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    The condom is nothing more than a scrap when Ilya finally tugs it off of himself on shaky legs beside Hollander’s trash can. He wiggles it with his hand. “Maybe you keep as a souvenir?”

    Hollander spits toothpaste foam into the sink and then flips him off over his shoulder.

    “I’ve already won a souvenir for something I couldn’t feel my legs after, and it was the fucking Cup.” He drops his toothbrush into its holder. “Stop playing with that and throw it away. It’s disgusting.”

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    02 Oct 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    “You always talk about my dick being useless,” Shane panted, “but you’re a fucking hypocrite, walking around with an ass like that and never letting me eat it.”

    “You didn’t ask politely,” Ilya said, a manic grin spreading across his face. His heartbeat was still going crazy, delirious at being thrown around like the ragdoll that he constantly turned Shane into. Ilya wanted to sink his teeth into the vein that popped stark in Shane’s bicep. And he could, and he would, because he understood exactly how this would play out.

    There was a distinct, heady power in making Shane obey him, even when the order was to pry Ilya open and knock him loose.

    If Shane was going to get the privilege of having his tongue and fingers inside of Ilya, he would have to work for it. Thankfully, his bulking season had really paid off.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane's mouth is hot and wet against Ilya’s throat, as Ilya catches sight of the Metros spilling into their VIP section, the Friday evening after their first week of Montreal’s hockey camp, his teeth a dull, warm pressure, one hand curled across the nape of his neck, his fingers sunk into Ilya's curls.

    Ilya, because at his heart he's an absolute bastard, smirks as soon as Pike clocks the two of them, watching a bevy of emotions spike across his face before they dissolve into something a little more resigned, a little bit hungry.

    OR: Shane gets to be a slut in public, snap at the Comeau, and get lovingly fucked out of his mind. Ilya's pretty sure it's one of the best night they've ever had.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
    Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    26 Sep 2026

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    "You always seem to enjoy it. I guess I'm just…"

    The look on Ilya's face is hard to read. Cautious, maybe. Interested, almost certainly. "Curious?"

    "Kind of? Not like…" He trails off for a moment, unsure. "I don't want to top. I don't really know how to explain it. It's just like… I know your body really well." Which is true. Their bodies have always had a shared language. It's the talking part that's a muscle that could still use some work, though it's stronger than it used to be. "And there's this part of you that I don't know. I guess I just wonder if you think that's selfish of me."

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    Set between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game. We never got to see Shane rimming and fingering Ilya for the first time, so here it is.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    “Oh, so is my fault I am big strong top with giant Russian dick and all little bitch boys want to bend over for me? No one cares about my prostate?"
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    They fuck around. Then they find out.

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    23 Sep 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    Ilya yelps when Shane pinches him. "Okay, okay," he concedes. "I will listen to my very smart, beautiful husband next time."

    Shane smoothes his hand over where he just pinched as an apology, before going back to kneading Ilya's muscles. They don't speak as Shane works, but he can feel Ilya's breathing hitch from time to time if a spot hurts enough.

    "Fuck," he groans as Shane works one spot on his left side, just above the waistband of his boxers. "That— fuck, Shane."

    - or, Shane gives Ilya a back massage, and it goes further than either of them expects

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Saying no to Ilya Rozanov has never been one of Shane's strengths. And Ilya wants to collect as many of Shane's firsts as he can get his hands on. In return, he offers one of his own; one Shane never expected to be offered.

    A confession years overdue and the fumbling, stoned, cringey, ridiculous fallout of it: questionable decisions, giggle fits that derail the plan at the worst possible moments, a change or two of heart, and one unexpected discovery about exactly what makes Ilya Rozanov whimper -- which Ilya absolutely will never, ever admit to.

    Two idiots in love, finding there are always more firsts to be had.

    TL;DR: Shane does weed for the first time. Ilya wants to try bottoming. They figure some things out. (Featuring: derailed sex, a prostate wand tutorial, and an unexpected toe-related discovery.) Prostate orgasms galore for all.

     

    A quick note: the foot stuff is very minimal, and is more of a comedic beat than fetish content. But I didn't want to NOT tag it. If that's not your thing, it's brief and skimmable.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s life since July seems like a dream whenever he thinks about it too hard. He and Shane text each other good morning and video call each other good night. They talk about their day and have phone sex and rant to each other when practice doesn’t go how they wanted. Shane calls Ilya when he’s burnt out from shooting commercials, and Ilya calls Shane when he can’t bear his quiet house.

    The elevator ascends up to Shane’s place slowly, even as Ilya wills it to speed up just so he can have a few extra seconds with Shane.

    What if Shane finds having Ilya there overnight right before a game too disruptive to his routine? Worst of all, what if Ilya suddenly falls into one of those moods that make him sullen and useless?

    As the door opens, Ilya has a wild urge to back away and keep his perfect memories as they are.

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    Ilya sees Shane for the first time since the cottage.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    Shane thought he would feel settled, being married and playing with the Centaurs. He expected that seeing Ilya all day, every day, would be enough, that it might even be a lot compared to the long-distance before.

    Instead, he’s slowly realising that there’s no way he can ever get his fill.

    Sex isn’t enough, falling asleep in each other’s arms isn’t enough. Rings aren’t enough. Shane is greedy for every second, every touch, every glance.

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    Shane and Ilya try to get as close to each other as they possibly can during their first year of marriage.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    Jane
    Right
    Well, okay
    I want to try body worship

    Huh. That doesn’t seem so bad. Actually, now that Ilya’s thinking about it, it’s hot, and he almost regrets getting undressed as he wills himself to not get half-hard in this locker room full of idiots.

    Lily
    body worship? when did you get so vain hollander
    you want me to hold you down and taste you everywhere, is that it?

    Jane
    Don’t text me like that when you know I’m still around my team!
    And, no, you asshole
    I meant I want to worship you

    Oh.

    (Shane loves Ilya. This is how he shows it.)

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    11 Sep 2026

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    'If no one likes giving blowjobs except for sluts… and I like giving blowjobs…'

    Distantly, horrifyingly, Shane realizes he’s half-hard.

    'Oh, God. Am I a slut?'

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    11 Sep 2026

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    What if Shane wins MVP instead of Ilya in Vegas?
    What if Ilya has to do EVERYTHING that Shane wants. And not because Shane demands it, but because Ilya is exactly where he wants to be.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    09 Sep 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Fuck, I’m thirsty.” Shane groans. His chest heaves, but the coughing has finally subsided.

    “Cotton mouth already?” Ilya sloshes the water inside the bottle, yanking it away impishly when Shane moves to grab it. “You had only one hit, my love.”

    Shane lunges over Ilya to snatch the water and gulps it down like a kid after soccer practice. Mouth occupied, he just rolls his eyes at Ilya, who grins as he lifts the joint to his lips.

    “Is okay to be thirsty, is normal. Everyone is around me.”

    This one earns Ilya a shove from his boyfriend. “Fuck off.” Shane gazes on as Ilya takes a long inhale, chest tightening for a moment, and then sighing a cloud of smoke into the night air resting over the cottage.

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    Shane wants to try smoking weed at the cottage, Ilya is happy to help

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    08 Sep 2026

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    How to get your situationship to fist you without really trying: a novel by Shane Hollander.

    Part of him wondered why he still let Rozanov, with his foul mouth and lack of decorum, into his apartment; into his body; into his life, though only the far-reaching corners of it, given how little they intersected with each other outside of hockey. Another part of him told him to shut up and stop thinking for once. This part had, regrettably, grown more and more successful in its attempts over the years to bury his common sense and self-respect.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    5 times Shane struggles with shame and 1 time he doesn’t.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Christ. All he wanted to do tonight was curl up with Jackie on the couch but somehow he was instead looking down the barrel of a night at Rozanov’s.

    Though… an evening of just him and Shane did sound really nice. Like how it used to be, back when Lily was just a mysterious girl in Shane’s phone, so far removed from anything real and tangible.

    “You sure he wouldn’t mind?” Hayden asked. Not that he really cared if Rozanov minded, but it was the polite thing to inquire.

    Besides, now Hayden was kind of curious to see the hole in which Rozanov inhabited. Maybe there’d be primitive cave drawings on the walls.

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    or; hayden finds himself at ilya rozanov's for the night with shane, sans ilya. with every physical memento around the house and every trace of shane in the corners, it's abundantly clear that his best friend is disgustingly and all-consumingly loved by his boyfriend. hayden finally understands too just why shane loves him right back.

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    30 Aug 2026

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