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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    It started as a harmless feeling of being deprived of love. Having grown up as an orphan, Akito pushed himself to believe that he didn't need any kind of affection which he painfully lacked.

    That is, until he met this doctor and figured just how caring humans could be towards others. All those smiles and asking him about how his day had been made Akito want to throw up. He wouldn't have cared if Toya did it only because it's his job, but he was genuine. Toya did care about Akito deeply and he hated it. He didn't need all that, did he?

    But on the other hand, he also couldn't ignore a pang of comfort that he found in Toya’s care. It humiliated him to know that someone finally cared about him instead of throwing him around.

    or: akito's a mental patient who's concerningly besotted with his psychologist, and his feelings grow to a perturbing extent even as they remain unrequited.

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    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    The wind stroked his hair gently, and without a second thought, he decided to jump.

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    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    He always dreamed of his final moments being somewhere calm, serene, maybe in one of those sunflower fields An loved to talk about. Yeah, it was unrealistic, him being a knight and all, but a guy could dream.

    He certainly didn't want his life to end like this, on a dirty battlefield, surrounded by dead enemies and allies alike, with the man he loved most being the one to finish him off.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    "I want to sing."
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    "Okay, we'll sing together. Like always."

    Akitoya week 2023 Day 1: Cherry Blossom

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    23 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    His eyes watched the interior of Akito's class, a glimpse of a pearly white vase, orange elatior begonias and dainty ivory lemon flowers encased inside it. Touya wanted to stop in his tracks, and study the sight more closely, wondering which surface- which desk they had been placed on so delicately.

    Akito wasn't dead. The flowers were on the wrong side of the classroom, or perhaps Touya hadn't seen a vase at all. The thought stayed at the forefront of Touya's mind, never once leaving, as the dread that pooled in his stomach grew.

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    23 May 2026