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Just Ten Minutes by AngelitoBloodsherry, loulits for anticide
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Feb 2026
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Everything was proceeding exactly as designed.
Plop, plop, plop.
Gravity obeyed. Matter complied.
Plop—
He was drowning. Kicking. Thrashing. Screaming until his throat tore raw—but no one heard him. No one came. He was alone.
Structures collapsed. Shockwaves rippled outward, pulverizing what little resistance remained.
He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His nails scraped until they broke—against the glass, or whatever held him there—and then against his own skin. Neck. Chest. Face.
All that was left was to let Chuuya burn hot enough to break the enemy’s spine. Let him exhaust the excess.
He was trapped.
The cage was shrinking.
Oh— and catch him when he falls.OR
Corruption is a delicate art—beautiful in its ruin, unforgiving in its cost. It was never meant to be seen, never meant to be used without consequence. Dazai has always trusted himself to pull Chuuya back from the brink… until the day everything goes wrong.
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Between Want and Ruin—That’s Where We Burn by loulits
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Feb 2026
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Dazai and Chuuya have danced around each other for years—partners, rivals, and something far more dangerous in the spaces between; where tension sharpens into something neither names.
Dazai has always kept strict, disciplined control over himself: his image, his reactions, his body.
Especially his body.But when Chuuya finally pushes for more, the fragile balance between them snaps, leaving behind a fight neither knows how to undo. Forced together on a mission before the dust can settle, something in Dazai shifts—small things at first, subtle slips in composure Chuuya can’t quite ignore.
The closer they’re pushed, the harder it becomes for Dazai to maintain the control he’s relied on for years. And as the edges of his carefully managed restraint begin to fray, so do the secrets he’s fought to keep buried.
Some truths can be suppressed… but not forever.
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It starts like it always does—a job, a drink, and Dazai pushing just far enough to get a reaction. Chuuya should be used to it. Should know better than to play into his hands. But some people carve too deep to forget, and Dazai has always been a knife at his back—and a shadow he never stops searching for.
Dazai tells himself it’s just habit—the same game and dance that keeps them from thinking too hard about the things left unsaid. But Chuuya has never been predictable in the ways that matter, and for the first time in years, Dazai feels it—that split-second of uncertainty, knowing he’s pushing too hard but refusing to stop. Because stopping means acknowledging the shift. And if he does, Chuuya might see through him—or worse, walk away for good.
Because the problem with knowing someone too well is they always know where to cut deepest. To hurt or to heal.
And when the lines between past and present blur, between resentment and something dangerously close to affection—
Well. They’ve always been good at walking a blade’s edge. It’s just a question of who falls first
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Christmas in Yokohama has a way of dredging things up.
As the Port Mafia and the Agency prepare for their respective holiday parties, Chuuya Nakahara and Dazai Osamu find themselves circling the same old memories—tree tops they were asked to reach, games that went too far, laughter that never quite included everyone it should have.
For Chuuya, it’s the weight of camaraderie found and lost. For Dazai, it’s the sharp edge of watching from the outside.
Between antlers, scarves, frozen rooftops, and nights spent drinking in silence, the past and present blur together. Some memories are warm. Some still sting. And some are easier to face from the cold, just beyond the glow of the party lights.
After all—some things are remembered best at the edges.
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The Quiet After the Fall by loulits for AngelitoBloodsherry
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Nov 2025
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── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
❝ Stay. Please. Just a little longer. ❞
── ⟢ ・⸝⸝
After Corruption tears through him, Chuuya wakes in a hospital—disoriented, hurting, and drowning in a fear he doesn’t fully remember. Panic claws up his throat, memories blur, and nothing feels safe.
Except the one person he least expects.
Dazai—quiet, steady, the only presence Chuuya can track through the haze—becomes the tether keeping him from slipping under, the quiet anchor in a room full of ghosts.
A moment suspended between fear and relief, where the fragile trust they’ve been building—slowly, silently, stubbornly—finally begins to show its shape.
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Prompt Chaos (and Other Crimes): A BSD Ficlet Collection by loulits
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Nov 2025
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"Oops, I Joined Another Event" (BSD Fic Collection) by loulits
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
31 Oct 2025
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uh—apparently I have a habit of saying “sure, one more event won’t hurt,” and now there’s… this.
This series collects all my BSD fics written for exchanges, zines, and other delightful chaos I somehow got myself into. Each piece was made with love (and probably a mild breakdown), but mostly love 💕
Huge thanks to everyone who’s ever cheered, beta’d, or screamed about my work—you make every deadline worth it.
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Counting Scars and Years: SKK Birthday Fics by loulits
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
13 Jun 2025
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Once a year, like clockwork, one of them gets older—and neither of them handles it well.
They don’t do birthdays. Not the normal kind, anyway.
What started with a bottle of wine and a poorly-timed rooftop visit quickly turned into a yearly tradition of something messier: one of them bleeding, the other pretending not to care. Banter, bruises, emotional avoidance, and that infuriating, unspoken care they never quite manage to kill off.
Of course, being who they are, it didn’t stay simple for long—now they have to one-up each other every year. Because rivalry isn’t just a habit; it’s practically a birthday gift.
Somehow, they always get pulled back into each other’s orbit—for another drink, another bad day. Sometimes just because no one else would understand the way they fall apart like this.
Dazai and Chuuya. One birthday at a time. Still fighting. Still showing up. Still tethered by something they’ll never say—and the cursed tradition of accidentally being there when it matters most.
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"Really, Chuuya, if you want to act like a dog, I can treat you like one. I thought you used to hate that."
“I didn’t need to be saved, asshole, I could’ve gotten myself out of the trap, and they would’ve been dead for what they did. They—”
“Enough,” Dazai interrupted. The ears atop Chuuya’s head twitched again. Despite how difficult he was being—always stubborn to the very end—Dazai smiled. Even if it killed him, Chuuya would fight until he drew his last breath. He admired that about Chuuya, throwing all sense of self-preservation out the window even when at his most vulnerable. “I see the poison didn’t weaken you as much as I thought it did. You were out for a while, but I thought you would’ve been out longer.”
Dazai frees Chuuya from a trap before special ability hunters come to claim their prize, but now he has a poisoned, angry Chuuya thrashing against him in the car, ears and tail out in a malformed transformation due to his weakened state.
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- Part 1 of SKK Ficlets
Bookmarked by loulits
10 Dec 2025
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Collection of all my mooties works that I see it as a criminal offence I have yet to read
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If they ever shared an intimate kiss, he’d think Chuuya would taste like acid all the way down. Caustic and torturous. They weren’t meant to ever play nice with one another, but it didn’t stop Dazai from imagining and longing for what could’ve been had their circumstances been different. Had Chuuya ever expressed genuine interest in him.
Dazai does not understand what's so wrong about wanting what everyone has, and why it's so difficult for him to have even just a piece of something a little nice in life. He's been chasing his own meaning to life for years now, and he still comes up empty.
Bookmarked by loulits
18 Sep 2025
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We meet seven years old (Marry me) by AngelitoBloodsherry
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
12 Dec 2024
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While the world burns, Dazai and Chuuya remain in Meursault.
"Chibi wants something else."
"Say I want a new choker or a dog leash or some such joke, and I swear to God I'll bash your head in."
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"Marry me."Dachuu Week, day 4: King of Chess and Queen of Heart
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- Part 4 of I will love you in all the universes
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Bookmarked by loulits
30 Jun 2025
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Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.
Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.
Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.
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Bookmarked by loulits
25 Jun 2025
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Chuuya was observing his men’s efforts in clearing out the few stragglers when he felt it.
This–
This was different.
A pulsing underneath his skin–
This was familiar.
“No,” Chuuya choked on the gasp, tearing one of his gloves off to look at his hand. “No, no, no–”
What happens when Arahabaki feels a little too restless?
Bookmarked by loulits
30 Mar 2025