands to the heart of Mikoshi--if they're together, there's always a way home.
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20 Aug 2026
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Heinrix van Calox sat with his cheek pressed against the window of the train, fist curled beneath his jaw. The book he had been reading rested on his knee, its pages dog-eared and cover crumpled, next to Amber’s boots. She was seated across from him, feet on his lap, fast asleep, her white and blue jacket a blanket.
Takes place Post-Canon, about 50 years later.
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- Part 37 of An Ember the Colour of Amber
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17 Aug 2026
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An archive of straining by silverspring77
Fandoms: Warhammer 40.000: Rogue Trader (Video Game), Warhammer 40.000
17 Oct 2025
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There is more rebellion in Heinrix’s body than he ever would have guessed. It fought to stand as they dragged him, feet scrambling against the loading ramp for purchase. It fights the sedatives, fights the psy-shields, fights for consciousness even when all he wants is to rest.
Or: inside the sarcophagus, Heinrix believes he's back on the Black Ship
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- Part 10 of Steel your heart
Bookmarked by laerugo
15 Aug 2026
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Commentaries on the Liber Hiresius by galateaencore
Fandoms: Warhammer 40.000: Rogue Trader (Video Game)
14 Jul 2024
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In an unladylike gesture, she downed her amasec in one go. “I want you to become my lover.”
“Your – madam…” The primordial part of him that wasn’t trained on patience, deadly curiosity, and self-sacrifice wanted to run. “I’m not the best candidate for a romance.”
Sex happens.
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13 Aug 2026
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Evanelia von Valancius, Rogue Trader by icasticonoclast
Fandom Warhammer 40.000: Rogue Trader (Video Game)
03 Jul 2025
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Bookmarked by laerugo
11 Aug 2026