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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    This boy would kill him. This gorgeous, precious and kinky boy will be his downfall, and Ilya will not even resist.

    “Yes moya lyubov. My little slut, only mine. No one else can have you, no one else is allowed to even look at you, yes? Only me.”

    “Yes, God. Only ever you.” Shane whined, throwing an arm over his face.

    “No no no, none of that now.” Ilya firmly pulled his arm away from his face, before pulling both of them up above his head, holding them there with one hand, “You cannot say such filth, and then get shy on me Hollander.”

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    The Hollanov BDSM Mafia AU fic that my depraved brain has come up with.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    mafia ilya

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    26 Mar 2026

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    space omfg so good

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    “Finish drink, it is getting late.” He commanded, he waved over the bartender. “He will pay now.” Ilya told her.

    “Right, wait,” Shane lifted of his stool slightly, Ilya taking advantage and gazing down at his ass. Then looking back up, seeing the black card hitting the bar top.

    Fuck, this was going to be good.

    Ilya Rozanov is a broke, college student, scared of being deported as he moves closer to the end of his college days. He also needs money. So when he finds a lonely, rich, closeted hockey player, what better a way to make money than become his not so traditional sugar baby?

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    23 Mar 2026

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    sugar bby Ilya

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    While at the top of his game, professional porn star Ilya Rozanov is approached by the famous yet boringly untalented OnlyFans creator Shane Hollander who wants to collaborate. What starts as a transactional partnership quickly turns into a war of egos, blurred boundaries, and incredible on-camera chemistry.

    As their views climb and the sexual tension thickens they're left to confront the reality that maybe their mutual hatred might be the spark for some thing far more intimate then just sex.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    nice freaky and sweet porn au

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    “Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”

    “Nostalgic, maybe.”

    “Wow. Big word.”

    “Shut up, Hollander.”

    Shane shuts up.

    “When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”

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    Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    frat wars i am hype