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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane clicked onto the next slide displaying his classroom's schedule and turned back to the group seated facing him. His eyes landed on the parent who had just walked in.

    First, this man did not fit in the small chair designed for a second grader.

    Second, he was really fucking pretty.

    Shane Hollander built his life after college around safe choices. Safe job, safe routines, and a safe distance from the hockey world he abandoned years ago.

    That is, until Ilya Rozanov walked into his second grade classroom.

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 86

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    Lately Shane Hollander had been very sensitive to noise and certain smells.
    When the final buzzer sounds he mysteriously disappears right after the sixth playoff game.

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    20 May 2026

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    If Ilya is dead, Alexei figures he’ll still stand to inherit all his brother’s money. But he doesn’t count on Shane jumping in front of the bullet.

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    19 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Just months ago, Ilya and Shane’s lives changed forever. After the death of Alexei, Ilya traveled back to Russia to adopt his young niece, Valeria, a decision that turned both men into devoted, fiercely protective girl dads overnight. But bringing her home didn’t just reshape their family; it changed the way they wanted to live their lives entirely.

    For years, Ilya and Shane kept their relationship hidden from the world, protecting their careers and carefully avoiding the relentless scrutiny surrounding professional hockey. But with Valeria depending on them, hiding is no longer an option they’re willing to choose. As the new season begins, the two are suddenly thrust into the spotlight, navigating parenthood, grief, and the pressures of being openly together under the constant watch of the media.

    Through every challenge, one thing becomes clear: Valeria is now the center of their world, and they’ll do anything to protect the life they’re building together.

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    Or: After Ilya adopts his niece, he and Ilya decide they're done hiding, as they now navigate parenthood under the watchful eye of the media.

    Sequel to Night Changes

    A collection of Lera One Shots <3

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    19 May 2026

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    shane hollander is drafted to the boston raiders in 2010, one year after ilya rozanov. it changes a lot.

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    18 May 2026

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    On a plastic stick there is a clear, dark plus sign.

    Positive. Fucking positive.

    His phone, clenched tightly in his hand, rings. It's Ilya.

    Shane turns to the toilet, drops to his knees and throws up. 

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    Shane finds out he is pregnant in a middle of a play-off run.

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    17 May 2026

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    Ilya is pregnant with twins.

    Two years ago, Shane miscarried their baby.

     
    A soft but emotional AU with married, retired Hollanov just wanting to build a family. Please read the tags carefully.

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    Chapters:
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    16 May 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

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    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    15/?
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    16 May 2026

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    It started off as an offhanded joke from Bood, a ‘You sure you’re not pregnant Roz?’ that Ilya and the rest of his team laughed off.

    Because to them, it was laughable. Ilya Rozanov, notorious ladies man, with possible morning sickness. How funny would that be?

    Ilya didn’t really feel like laughing at the two very visible lines displayed on the pregnancy test in front of him.

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    12/?
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    16 May 2026

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    Standing at the door of Ilya’s hotel room, Shane prepares his speech in his head. Everything he wants to tell Ilya, to explain to Ilya. To apologize for running away when things started to feel too real. What he didn’t prepare for was Ilya’s arms wrapped around him as the man cried into his shoulder.

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    Or how one night in a Tampa bay hotel room changes their lives and careers forever

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    17/?
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    15 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 66

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    “But everything looks okay?” Shane asked, squeezing Ilya’s hand a little. “Healthy?”

    “Oh yes,” the doctor said before pointing to another spot on the screen. “And you see this one here? That’s another gestational sac. Both strong and healthy.”

    Ilya and Shane stared at the screen.

    “Um… both?” Shane finally said.

     

    Ilya and Shane are enjoying married life in Ottawa and playing for the same team. Ilya gets the shock of his life one afternoon in the form of a positive pregnancy test.

    And the surprises don’t end there.

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    15 May 2026

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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    12/?
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    15 May 2026

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    Shane stands there quietly for a few moments, not wanting to burst this bubble. The past two nights with the Pike children have finally made him comprehend why Hayden was so pushy about him joining the parent club all those years ago. Shane didn’t understand it before, believing children, with their messy habits and chaotic energy, would never fit into his perfectly ordered life. But, seeing Ilya like this has set a million butterflies free in his stomach and now he gets it. He gets it a little too much because now all he can do is think of giving Ilya a baby.

    Or, Shane decides he's ready to start a family with Ilya, even if it means taking a break from hockey

    **Title from Sabrina Carpenter’s Juno**

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    14 May 2026

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    Shane let out a put-upon sigh and stepped into Dr. Terry's office, closing the door behind him. “So, I was really nauseous this morning. Threw up a little. And Ilya is making me come talk to you about it.”

    Terry quirked an eyebrow at him. “Husband Ilya or Captain Rozanov?”

    “Both.”

    “Oof.” Terry gestured at him to take a seat. “You sure you’re not dying, bud?"

    (formerly titled: at the top of the mohs scale)

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    13 May 2026

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    Ilya has always loved taking control during sex. Shane has always loved giving it up.

    When strangers rip Shane's control away in a brutal act of violence, can they fight their way back to this precious part of the connection they once shared?

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    A recovery fic focused on Shane and Ilya's journey back to their D/s relationship after trauma.

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    Comments:
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    12 May 2026

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    Ilya gets a phone call in the middle of the night from Svetlana, Alexei has killed his mistress leaving behind a ten month old baby girl. Alexei's in jail. No one wants her. Either Ilya adopts her and brings her to Ottawa to live with him and Shane, or she goes to a Russian orphanage.

    His niece needs a home, what is he supposed to do? Leave her there or change his and Shane's life forever?

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    Chapters:
    6/15
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    10,180

    12 May 2026

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    Lily is calling Shane for the first time ever, and it's in the middle of a rowdy locker room, and they haven't spoken in two months since the tuna melt and first names situation. Lily called twice before Shane was sent to press following a win. There he is asked about the leaked explicit photographs between himself and rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Ilya immediately flies to Montreal to face his feelings for Shane, no longer needing to hide in shadows as their lives become more public than ever. Russia cancels Ilya's passport and he becomes stuck in Canada, forcing both Shane and Ilya into decisions they were barely ready to make.

    Ilya and Shane come to a head with their public personas as their true selves take shape for everyone to see. What they didn't know was how thrilling and freeing it would be to let go of everything that held them at arms length from the other, embracing the versions of themselves they see in each other instead of what prying public eyes decide to make of them.

    Could it be possible to lose everything that defined them as rivals but gain something so much more in the love they hold each other?

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    6/?
    Comments:
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    12 May 2026

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    Shane’s heart skipped as he watched Ilya’s eyes squeeze shut, a groan leaving his mouth. Not the deep breathy groan Shane was used to hearing; the one that sent a familiar heat curling low in his gut, that made him absurdly proud of how easily he could undo Ilya Rozanov.

    No, it was a bit higher, more strained.

    “Hey, what’s wrong?” He quickly pushed himself more upright, hands hovering but hesitating to touch Ilya’s still frozen form.

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    Ilya has chronic pain.

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    8/?
    Comments:
    137
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    11 May 2026

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    Shane and Jackie both nearly jumped out of their skin when they heard a loud, metallic bang from across the park. The whole park was suddenly quiet, and the following few seconds felt like they were stretched into minutes. Shane quickly turned around and looked at the playground for his kids, instinctively needing to make sure they were okay. His eyes found them quickly, and relief briefly filled his body. Both kids apparently in one piece and accounted for.

    He kept looking around, his feet now picking up speed as they numbly carried him forward.

    Shane felt a sudden rush of cold over his body. “Where’s Ilya?” he quietly said to himself. He knew Ilya would’ve stayed near their son. So where was he?

     

    OR: Ilya is more than used to hockey injuries. This time, however, his most recent concussion happens off the ice and involves his own child, and no one in the Hollander-Rozanov family handles it well.

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    11 May 2026

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    When Ilya woke up that morning, the first thing his eyes saw were Shane's dark locks, then his beautiful skin, kissed by the warm rays of the sun that was shining bright in the sky.

    Ilya had always felt safe there, tangled with the love of his life in his bed; he finally felt at home, after so many years of despair and hiding his feelings.

    He really hoped that was just one of the many more mornings that life was giving them.

    What he couldn’t have imagined, though, was that a few hours into that same day their lives would have changed forever. He really did not remember that black haired woman who was claiming to be the mother of a daughter he never knew of.

     

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    Ilya has the almost perfect life with the man he loves. Now, he has to find room in it for the daughter he didn’t know he had, and the woman who’s leaving her behind.

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    79,449
    Chapters:
    9/25
    Comments:
    110
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    325
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    9,371

    10 May 2026

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