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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    My take on Shane doing the peloton ad and twitter reaction.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    'Why do they compare Hollander to Serena Williams and Tiger Woods?' Ilya asks. 'Is it because they're boring sports? Are they insulting him?'

    Svetlana looks down at him, raising an unimpressed eyebrow. 'You are not this dense.'

    'What? I'm missing something?'

    'Oh, you are that dense. My mistake.'

    ***
    Once Svetlana teaches Ilya about the casual racism that's a part of Shane's every day life, he can't stop noticing it.

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    06 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Ilya fucks Shane in the locker room showers. The team arrives for training.

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    "You stare at my race every time you look me in the eye! What the fuck do you need to guide you too look for? Flashing neon lights?” Shane’s face is flushed, and not in the way Ilya likes to see. This is not a cute blush. This is a rage and a hurt he doesn’t think he’s ever seen from Shane.

    “Okay, okay.” He scratches the back of his neck. “I-I fucked up a bit here.”

    “A bit? A bit?! Ilya, you ignored one of the most influential pieces of my fucking life!”

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Shane and Ilya are having Sveta visit them in Ottawa. While chilling in the living room over a bottle of vodka they get to a very..intresting conversation.

    Inspo from @gracehollanov on Tiktok.

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    06 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “You’re panicking, sweetheart.”

    He knew and he wished he wouldn’t be because it was just so stupid. It didn’t make sense why he couldn’t do the one thing his husband always did for him. He brushed his unshed tears away with the back of his hands, furiously, because he wanted it to hurt, because he didn’t deserve the tone Ilya had just used to point out the obvious. 

    “I need you to breathe, zaichonok.” 

    “I’m sorry -” He didn’t even know what to say, he didn’t have any excuse besides the fact that he simply did not like it. 

    “I don’t need explanation, malysh. I need you to be good for me, yes?” 

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    Shane tries topping and hates it.

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    04 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 75

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    Maybe it was stupid for Shane to assume that when Ilya asked him if he had Valentine’s Day plans that it was a date, but what was stupider was that he opened the door wearing a suit.

    Ilya texts Shane about wanting to come over on Valentine’s Day. Shane assumes it’s a date, he goes all out. When he realizes he misunderstood he shuts down. Ilya makes it better.

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    04 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane gasped as his hands exploded, flapping back and forth. His back arched, and as he let the most beautiful whine escape his lips. He could be good for Ilya. He could be so, so good.

    “Oh, fuck, Shane,” Ilya bit his lip. “Look at how beautiful."

    or

    Shane stims during sex.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya noticed the little things, the nearly imperceptible movements of fingers and minutely shifting facial muscles. He noticed the patterns in it all as well, when it tended to happen more than not. One day, an internet rabbit hole leads him to learn that there may be more behind his boyfriend’s quirks than he initially thought.

     

    or: after some coaxing, Shane lets himself unmask enough to stim in front of Ilya. Ilya is predictably smitten

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    03 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 83

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    5 times Shane wasn't aware he was stimming, +1 time he allowed himself to.

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    03 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 42

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    “You are married.”
    “Yes.”
    “And that is your ring.”
    “Yes.”
    “On your left hand. It’s the wrong—”
    “We are not in Russia.”
    “What?”
    “We—I am never going back. To Russia.”

    Or 12-year-old Ilya makes a wish and he gets to talk to his 30-year-old self

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    03 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    In which Kip asks Shane if any other hockey players have ever hooked up, and various secrets come to light.

    (Featuring Shane Hollander being a menace, husbands flirting in public, queer found family, and a non-linear narrative.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    My brothers best friend is a fucking asshole; he’s hot as hell though.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is best friends with Shane Hollander’s older brother. Ilya quickly becomes Shane’s public enemy number one. Why? Because he’s the biggest asshole Shane has ever met, unfortunately, he’s also the hottest fucking man alive.

    Fucking your brother’s best friend is probably a bad idea, right?

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    02 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    After taking his virginity.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya thinks he doesn't deserve the love the Hollanders so freely give to him. They are ready to prove him wrong.

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    02 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Moya lyubov please unblock me

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: Let me know when you’re ready to talk i will kneel

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: character not enough but i’ll kneel and apologi

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $5,000
    Remarks: ze to you for hours if you want me to i miss

    ILYA ROZANOV has wired SHANE HOLLANDER $10,000
    Remarks: you so much

     

    Yuna Hollander (Husband's Mom): Did you just wire my son $30K?

    Ilya: It’s the only platform he cannot block me from Yuna I am desperate

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    02 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 51

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    The last person Shane expects to run into at his psych appointment is Ilya fucking Rozanov.

    Or Shane is recovering from an eating disorder and Ilya is recovering from a drug addiction. Shane runs into his 'rival' waiting for his appointment with the psychologist and Ilya asks him to dinner.

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    02 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 65

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    The Hollanders make Ilya feel safe.

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    02 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    Joining the MLH had been his sole goal since losing his mother. He needed to get away from his father, his stepmother, and his brother, and hockey had provided him with the chance to escape.

    It had still been overwhelming. He had to learn the language, had to adapt to the different culture, and deal with the pressure and expectations that came with being the number one draft pick. Don't get him wrong — Ilya loved every second of it, thrived in the fame and spot light. He quickly established his outrageous image, and while his critics gasped in shock whenever he opened his mouth, he had the skills to shut them up.

    Ilya Rozanov became a star, a legend.

    And nobody would suspect his pain, his heart aching for his mother's love, his father's approval, his brother's support.

     

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    Five times Ilya was haunted by the memory of his family + the one time he wasn't

     

    This work is part of an ongoing series. It can be read as a standalone but I wouldn't recommend it. Please read the tags!

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    02 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Yuna did not hate Rozanov, no — she despised him. Just the mention of his name let her blood boil inside her veins. Shane did not work his ass off to only be reduced to some kind of rivalry. He deserved the spotlight and praise for his own achievements and Yuna fought the urge to scream whenever her son just shrugged it off as if he didn't care. She couldn't fathom how he could be so nonchalant about all of this. He should be enraged and angry and stand up for himself. He was his own person, not an extension to some Russian who thought he was above everyone else!

    And then Rozanov had the audacity to show up at the hospital, looking like his whole world had shattered in front of his eyes.

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    Yuna tries to let go of her own prejudices and gains a son along the way

     

    This work is part of a series and the direct continuation of part 1. It could be read as a standalone but I don't recommend it.

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    01 Jun 2026

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