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"I want hard and aching, your breathing swallowed by my lips, and I taste every molecule of your being. I want your atoms."
-- Sara Tantlinger, Love For Slaughter
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In which Jaeyi, during her final semester at Hankuk University, falls into a deep and profound obsession with Seulgi, her new professor. She doesn't just want to make Seulgi hers. She wants her atoms.
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10 Jul 2026
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now i’m covered in the colors (pulled apart at the seams) by doriangraysbitch
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
12 May 2026
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“Congratulations on debuting, Lily-ssi.”
Lily stares at her, jaw dropped open, until she realizes Haewon is desperately trying not to laugh at her. “Wha—!” She says, and watches Haewon burst into laughter. “That’s so mean!”
“Sorry,” Haewon says, though she doesn’t look sorry at all. “I guess you’re just stuck with me.”
“Ugh, I guess,” Lily says, pretending to roll her eyes, and Haewon laughs at her again, the low, deep, sincere laugh Lily has sometimes overheard when she’s joking with Yuna and the other trainees. Lily’s stomach performs several consecutive flips and cartwheels at the sound. The blue that drifts across then is lovely, a texture that pleasantly tickles Lily’s brain. She knows no one else’s laugh that does that to her— but then again, she knows no one else quite like Oh Haewon.
or: lily has chromesthesia, and can see colors in music and people's voices. oh haewon is the deep blue of the ocean.
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14 May 2026
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Woo Seulgi lives a quiet, lonely life, finding small moments of comfort while working as a barista within a small art gallery in Seoul. She finds comfort in her favorite actress, Yoo Jaeyi. Through an idol messaging app called "Bubble", Seulgi sends messages into the void with the hope that Jaeyi notices them. On the other side of Seoul, Yoo Jaeyi appears to have everything: Fame, luxury and adoration. Yet behind the polished image is a woman suffocating under contracts, expectations and the constant control of the people who built her career. When a simple exchange turns into something more personal, the two women find themselves drawn together in ways neither anticipated. As admiration turns into understanding, and perhaps something deeper, they must navigate the dangers surrounding them: A tightly controlled celebrity life, watchful fans, and the consequences of a connection that was never supposed to exist.
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18 Apr 2026
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Verb, past tense; to compose the sequence of steps and moves for a staged performance
Lily Morrow and Oh Haewon were built in practice rooms and practiced motions.
Two vocalists who thrive on the familiar dance of their unspoken but not unknown feelings.Bookmarked by nairit
05 Apr 2026
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when everyone else looks for the sun, i'll be soaked in your rain. by paintmeblues
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
11 Mar 2026
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Lily didn’t have time to ruminate on her own stupidity before a soft chuckle escaped the woman behind her, freezing her in place. She didn’t even have to think too much about the sound to recognize it. She used to hear it everyday. She still dreamed of it.
Her chest tightened, goosebumps prickling her skin. She didn’t want to turn around. She didn’t want to face the woman sitting on the metal chair, her hands bound by handcuffs. She couldn’t let this be real.
“I thought the coat I gave you was supposed to keep you warm, Lily.”
Oh Haewon’s voice slammed into her chest like a bullet, shattering every wall Lily had spent a year building, just like it always did. Her stomach lurched violently, bile rising to her throat.
Haewon always had that power. She made Lily’s world stop without giving her a chance to resist it.
Behavioral Analyst Lily Morrow was good at uncovering people’s secrets. She just never expected her own secrets to be threatened by her abilities. Especially not when a case forces her to interrogate her ex girlfriend, Oh Haewon, now accused of murder.Bookmarked by nairit
12 Mar 2026
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A routine Pepero game challenge goes exactly as expected. In the aftermath, everything changes and everything stays the same.
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27 Dec 2025
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Stray Hearts (All the Ways We Learned to Love Again) by Mnetruinedmylife
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
01 Mar 2026
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Hybrid!AU where exists beside humanity are humanoids with animal features. Like we do with most things that aren't quite like us, we don't treat them very well.
Jinsol is one of the few humans who try their hardest to look after the ones people have abused and thrown away, even if she's running on fumes trying.
Yoona doesn't really think about them much, she especially doesn't want one, but when Jinsol dumps a traumatized dog hybrid into her lap, she finds that maybe she does want, a little too much perhaps.
Jiwoo went from being beloved, to a burden, to unwanted. It's hard to keep it together when her whole life is up to the whims of others.
Kyujin is born into wealth and power, she tries not to let it make her a monster. She doesn't always succeed.Series
- Part 1 of Stray Hearts (Nmixx Hybrid AU)
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23 Dec 2025
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Fanservice and Other Lies Haewon Tells Herself by Mnetruinedmylife
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band), K-pop
23 Dec 2025
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Haewon has an explanation for everything.
Every look Lily gives her? Fanservice.
Every touch? Coincidence.
Every soft, vulnerable moment? Friendship.
The playlist full of yearning love songs might be what breaks her though.- Language:
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16 Dec 2025
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Lily’s fingers quickly typed on the screen in front of her. She saw the woman pull her wallet out from the corner of her eye, and—as if it were subconscious—Lily's lips slipped open.
“A name for the order?”
The woman blinked, looking around to see no one else in the cafe but herself. She let out a soft giggle that almost made Lily’s lungs contract.
“Yoona.” she played along, pulling a card out of her purse.
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20 Nov 2025
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Zoey doesn’t know how long she stands there in the middle of her room, gawking at the notification flashing at her screen.
Well, notifications, plural. They’re back to back on her home screen, right under all her social media notifications of people showering her with likes for today’s breakfast.
Ryu Rumi sent you $250.00
“For lunch! Let me know if you need more xo”Kang Mira sent you $501.00
“lmk if she sent more than 500, I can double it lol”Zoey loudly declares, “What the HELL?”
Or, broke college student Zoey goes viral for her revolting college meals—and rich girls Rumi and Mira find a little pity (among other things) in their hearts for her.
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- Part 1 of candyfloss
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28 Aug 2025
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“A scholar. A rich girl. One room too small to stay strangers.”
Seulgi just wanted a quiet year to focus on her scholarship. Jaeyi has never had to share anything, least of all her space. But when a housing glitch puts them under the same room, things get unexpectedly close.
Jaeyi’s touchy, clingy, and kind in ways Seulgi doesn’t know what to do with and the room starts to feel too small for just friendship.
Or, Roommates AU!
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- Part 5 of In Every Universe, It’s You
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- English
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- 20/20
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25 Aug 2025
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In a school for elite students, two girls form a complicated bond rooted in obsession in the face of ruthless competition, unforgiving expectations and deceptive promises.
What if a murder wasn’t the real mystery of the story?If Friendly Rivalry was about the obsessive relationship between Seulgi and Jaeyi and not about a murder case.
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- English
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- 25/25
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25 Aug 2025
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AU; In which Seulgi was found by her father way earlier.
- Language:
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- 21/?
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25 Aug 2025
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09 Aug 2025
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The members think Wonyoung and Yujin are constantly hooking up.
Closets. Bathrooms. Dressing rooms. The back of the van.Rei: “Seriously?? Again??”
Liz: “It’s only been four hours.”
Gaeul: “You guys need therapy.”But they’re not having sex.
Wonyoung’s just a vampire. Yujin’s her blood donor.Wonyoung: “They think we’re nymphos!!”
Yujin: “Would you rather they know you’re undead??”So yeah. They’re fake-dating now.
Blood-bonded. Emotionally spiraling.
Not dating.
Definitely not normal.Bookmarked by nairit
03 Aug 2025
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The First Girl I Ever Killed For by Anonymous
Fandoms: 선의의 경쟁 | Friendly Rivalry (TV), 선의의 경쟁 | Friendly Rivalry (Webcomic)
20 Jan 2026
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Six years after a brutal breakup neither of them recovered from, Woo Seulgi crosses paths with the last person she ever expected to see again: Yoo Jaeyi. Who steps back into her life with a smile like nothing ever happened.
Now a rising psychiatrist specializing in rare affective disorders, Seulgi spends her days trying to understand why some people love so violently they can’t help but destroy everything they touch.
This is a story about love. And all the terrible things we do in its name.
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- 7/?
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16 Jul 2025
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we were bound in silver and red by tingaling (tingsg)
Fandoms: 선의의 경쟁 | Friendly Rivalry (TV)
25 Jul 2025
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She caught sight of her red thread.
Her breath caught. For the first time in her life, it wasn’t pulling. It curved softly now, floating like a ribbon in still water. Relaxed.
She rose without thinking.
Her shoes clicked softly against the wooden aisle as she moved, eyes fixed on the invisible line that dipped and curled between rows of students. It went past the old woman, so she stopped to buy her flowers, if only to get her to move out of her way. And then finally, as the human obstacle was removed, she saw it.
At the back of the auditorium, a moon-eyed girl in a maroon uniform stood uncertainly in the doorway, looking around. Her hair was pulled back in a messy half ponytail. She looked lost and overwhelmed.
On her left hand, a silver ring.
Jaeyi’s silver ring.
Their threads met at the point where silver kissed skin.
Woo Seulgi.
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- Part 4 of Friendly Rivalry AUs
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10 Jul 2025
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Lily came to Granada expecting romance, tapas, and a summer of self-discovery. What she didn’t expect was getting sunburned on day one, murdering half the Spanish language, and accidentally forming a gravitational pull around a calm, iced-americano-drinking local named Haewon.
Haewon wasn’t planning on babysitting a barefoot Australian tourist with a Taylor Swift lyric for every crisis. But Lily was loud in the way that softened the world around her. And something about the way she said “thank you” stuck.
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- Part 2 of Haely (Lily & Haewon) AUs
- Part 1 of How Do You Say - In Spanish?
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- English
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- 61,256
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- 7/7
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28 Jun 2025
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“This is fucked up,” Chaewon says and stands up, her anger flaring inside, turning from a speck of ember to a forest fire in seconds. “You’re fucked up for doing this.”
“I wanted it to be you, Chaewon,” Sakura says then, and it cuts through the anger. “But I’m glad it wasn’t because I would’ve ruined everything.”
It’s a six-year journey from total strangers to best friends, with all its ups and downs, and Chaewon wouldn’t have it any other way. Even if she can never be honest with Sakura. Even if she can never be herself. Even if they will never be more than friends.
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Chaewon and Sakura must hide their true nature from everyone, including one another, to protect their careers in the entertainment industry. It all comes to a head when Sakura returns to Seoul after three years in Japan, and Chaewon suggests they room together. Some things are meant to be broken, but Chaewon isn’t sure their friendship should be categorized as such.
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24 Jun 2025
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because my love for you is higher than words, i've decided to fall silent.
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19 Jun 2025