14 Bookmarks by lizgonecrazy
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The one where Theo reluctantly helps the pack capture Monroe, deals with the aftermath of his upbringing with the Dread Doctors, saves the lives of not so few people (despite the will to deny it until his dying breath), practically adopts Alec and pulls his head out of his ass.
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(*In the middle of yet another edit as of Sept 2024. Will not alter the storyline, just clean up the writing the tiniest bit.)
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- Part 1 of Trust fall
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28 Jul 2026
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“We were two broken souls that had found each other amidst a palette of bold, beautiful hues” -Marni Mann
aka a high school AU where buck and eddie are both broken in similar places. but maybe eddie being the new student was what a depressed buck needed to glue himself back together piece by piece. and maybe buck being eddie’s first friend at his new school would make his world feel like it was finally at peace for the first time in his life.
cw: suicide. basically the main idea here. very heavy throughout the fic. its implied and referenced, as is the self harm which is described and referenced many times.
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11 Jun 2026
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Bobby’s finished up with Julien, telling him about fire prevention measures and giving him tips for what to tell his landlord, but Julien’s eyes keep flickering towards Buck. The heat in his gut goes cold when he feels Eddie nudging him.
“Am I about to see the infamous Buck 1.0 in action?”
He knows Eddie’s kidding but something like anger or shame flares in Buck’s eyes. Eddie didn’t know that Buck—didn’t know what shit he was thinking about himself then. This is different, this is healthy, it’s good. What it is, is a real shot to get over Eddie.
or, in the realization that Buck loves Eddie, he falls into a less than stellar relationship as he tries to cope with his feelings.
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08 May 2026
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Texts Between Dumbass & Dumbasser (+Friends) by joyfulphoenix
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
03 Apr 2021
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[From: TK] FINE then I'll just have to create my own podcast talking about two people named Puck and Freddie who are best friends who work together and are secretly in love with each other but neither of them know it
[From: Buck] you wouldn't dare
[From: TK] try me bitch
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ORAfter the Wildfires, Buck and TK begin to text each other and chaos ensues. Which largely consists of TK trying to convince Buck that he and Eddie need to get together already for everyone's sakes.
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- 10/10
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17 Apr 2026
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Evan Buckley grew up with one understanding; he wasn’t of value unless he was hurt. That belief fueled all his actions, and turned him into the reckless firefighter he is today. But it had also been festering into something more, turning into this ugly monster deep inside him.
When that belief system begins to feed Bucks low self esteem, and lead to mental health issues he is not equipped to deal with, he doesn’t know what to do. But he’s definitely not going to tell anyone.
He can’t be another thing for people to worry about.
But the team begins to suspect anyways, despite how hard he tried to keep them away. And Buck has no clue how to handle it when they begin to break down the walls he worked so hard to put up.
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07 Mar 2026
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After Maddie's revelation in 4x04 Buck starts to come undone.
He really shouldn’t have been surprised. The Buckley family was built on secrets, Buck had always known that. All the things Maddie and Buck had hidden from their parents as children for fear of punishment. All the things that happened after Maddie left college and were kept from her because they would be too upsetting or distracting. All the things that happened behind closed doors in the Kendall house. This had clearly just set the precedent.
Spoilers for 4x04!
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04 Mar 2026
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“I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”
That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.
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Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.
**rated mature for heavy themes**
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- 10/10
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01 Mar 2026
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"Yeah, well, we have—moved on." Eddie's expression didn’t soften. "You should too, Buck."
He deflated, the fight draining out of him. For the first time since they met, Buck felt like he was staring at a stranger.
“Uh— yeah I get it,” he finally said. “And I really am sorry.”
He watched as Eddie's figure retreated.
If Buck had stayed quiet, maybe he could have kept pretending that time would heal this wound. After that disaster of a conversation, Buck wasn't sure it ever would.
He stood there, windows forgotten, feeling something he’d known his whole life shift into place.
Buck never thought Eddie would be the one to show him he was right.
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A Buck and Eddie post-lawsuit fic.
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Please heed the tags! This fic explores alcohol and substance abuse and may be triggering for some readers. If these themes are difficult for you, please put yourself first.
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- 21/50
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28 Feb 2026
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It’s a disaster. There’s nothing for Eddie to do now but rip the Bandaid off.
“I’vebeenlookingatyourGooglehistory,” he says, all at once.
Buck blinks. “You’ve been what?”
“I’ve been—” Eddie breaks off with a huff, and then forces his eyes back up to Buck’s. “I went to the Google home page,” he starts again. “To search the thing about the coupling nut. But then when I clicked on the search bar, the recent history was not mine, because—”
A look of comprehension has begun to dawn on Buck’s face, suddenly.
“Because I was logged in on the iPad,” he says slowly.
- in other words: the slow-moving catastrophe of buck and eddie sharing a search history.
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13 Feb 2026
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After Buck and Tommy get together, Buck is added to the LGBT+ group chat + other texting shenanigans
(This is a buddie fic!)
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- 35/40
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05 Feb 2026
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“Why are you the way you are?” he asks and Buck freezes in his movements. Eddie sounds serious — like he’s genuinely upset. With Buck?
“What, um,” Buck tries, clearing his throat awkwardly, a sinking feeling growing in his gut. “What do you mean?”
“‘s fucking annoying,” Eddie slurs, rolling his eyes again and leaning back to look at the ceiling as if it’s something interesting. “”’nd exhausting.”
Buck’s heart drops, remembering Eddie’s words in the grocery store all those years ago. Eddie just yawns and closes his eyes with a sigh.
“D’you know how exhausting it is to be around you?”
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Or: Eddie is annoyed with Buck for being so very kissable but his drunk self isn't the best at phrasing things.
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04 Feb 2026
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A Little Love Goes a Long Way by ClosetedKeith
Fandoms: Avatar (Cameron Movies), Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Mar 2026
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Lo’ak never truly felt loved by his father, Jake. Jake was always hard on him and said things that really affected him.
“You bring shame to this family” “You have done enough”
Never “Im proud of you” or “I see you”.
After Neteyams death, Lo’ak felt like there was no one left to catch him if he falls. No one there to be his support. No one to love him for him. Jake failed to see his youngest son's pain until it was too late.
All it takes is one surprise visit from a presumably dead Miles Quaritch to change Lo’aks' life forever.
Can Jake get his son back? Will Lo’ak learn what true love really is? Will Quaritch win?Or
Quaritch sees that Lo’ak doesn’t understand love and uses that to his advantage.
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Lo’ak becomes a killing machine.
If you really squint it has Arcane drizzled in.
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27 Jan 2026
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Born of Me (The Space Between Intention and Impact) by WillieTheNerd
Fandoms: Avatar (Cameron Movies)
19 Feb 2026
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Lo’ak’s eyes lift. “Promise?”
Jake lifts his pinky. “Pinky promise.”
Lo’ak’s smaller pinky wraps around it, serious as anything.
“See?” Jake says softly. “That’s another thing others can’t do—but we can. And pinky promises never break.”
Lo’ak nods solemnly. “Ever?”
Jake squeezes his finger gently. “Ever.”
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Jake Sully loves his son. He just doesn’t always understand him.
Told primarily through Jake’s POV before, during, and after The Way of Water, this fic explores Lo’ak’s childhood, rebellion, and the cost of silence, carrying its consequences forward into Fire and Ash, where love, guilt, and survival are anything but simple.
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- 145,145
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19 Jan 2026
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"The people say that when you touch steel, it's poison seeps into your heart."
But luckily for Lo'ak, a bow can be fixed...
And his heart shouldn't be too far to follow.
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I rewrite A3 with Lo'ak's traumas in mind.
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- 11/11
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06 Jan 2026